alyssa-lynn - Hello Poetry

Perfection is for liars. For people who are so tightly tucked into their bed of lies. That they only dream in black and white. I strive for messy and real. I want to feel pain and misery. I want to feel love and happiness. I want truth, Break my heart, so then I will know what love is. Make me laugh, so when I cry I can understand it. I dont want a perfect love life. Love is wrong, and messed up, cruel. Love is right, and harmonized, beautiful. Love is all of it. Close your eyes. Silence your mind. Be still in the quiet. And just feel the greatness of flaw.

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Oct 20, 2014

Oct 20, 2014 at 2:24 AM UTC

alyssa-lynn

Wrong is Right

Perfection is for liars. For people who are so tightly tucked into their bed of lies. That they only dream in black and white. I strive for messy and real. I want to feel pain and misery. I want to feel love and happiness. I want truth, Break my heart, so then I will know what love is. Make me laugh, so when I cry I can understand it. I dont want a perfect love life. Love is wrong, and messed up, cruel. Love is right, and harmonized, beautiful. Love is all of it. Close your eyes. Silence your mind. Be still in the quiet. And just feel the greatness of flaw.

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A healed heart still pains. For there will always be a fragment torn off and lost forever. There will be a moment, no matter how fleeting. That will cause a twinge of dispair. For something no matter how cruel, no matter how beautiful, is gone forever. We are told to not cry. To not mourn Over a loss that was seemingly undeniable. Allow your heart that beat. That moment to weep. A firefly flickering in the summer air. And after that moment, smile. Cause it will happen. This time more beautifully.

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Jul 28, 2014

Jul 28, 2014 at 1:06 AM UTC

alyssa-lynn

A heart healed.

A healed heart still pains. For there will always be a fragment torn off and lost forever. There will be a moment, no matter how fleeting. That will cause a twinge of dispair. For something no matter how cruel, no matter how beautiful, is gone forever. We are told to not cry. To not mourn Over a loss that was seemingly undeniable. Allow your heart that beat. That moment to weep. A firefly flickering in the summer air. And after that moment, smile. Cause it will happen. This time more beautifully.

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Guilt drips from my heart, and tears cry from her eyes. She wants to save me. Confusion swells in my mind, and her hands guide me. She wants me to see. Pity sinks into my veins, and she stays strong to build me. She wants me to be free. Anger fills the void, and her heart encourages. She wants me to believe.

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Mar 21, 2014

Mar 21, 2014 at 4:30 AM UTC

alyssa-lynn

My mother, who repairs.

Guilt drips from my heart, and tears cry from her eyes. She wants to save me. Confusion swells in my mind, and her hands guide me. She wants me to see. Pity sinks into my veins, and she stays strong to build me. She wants me to be free. Anger fills the void, and her heart encourages. She wants me to believe.

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Pain. Emotional torment. A cruel battlefield of unfair strategies. Hate. Bitter engulfment. A taste so sour against love. Guilt. Worthless suffocation. A brainwash of lies. Anger. Selfish entrapment. A young over indulgence . Pity. Forgiveness overflowed. A river to clean my hands of you.

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Mar 21, 2014

Mar 21, 2014 at 4:30 AM UTC

alyssa-lynn

Batterd

Pain. Emotional torment. A cruel battlefield of unfair strategies. Hate. Bitter engulfment. A taste so sour against love. Guilt. Worthless suffocation. A brainwash of lies. Anger. Selfish entrapment. A young over indulgence . Pity. Forgiveness overflowed. A river to clean my hands of you.

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Guilt claimed my heart. The fault I believed was mine. Dissatisfaction at a constant. Lies ate away my soul. The fault I believed was mine. Heartache surpassing all. Shame covered my face. The fault I believed was mine. Untrue words spilling. Failure corrupted my mind. The fault I believed was mine. Pieces always falling. Guilt was yours. The acts done against me. My satisfaction at a constant. Lies you told became riddles. The truth unraveled before me. My heartache lessening Your shameful true self Disgusted my image of you. My true words covering. Your failure was us. The fault of only your own. My pieces coming together.

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Mar 21, 2014

Mar 21, 2014 at 4:29 AM UTC

alyssa-lynn

The Fault I Believed Was Mine

Guilt claimed my heart. The fault I believed was mine. Dissatisfaction at a constant. Lies ate away my soul. The fault I believed was mine. Heartache surpassing all. Shame covered my face. The fault I believed was mine. Untrue words spilling. Failure corrupted my mind. The fault I believed was mine. Pieces always falling. Guilt was yours. The acts done against me. My satisfaction at a constant. Lies you told became riddles. The truth unraveled before me. My heartache lessening Your shameful true self Disgusted my image of you. My true words covering. Your failure was us. The fault of only your own. My pieces coming together.

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A new kiss Softer lips With gentle urgency Love trembling through Soft caresses Adventures never fleeting Tears of happiness To replace the cried out tears Smiles constantly painted Something new Proving with greatness Why the past is forgotten.

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Mar 12, 2014

Mar 12, 2014 at 5:15 AM UTC

alyssa-lynn

new

A new kiss Softer lips With gentle urgency Love trembling through Soft caresses Adventures never fleeting Tears of happiness To replace the cried out tears Smiles constantly painted Something new Proving with greatness Why the past is forgotten.

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Tied down Darkness closing in Fog engulfing my mind Suffocating Fragments of myself Drowning in emotion Freedom A stronger version, whole Happiness awakens

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Mar 12, 2014

Mar 12, 2014 at 5:08 AM UTC

alyssa-lynn

awaken

Tied down Darkness closing in Fog engulfing my mind Suffocating Fragments of myself Drowning in emotion Freedom A stronger version, whole Happiness awakens

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A broken heart has left a bitter taste in my mouth. An unwanted reminder that I was left. Anger seeps into my heart, Hatred screaming in my mind. Bitterness is new and confusing. Deep sorrow is where I find comfort. However I am no longer sad, but infuriated by careless causes and effects. By a never deserving boy who used me as a plaything. And this whole time I knew what he was. And yet the feeling of being wanted offered to much temptation.

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Feb 12, 2014

Feb 12, 2014 at 2:43 AM UTC

alyssa-lynn

Bitter temptation

A broken heart has left a bitter taste in my mouth. An unwanted reminder that I was left. Anger seeps into my heart, Hatred screaming in my mind. Bitterness is new and confusing. Deep sorrow is where I find comfort. However I am no longer sad, but infuriated by careless causes and effects. By a never deserving boy who used me as a plaything. And this whole time I knew what he was. And yet the feeling of being wanted offered to much temptation.

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An open mind and a weak heart A smile that never ceases With eyes that undoubtably tear A resilient shell Covering the most delicate of emotions Never fearing the pain caused by herself Anger never staying concrete Forgiveness often giving for the non deserving A soul to often crushed I still smile I still love I still have hope.

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Dec 4, 2013

Dec 4, 2013 at 2:46 PM UTC

alyssa-lynn

A.L.V.D.V

An open mind and a weak heart A smile that never ceases With eyes that undoubtably tear A resilient shell Covering the most delicate of emotions Never fearing the pain caused by herself Anger never staying concrete Forgiveness often giving for the non deserving A soul to often crushed I still smile I still love I still have hope.

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Today I close a chapter Not with a happy ending Or with miraculous love I close a chapter of lies With deep sorrow And undying loss I close a chapter of pain With hope to survive Mending a restiched heart Ive re-read this chapter To an utmost fault To where I could recite it by heart With childish dreams of a different story I close my eyes tight And pray for the ending ive always wanted But I am not the author Nor the story teller Mearly the character I love you I miss you The end.

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Oct 13, 2013

Oct 13, 2013 at 9:54 PM UTC

alyssa-lynn

chapter

Today I close a chapter Not with a happy ending Or with miraculous love I close a chapter of lies With deep sorrow And undying loss I close a chapter of pain With hope to survive Mending a restiched heart Ive re-read this chapter To an utmost fault To where I could recite it by heart With childish dreams of a different story I close my eyes tight And pray for the ending ive always wanted But I am not the author Nor the story teller Mearly the character I love you I miss you The end.

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