Upon the night sky
the angels did weep
as forgiveness shone down
and lit the world afire.
Precious words spoken
a wall unbroken
to pierce through pain and sorrow
an olive branch was born.
Joy of my soul
treasure of my heart
she comes bearing honesty
with careful kisses and steps.
I draw her in my arms
open and unjudging
loving as ever I could
gentle as a lamb I walk.
My prayers now answered
I take not for granted
this gift the angels hand me
in quiet wonder I abide.
She is my miracle of joys
my proudest moment
all that I asked for and more
I will love her forever.
Jun 22, 2013
Jun 22, 2013 at 10:41 AM UTC
Dear Diva, heads up
In case you missed this
you came into this world
without a crown upon your head.
To a man who chose drugs above you
to a mother who gave her life
in order to bring you all you desired
without a moment for herself.
Working, schooling, tending to you
years of tears, pain and joy came
but you ****** her dry each day
without fear or remorse.
Greedily you took of me
year after endless year
until God saw fit to bring me another
who would one day reward my sacrifice.
The more I stood at your theatrical door
the more you begged to be a star
while the babe in my arms simply loved me
and returned my grace in full.
As time wore on, your demands broke me down
stole my marriage and home, my life time and again
no one could stand the diva you were
only a mother's love stood as you dealt your horrors.
Giving all I had in blood and pain
you took til I was empty and still wanted more
I had no more to give to you
so you walked far into the distance.
Cradling my babe in my arms
we left the theatre and headed for the forest
a glorious turn of events came true
and life is beyond our dreams.
There is no drama, only success and joy
for my only child is a superstar
the pride I hold for her is immeasurable
and her grace is far greater than yours ever to be.
You are the trainwreck my dear diva
lost and bewildered in a world of your own making
clinging to liars and those who abandoned you
leaving you empty as a child in the night.
But sucker you are for a free pity party
you rushed to their sides when you needed a fix
a bed you have made of thieves and anger
so shall you sleep on your own.
Cry as you may, my shoulder is barren
My knock shall not come at your door
I am done with the show and all its turmoil
a place in peace I now abide.
Pride does come before a fall
and soon you may find yourself again alone
perhaps in the rains of emotional war
you will see what you have done.
Until that fine moment, I am succeeding
I am living without you quite well
my baby has grown to a brilliant young lady
whom everyone loves and adores.
Your pictures no longer hang on my walls
your presence wiped out of my home
traces of you boxed neatly away
your name never spoken aloud.
Your place has been taken, dear diva
the curtain has fallen at last
exit the stage, you and your rage
no longer my child...
... just a memory.
Jun 6, 2013
Jun 6, 2013 at 6:02 AM UTC
From the Heavens she came
in a whisper of angels
a sigh in the night
to breath me to life.
Her heart beat with mine
her blood in my veins
as one we remained
til dawn tore us 'part.
Every tear she cried
fell from mine eyes as well
every laugh she cooed
thundered in my breast.
The years passed with grace
delights and sorrows bound
still within my heart
she beat ever still.
Tides of time worn on
her time to go came
the bind was ripped
my grief unbearable.
Flailing she paddles
the waters of life
stranded by fear
without line or shore.
I cry in the night
to hold her once more
to bind again solace
and security's grace.
She will not hear me
nor will she see me
she has cloaked her eyes
and silenced her ears.
I am a beacon
in the night
ever waiting
for her call.
Blood of my blood
breath of my breath
shall she return to me
my arms await her.
Apr 22, 2013
Apr 22, 2013 at 9:41 AM UTC