Days without you measure more to those with you,
The longer you are absent the more hurt there be,
So far from me I can barely reach you,
I read your words trying to believe them,
But they are meaningless,
There is no difference being with or without you,
They are the same.
I know that now.
Jun 20, 2017
Jun 20, 2017 at 10:25 AM UTC
Each night, thoughts of you catch fire in my mind
Each morning I am haunted by the dreams of you.
Days are more empty and dull without you
Do you miss me, like how much i miss you?
I call out to you but my words fall silent.
Can you hear my tears of hope?
How i wished for so many things with you.
That night is forever burnt in my mind of you, me and the air of the sea.
My heart wont allow me for this to be the end.
So will it?
May 24, 2017
May 24, 2017 at 10:44 AM UTC
Forlorn spirit be thy company
Upon a failing desire
Unfulfilled through times demise
A fading fire left in a blackening room
No kindling to restart the flame
Droplets fall from the ceiling like tears
What now do the sears see?
The stones speak, but we do not hear them
And yet the fire continues to burn in a foreshadowing place
May 15, 2017
May 15, 2017 at 10:38 AM UTC
Laid upon my bed,
Next to a cold imprint of you,
Your shape, outlayed in pillows,
No two hearts dance in the night,
Only a single heart beating is heard,
The cold air sets the skin to shiver,
The heat of desire absent,
A night so silent,
The clock echos and mocks,
Time should have you by my side,
But alas i lay empty.
May 8, 2017
May 8, 2017 at 8:07 AM UTC
I miss you,
If only i didnt,
Then my days wouldn't feel so empty
My heart want yours
Though i try not too
Memories of you consume my nights
They sting as the months rolls by
The wanting grows stronger
But i know it is time,
And i have to admit to myself what ive known for so long,
I have to say goodbye,
I have to stop hoping for a day that will never come,
I feel helpless
I should hate you but i cant
I will always miss you,
Im glad i took a chance,
Even though i knew i shouldn't have,
I will remember that night with you for the rest of life.
Goodbye my love.
Maybe the universe will brings us together again.
Mar 25, 2017
Mar 25, 2017 at 6:30 AM UTC
Rest easy my heart, it is not over and the new day has not yet dawned.
Think on what was achieved, rather than what has been lost.
Do not weap for what you are missing.
Think on what is to come, even if you have to wait an eternity.
You are allowed to mourn at your defeats.
But remember the speck of courage and strength that is left, it is your flint and tinder to light your flame once again.
So rest easy my heart.
Mar 6, 2017
Mar 6, 2017 at 8:08 AM UTC
The nights breeze flows through my window.
It kissess my skin as i lay upon my bed.
My thoughts recollect to the night of being blessed with Anam cara, a night mirroring this one.
I yearn for another night like that.
More so a life like that, for having an Anam cara is to be home.
And i so long to be home.
Mar 6, 2017
Mar 6, 2017 at 7:57 AM UTC
I'd a pluck a fair rose for my love
I'd a pluck a red rose blowin'
Love's in my heart, i'm tryin' so to prove
What your heart's knowin'
I'd a pluck a finger on a thorn
I'd a pluck a finger bleedin'
Red is my heart, wounded and forlorn
And your heart needin'
I'd a hold a finger to my tongue
I'd a hold a finger waitin'
My heart is sore, until it joins in song
With your heart matin'
Dec 28, 2016
Dec 28, 2016 at 8:05 AM UTC
I am restless of what is left. An empty shell that was once so full. Being drained over time, with its contents close to empty. It seems as though punishment over shadows, for something that was never caused.
But why, for any reason, am i being treated thus. There are no explanations to such actions, or there lack off.
Frailty in promises, which seem to multiply over time. Yet, i linger, not wanting to give up. Its it foolishness or bravery? What governs me so to my actions? What is to become of me?
Dec 28, 2016
Dec 28, 2016 at 7:25 AM UTC
I want to hold you tight tonight and not let you go,
Im afraid if i let you go, I'll miss you again,
I long for your arms to wrap around me,
Holding each other and forgetting the chaos around us as we kiss,
I miss that, but most of all i miss you.
But why do feel doom is approaching all the time.
Like it was the last time i got to hold you.
Dec 17, 2016
Dec 17, 2016 at 7:41 AM UTC