There's a silence between us
unspoken of
a void,
if I dare say.
There are times
we may be close
but we are more unknown
to each other
than we really think.
Friend,
why are you so distant?
I understand
that you understand
that people come and go
But
why push me away?
I want to say
that it's okay
for longer
I want to stay.
I understand
that you're use to losing people
and you're no longer afraid
should I leave you.
True,
I do not know what goes on
in the depths of your mind
in the abyss of this great sea.
I do not know
the battles you've faced
the demons you have fought
the nightmares that choke
the reality out of you.
I may not know
what it feels like
to have severe anxiety,
to have panic attacks every once in a while,
to have social problems,
the list will go on...
I may not know everything about you
But I know this:
you are the most honest person
I have ever met.
And this honesty,
honestly, I must say,
It is bittersweet.
Truth be told,
I may not like everything you say
But I accept it.
Because,
What is truth if it doesn't hurt?
I don't know
why you are silent.
Maybe you figured,
without me
or anybody for that matter
that you'll be strong.
Don't get me wrong,
I know you are strong.
But you are also wrong
about one thing.
You may think I will leave you
Maybe, but still
not immediately
not yet.
I will keep waiting
right here, if you need a friend.
If time should separate us,
or you push me away and grow cold,
I'll still be here.
I'll still be
your friend.
Jun 16, 2017
Jun 16, 2017 at 3:01 PM UTC
I want to write some poetry
or type some text to you
but my brain is on some overload,
an I think it's turning blue
an not my shade of indigo,
as that's my favorite hue,
but more like blue of sadness deep
in an oceanic wave,
I hope it's not tsunami like
an if-
I pray to save,
The memories of you an I
the ones I've colored red,
as beautiful those memories are
to treasure when I'm dead,
but for now-
I'll just go back to sleep
an rest my weary head,
an hope to see some beautiful
an different colors,
again come the sun.
Ma Cherie © 2017
Jun 16, 2017
Jun 16, 2017 at 2:59 PM UTC
I can't remember the day we met
I only remember the invite you sent
It was amazing what we held
It even was the best *** I ever had
You are my lust with a touch of pain
I tried to build something but all in vain
Because you are the blues you are my pain
I miss you so much, I miss you eyes
Because you are the blues you are my pain
I dream of you and I love your strain
You are the blues and you are my pain
May 27, 2017
May 27, 2017 at 2:41 AM UTC
The wind plays with my hair like a lover.
I'm left disheveled and laughing.
I'm drunk on sunlight and that particular shade of blue
of skies that have secrets, and they're not telling.
May 27, 2017
May 27, 2017 at 2:41 AM UTC
she sits propped up against the wall,
sleek curves and long necked
elegant and beautiful,
and she's my first love,
and I'll love her 'til I die
of this I'm certain,
because she's the sparkle in my eye
I cradle her in my arms,
let my fingers coax her sounds
music to my ears, love songs
and nostalgia of the years
she's my first love,
and I'll love her 'til I die
of this I'm certain
because she's the sparkle in my eye
I cradle her in my arms,
and I've never loved another more
I'll always hold her close to me,
my angel, my guitar
May 20, 2017
May 20, 2017 at 9:49 AM UTC