She makes me feel out of body
Somewhere else but somewhere lovely
So many times I wish I stayed
But everytime I walk away
Don’t know why I act these ways
Just another ruined day
But every time I look and see
Somebody else is taunting me
It’s not me my intentions are pure
But it’s my ego and I can’t ignore
Everything I’ve been raised to be
Has brought me to this mistake
Selfish, controlling, psychotic
I just don’t know if I can’t handle it myself
I need someone here to help me out
But everyone’s been pushed away
Day is gloomy, dark, not gay
Just do not know what to say
Dec 10, 2017
Dec 10, 2017 at 9:11 PM UTC
I need to go.
I need closure.
I need someone new.
I need her to take me back.
I can't go back.
I can't keep living like this.
I can't control it.
I can't understand why it was me.
Why did I try?
Why did I love so hard?
Why do I deserve this?
Why is it over?
I won't let this build up inside of me.
May 24, 2016
May 24, 2016 at 1:58 PM UTC
All I've been trying to do is get closer
All you've been trying to do is get farther
They say opposites attract but in reality they absolutely do not
May 19, 2016
May 19, 2016 at 11:52 PM UTC
I was happy who I was
Arrogant, but still confident.
Mar 7, 2016
Mar 7, 2016 at 11:02 PM UTC
No emotion means
No worries.
No problems.
Where do I sign up?
Feb 22, 2016
Feb 22, 2016 at 10:46 PM UTC
This is a farewell song,
The last words that I’ll ever exchange with you.
It’s a goodbye.
The end of everything.
Treat me as a stranger now and I’ll return the favour.
If some day, you run into me,
Do not take pains to smile or say hello, because I won’t return it.
Because a part of me won’t let me smile even if I want to.
Because my veins will tie my hands and stop me to reach for you,
to wave at you, to embrace you, like I once did.
Because this is the end
It’s a goodbye.
You murdered my existence
There’s a part of me that’s always going to hate you,
A part of me that’s always going to remember you,
And remind me why storms are named after people.
Dec 15, 2015
Dec 15, 2015 at 7:20 AM UTC
I've become so sick
Of being walked on.
I was once told vulnerability
Isn't weakness.
But now I'm trying to figure out
Why am I so weak?
Dec 15, 2015
Dec 15, 2015 at 7:01 AM UTC
You whispered my name in the dark silence.
I tried to explain to you
The complexity of the dark abyss
That is my emotion.
But somehow
My words remained silent
*And I could not have described it
Any better.*
Nov 6, 2015
Nov 6, 2015 at 11:12 PM UTC