It is 3:15 am,
and I just realized I was alone,
this is the first I've cried
in so long,
I can't stop.
Nov 10, 2013
Nov 10, 2013 at 4:16 AM UTC
I want to be murdered.
I believe that muder
is an intimate,
passionate,
even ****** thing,
and God,
it sounds heavenly.
Oct 20, 2013
Oct 20, 2013 at 8:31 PM UTC
Your hands are rough
from the years spent
building the walls
that surround you.
You picked each stone,
and placed it with care
to gaurd you from the evils
you grew with.
My hands are soft,
ut not for long.
It is my turn to
scar my fingers
as I rip each brick
from the wall around you.
I will not stop until
you are just as exposed
as I am.
.
Oct 17, 2013
Oct 17, 2013 at 8:23 PM UTC
I am scared.
For the longest time
I have been utterly sad.
Full of anger, with a need
for solace.
But now,
i am nothing.
I am quiet.
Placid.
And oh god
it is terrifying.
Oct 16, 2013
Oct 16, 2013 at 11:10 AM UTC
Please know that
I would jump off a bridge
if you told me to.
And I would (and have)
listened to you talk
and talk for hours and hours,
and I would enjoy it.
And you are a very central
part if my life, and
you will be the
death of me.
Oct 16, 2013
Oct 16, 2013 at 10:44 AM UTC
Please know that
I would jump off a bridge
if you told me to.
And I would (and have)
listened to you talk
and talk for hours and hours,
and I would enjoy it.
And you are a very central
part if my life, and
you will be the
death of me.
Oct 16, 2013
Oct 16, 2013 at 10:44 AM UTC
It's incredible,
how in a split second
the foundation that is you
can crack in an
irrepairable manner.
Sep 30, 2013
Sep 30, 2013 at 4:05 PM UTC
I am a natural disaster.
I am unexpected,
and harmless
But as time progresses,
and the land that is you
becomes weaker and weaker,
I become dangerous.
Fatal even.
I leave floods of destruction
In my wake,
then I leave as if
nothing ever happened.
Leaving you to
rebuild yourself.
Sep 30, 2013
Sep 30, 2013 at 10:44 AM UTC
you aren't a hero
stop trying to save me,
i don't need your help,
or your pleas for
the old me.
i never chose
the life i am living,
nor did i choose
to be the person i am today.
you cannot do anything,
to guide be back
to the me you used to know,
so please stop trying.
Sep 16, 2013
Sep 16, 2013 at 6:52 PM UTC
i need you.
not in an emotional way,
or a ****** way,
but a survival way.
i need you to come to me,
and rip the bottle of
liquid peace from my hands,
and hold my shaking body,
and look into my sad eyes
and tell me everything
will be okay.
Sep 16, 2013
Sep 16, 2013 at 5:15 PM UTC