There isn't a day that goes by where you don't cross my mind. There isn't a night where i don't find myself hankering to call you mine again. When you left, i fell to pieces and those pieces scattered everywhere. I have the habit of looking for you at the bottom of a ***** bottle. Im drowning and my bloods slowly but surely turning to alcohol and before i know it I'm not gonna be able to find those scattered pieces to put myself back together again.
Jul 12, 2014
Jul 12, 2014 at 8:19 PM UTC
thinking of him instantly brought me into a bawling fest & my throat started to choke and i started weasing with tears drowning my face and all i could think about was how our love felt like a fairy tale & now i come to realize that me trying to not miss him only makes me miss him a thousand times more and then my mask falls off, the real me comes out, and it hits me that im so broken and i dont know how much longer i can hide it.
Jul 11, 2014
Jul 11, 2014 at 4:23 AM UTC
im trying so hard to hold back the tears...
if i cry my friend will know somethings wrong with me
i dont want him to know im torn to pieces...
this *****
i didnt want this to happen....
now youre out of my life.
****
i ****** up
i shouldve kept my mouth closed..
why!
why does this have to happen to me?
i can never get a break from this pain...
i hate this
i hate this
i hate this
when will i be able to actually be happy?
i wont have to hide my real feelings anymore?
ugh i hate this
Jul 8, 2014
Jul 8, 2014 at 2:14 AM UTC
"I could be given all the attention in the world and id still be waiting for you to come back"
Jul 7, 2014
Jul 7, 2014 at 1:28 AM UTC
I want someone to fall inlove with the way i laugh, & the way i always make goofy faces, and the way i playfully dance to songs, and the way I freak out when i see a good skyline, and the way i love hearing other people laugh, and the way i say aw when i get embarrassed, and the way i just act like a little kid sometimes.. I just want someone to fall in love with the actual me. Not my looks, or my body.... Just me.
Jul 6, 2014
Jul 6, 2014 at 11:57 AM UTC
I stare into the darkness of the room, tears running down my face.
Silence.
Nothing comes to mind but you.
You
You
You
******
Why cant i forget about you?
Why wont my heart let you go?
******
I wish this wasnt so hard.
You got over me in an instant,
Why cant i get over you?
******
Jul 5, 2014
Jul 5, 2014 at 2:23 AM UTC
I JUST WANNA TELL YOU HOW BAD YOU ****** UP WHEN YOU DECIDED TO LET ME GO BECAUSE I GUARANTEE YOU WONT EVER FIND A GIRL THAT WOULD LOVE YOU AS MUCH AS I WOULD AND CARE FOR YOU AS MUCH AS I WOULD AND MAKE YOU FEEL GOOD AND TREAT YOU LIKE ROYALTY THE WAY THAT I WOULD FOR YOU. YOU GAVE UP A GIRL THAT WOULD SACRIFICE ANYTHING TO BE YOURS BUT I KNOW YOU DONT GIVE A **** ONE DAY A GUY WILL LOVE ME THE WAY I WANT TO LOVE YOU & WHEN YOU REALIZE HOW GOOD YOU HAD IT, ITS GONNA BE TO ******* LATE.
Jul 5, 2014
Jul 5, 2014 at 2:10 AM UTC
Everytime i talk about memories between us i feel myself light up and feel the big smile forming, the one you always left on my face.
Then i realize those are the past, and nows the future without you to share unforgettable memories with like i used to.
...sigh
Jul 2, 2014
Jul 2, 2014 at 2:50 AM UTC
I want to forget about you
So that maybe i can be happy again...
Its like you're carved into my skull because i can never stop thinking about how perfect you are to me.
This is complete torture..
WHY CANT YOU JUST GET OUT OF MY HEAD
Jul 1, 2014
Jul 1, 2014 at 2:36 PM UTC