And she knew that she would be okay. So she didn'tet her life waste away,cause she knew this is what it takes.
Aug 14, 2015
Aug 14, 2015 at 2:27 PM UTC
One day you will regret not putting the past behind. One day you will regret wasting so much time. One day you will look around and see all the lies.One day you will just break down and cry. Then that day you will have tears streaming down your cheeks. Then that day you will have blood at your feet.
That is the day you will be left crying on the street.
Jun 5, 2015
Jun 5, 2015 at 7:16 PM UTC
That amazingly blazing smile you have on your face when you are talking.
I look into your eyes that look like night sky's.
They are broken.
But your smile still holds firm.
Never going away, obeying what your mind is telling you.
His smile is gone, his head is down.
His mind say's nothing of a smile.
Just hurt.
Just hurt is in his eyes and his face...
Is there a difference?
A smile.
No smile.
A laugh.
No laugh.
It's all the same my dear.
But your eyes...oh your eyes tell me different.
Jun 5, 2015
Jun 5, 2015 at 7:00 PM UTC
because the darkness grew
I lied and said you would help me be strong
but the fires in my eyes came down to roost
and now I can't help but sift through your ashes
to find your bones
is there any way to undo
the knots I tied around you
before I lit those flaming words within your soul?
is there escape from the walls I build
to keep me in?
because I don't mean to build them around you too
but somehow I do
and then we're stuck together
and more ashes litter the floor
afterwards.
can I not do this anymore?
or is there something inside me that
claws its way through my eyeballs
to find your soul and **** it bare
and leave it to dry in the night?
is it me?
I wish i knew if I did this to you,
or if it is the night
inside me
flirting with the day to find
a little spark of
demented happiness
in the screams of your eyes
when you look at me for
who I really am.
you know what? I wish I knew who I was
because lost inside the beating of my heart
I think I see a spot of color
but then it's gone and
I don't know anymore
I don't think I ever did.
Because there's so much more
to being me
than burning you.
I just want to find out what that is
because this demon isn't gonna stop
and I kinda wish it would
because I think my soul
is dying
or maybe life is death drawn out in tiny ebbing circles
like a tiny ebbing tide
and the ashes that I make of you
are the tears of last year's bride
condensed and broken into
microscopic
shards
of
fairydust?
Jun 5, 2015
Jun 5, 2015 at 7:00 PM UTC
She gave her heart out when she was young and now she breaks everyday....I wish that on no one.
Something is wrapped around her small heart and pulling her tugging her further and further into nothing.
Jun 5, 2015
Jun 5, 2015 at 7:00 PM UTC
I just can't tell anymore.
But if it will happen.
It will happen.
Or leave me behind.
It will make me happy.
Or it will make me cry.
It shall make me dance into the night.
Or cry on my knees.
I yet don't know.
Jun 5, 2015
Jun 5, 2015 at 7:00 PM UTC
I can put words on paper,
They fit and they rhyme
But I am not truly a poet
There is no definition
Yet still I am not.
I am not a poet
And I will always fail
For the same simple reason
Beliefs can be a poison.
May 10, 2015
May 10, 2015 at 10:23 PM UTC
It hurts, having nowhere to go, blaming everything on a God that doesn't show. It hurts, every scar on my skin burning all over again. It hurts, laying alone at night feeling to weak to fight.
It hurts
I'm tired
I've tried
I'm trying
im done.............................
Apr 20, 2015
Apr 20, 2015 at 9:07 PM UTC
Looking from afar and wishing to be close.
Having him in your arms and just letting go.
Knowing him but not having a chance. Missing his contagious laugh and our dance.
Seeing him and its breaking your heart knowing you'll never be able to remind him of all the memories, sitting on the bed late talks at night, cuddling at his side in fear of the night, him saying you are mine and I am yours. But now he doesn't remember, all the memories these frames hold, that I hold dear. O darling I wish you were here.
Apr 17, 2015
Apr 17, 2015 at 8:16 PM UTC
The thunder clouds roll around, the lighting comes crashing down.
I smile even though I'm frowning .
I'm alive even thou I'm dying.
For I will miss your winning smile.
For I will miss your crazy style.
For I know the world around me is not to blame.
For it should be me to put my head down in shame.
I hoped our love could last forever.
For now I know even that could sever.
I hope you can make it through the night.
If you get scared just hold your pillow tight.
For it used to be the place where I would lay.
But now I'm under a grave where I agreed to stay.
Apr 17, 2015
Apr 17, 2015 at 10:05 AM UTC