i still remember the way You held me on the car ride home.
as if you were protecting me from the reality that was to come
but no matter the pain You put me through
this will forever be
one of my favorite memories with You
Sep 29, 2013
Sep 29, 2013 at 5:27 AM UTC
trust me
i didn't use to hate
every
living
thing
on the planet.
it's just
now...
they all
remind
me
of you.
and i could never hate you enough
Sep 27, 2013
Sep 27, 2013 at 6:17 AM UTC
dear dr
don't take my bitterness personally
i've had a rough day
oops i mean year
you see, time hasn't felt the same since He broke my heart
Sep 26, 2013
Sep 26, 2013 at 11:32 PM UTC
I could spend forever examining the way his eye color fades from green to a multitude of other shades.
That there is my favorite color
Sep 26, 2013
Sep 26, 2013 at 12:31 AM UTC
It would be a day well spent if all i did was trace imaginary lines from one freckle to the next all across his body as if it was my very own canvas.
Sep 26, 2013
Sep 26, 2013 at 12:30 AM UTC
i gawked at my glass
wondering
how it had managed
to become so empty
so
fast...
did it really sadden me that much?
i felt no pain.
there was no gapping wound on my body.
but as if You had read my mind
my phone chimed
that oh too
familiar
song...
and i felt it;
the cavity growing inside my chest.
as if
You had aimed a cannon
straight
at
my
heart.
time for round II.
Sep 25, 2013
Sep 25, 2013 at 9:24 AM UTC
when i was younger
they told me i could be anything...
...as long as i worked hard enough
(they lied)
growing up i was oblivious
as to what I wanted to be
(i never was much good at anything)
until
You
showed
up...
i stood a bit straighter (more like a lot)
dressed a bit nicer (all my money went to clothes)
and smiled a bit brighter
but You didn't notice...
(4 years of braces down the drain)
now...
here i am
17 years young
and all i yearn for
is to be
Yours...
(but i can't be)
Sep 25, 2013
Sep 25, 2013 at 8:45 AM UTC