Lately I get the feeling I’ve always been colored blue
The difference is now that the world around me is changing colors
I used to fit in the space
Only because it wasn’t as jagged as it is now
I am rigid and the change is dizzying
Apr 12, 2019
Apr 12, 2019 at 1:37 PM UTC
my anchors are scared about the way every small wave nearly overwhelms me
my balance is off and I usually fall flat onto a bed for days on end
these are excuses in mirrors
fitting a square peg in a round hole
Mar 26, 2019
Mar 26, 2019 at 12:20 PM UTC
why do we do this?
i love you
when you pull in the other direction
my heart chases you
ive got something eternal
calling out for you
Mar 15, 2019
Mar 15, 2019 at 8:55 PM UTC
Realign your stars with me--
Reorder your universe, centering
us in the middle.
***
Mar 15, 2019
Mar 15, 2019 at 8:41 PM UTC
when my mind is flooding out
im scared thoughts cant all be said
that these ephemera saved
should be ephemera dead
i hide them here
living past expiration date
ghosts wandering out of reach
looking back becomes much more clear
like an abstraction you drew
the longer i stare the more detail stands out
circles made from a billion small lines
Mar 15, 2019
Mar 15, 2019 at 8:36 PM UTC
sturdy roof on home sweet home
protects from rain
protects from snow
so i thought the roof
enabled bad habits
i thought the walls
bent to my gloom
no
houses may creak
the floorboards moan
but i am accountable for choices
and i have no one to blame
not roof
not walls
especially so
the people who make me feel at home
Mar 15, 2019
Mar 15, 2019 at 8:24 PM UTC
you are resplendent light bounding across the gap between us
driving straight through the holes in my character
summoning my wicked shadow
at times ripping through my body like bullets
the speed of light
and speed of love
are increments faster than stinging words
for everything i am
it never feels like enough
me
familiar with the way i pity myself
i have to wonder if im wrong
if i really am the person im told about
and if i should dam the river my mouth is
so worried all else would cease flowing
Mar 15, 2019
Mar 15, 2019 at 8:00 PM UTC
If we are shadow puppets
Life will never be in the moment
Destiny will change direction
And I’ll be held to its whims
Mar 10, 2019
Mar 10, 2019 at 12:15 AM UTC
In my bedroom cathedral
I worship the future
I bargain with giants
I beg for my good fortune
All the while
Unaware of the rusting
The slow due decay
Of the groaning stilts
Feb 24, 2019
Feb 24, 2019 at 12:18 AM UTC
When the dirt doesn’t know us apart
And ground we’ve tread is above
When trees grow and roots go through
All I’ve loved was all of you
When our light travels even at night
The love felt shall never perish
Feb 24, 2019
Feb 24, 2019 at 12:17 AM UTC