I never knew this quest was my
final test.
.
My eyes burn, but i can see
through all these cloudy
skys
that
scream
misery.
I locked my brain inside
and threw away the key
into a river
bend
that
was an
ocean deep.
Jan 24, 2012
Jan 24, 2012 at 3:29 AM UTC
We never enter the future
we never exit the past.
There is only the moment
eternal, infinite, vast.
It is One, it is All
beyond time and space.
It is not a secret to state:
It awareness that creates
Not the sensory pleasures
indulged by your physical self.
That is the illusion
that keeps you in your cell.
You are not what you experience
We suffer in this hell.
Because we fail to see the truth
that only wise men tell.
Through suffering
lessons are shown.
In reflection
all is known.
Through perception
the One is reborn.
But even if I had hands and feet
even if I awoke from a dream.
from birth to death
although I have grown.
Without consciousness
all would be unknown.
Jan 24, 2012
Jan 24, 2012 at 3:24 AM UTC
It damages your mind
it takes up all your extra time.
How would you live without it?
If you couldn't I wouldn't doubt it.
Staring at a screen
until your conscience screams.
It started with one look
and now your hook.
Why don't you change your nook?
and go read a book?
your a pawn not a rook
for some corporate crook.
Jan 24, 2012
Jan 24, 2012 at 3:01 AM UTC
Breaking down on the inside
Running start before the leap
To go back where we started
As strangers, again we meet
We once again walk down that same moon lit street.
I pretend I don't feel anything
what I should feel is asleep.
If you wanna know the truth
You are more than my bestfriend
Because this feeling deep inside
It doesn't ever seem to end.
It doesn't wander
doesn't waver
doesn't dry out
doesn't bend
I know I will die with this connection
I hope by then your heart I will mend.
I thought maybe not in this life
but maybe in the next
We could be lovers, Reunited
On the street where we first met
But I guess it couldn't wait that long
I hardly can protest
Cause what I learn from you is always worth the mess.
Jan 17, 2012
Jan 17, 2012 at 12:47 PM UTC
I am forever grateful
For God shares his heart with me
And I will share it with the world
Through His love, I will give them new eyes to see
Free from fear, free from pain
I will **** the venom out of their veins
With the grace of god
I will heal this place
With gods grace
all the troubles of this world I will face
And never will I feel misplaced
never will I loose my faith
As I walk this path of grace.
Jan 17, 2012
Jan 17, 2012 at 12:45 PM UTC
I am sure our future is engraved
on the palm our hands
Our fate was made
before we could understand
So as long as I'm living
under His plan
It's safe to say
Tomorrow we will meet again.
Our sacred bond
A gift from a friend
I am grateful
And I will give all I can
Because through sharing
Our hearts will mend
To all the universe
Peace I will send
For with you I learn
A love that has no end
Jan 17, 2012
Jan 17, 2012 at 12:45 PM UTC
If I should loose myself
Let me loose myself in You.
Let me fall into your embrace
Clouds of light so impossibly soft and pure
Lost in the infinite love that you are.
Let me loose myself in you
So I can know true compassion
So I shall never underestimate your wisdom
So I could never stray from your path
Even if the devil himself sparked the desire.
Let me conquer the Joy that is You
Your natural state is joy!
I find joy through you
For you let me In
And now I can't find a way out
And I don't want to.
I want to be lost in the mind of god
I want to be lost in the spirit of god
I want to be lost in the soul of god
Of the heart of god
Of the bones of god
in the hands, feet and nose of god
The eyes of god
To be the eyes of god
not just see through the eyes of god
But to BE the eyes for god.
so then I could rightfully be the mind of god
The spirit of god
The soul of god
Gods higher self.
Jan 17, 2012
Jan 17, 2012 at 12:43 PM UTC
I think its time
to say good night
I think you've changed
the way the road is paved
you smashed
your head
your foot
your fist
down my throat
through a bottomless pit
arranged a home
a hell
a seed.
In the depths of my heart you made my soul bleed.
In the depths of my heart you made my soul bleed.
Out of touch
out of time
out of reasons
out of rhymes
every since you've been gone.
Into my head
into the sea
hoping to find you
but instead
I found me.
And I wish that someone would have told me
what happened to counting to three?
I wish that someone would have told me.
That one day you would leave
and my heart would follow.
You lifted me up
When I was down
You’d find a way
To spin me round
Any time of day..
What can I say
What can I do
All I know
Is I love you
anyway....
And I wish that someone would have told me
what happened to counting to three?
I wish that someone would have told me.
That one day you would leave
and my heart would follow...
Seems I'm lost
Seems I'm found
Seems my hearts
Coming around…
At least for now…
I think its time
to say goodnight my friend
they'll be a time
to say hello again...
Jan 17, 2012
Jan 17, 2012 at 12:37 PM UTC
I have taken myself to far.
I have given myself over to
something to strong.
This frenzy
lifts me to my
fate.
Guides me to my
doom.
Into you.
Is where i will fall
Your hogging
the equilibrium
I see you
dying
to come out
and ruin me.
Jan 17, 2012
Jan 17, 2012 at 12:24 PM UTC
and now that you've broken my heart
endless tears run down my face
and now that you've killed my soul
I am ******* till the end of time.
and now that you've tortured my mind
I can not take the pain.
and now as I cut my flesh
my life is filled with sorrow.
and now as tears run down my face
I just can't see tomorrow.
and now as this knife slits my wrist
the blood drips to the floor.
and now as everything goes black
I shall be no more.
Jan 17, 2012
Jan 17, 2012 at 12:24 PM UTC