desperate to jump
at the sound of the pistol
eager
early
bouncing on my toes
business business
nightmares
and creeping neck twitch
aches innumerable
breaks inevitable
frightened
falling
taking the blows
business business
daymares
no sleeping with this stitch
Jun 12, 2015
Jun 12, 2015 at 4:50 PM UTC
placement
position the artefact
location, love and broken back
tear open
sanitise the heart attack
this was where we used to build
this is where the blood was spilled
arraignment
(all) time and space
now lost to black
spoken
sanitise the heart attack
this was where i lost my pills
this is where i almost killed
Jun 7, 2015
Jun 7, 2015 at 10:23 PM UTC
here you are
in a tug-o-war with your own hands
heart yanked this way and that
torn between what you wish for and what you don't desire
unfortunately the same thing...
abandoned by the one i love
forcing myself to let go
now all i hold is my heart in my hand
dripping crimson upon the snow
the oxygen is running low
i am starting to bend
like reading an emotional diary
pulled into the shallows
there's still enough water to drown in
i'm like eggshells under fragile ice
like eggshells under fragile ice
eggshells under fragile ice
cracked
Jun 4, 2015
Jun 4, 2015 at 4:07 PM UTC
consumed
sidetracked by cleanliness
you were
museum closes in half an hour
picture seat
picture seat
there you sat
subsumed
distract your mental mess
go there
sometimes the rain is just a shower
picture seat
picture seat
where you sat
May 27, 2015
May 27, 2015 at 5:05 PM UTC
i should have known when I said ok
when I opened myself to intrigue
and you to contamination
foolishness is a strict teacher
but at least I know
never again
will I lose that focus
crawling through the waste pipe
dripping knees and
dragging feet
emerge into nothingness
drawn and pegged in the desert heat
all consideration
heart lock
now the chain chokes my neck
trinket of the broken
crawling through the waste pipe
dripping knees and
dragging feet
will there be a placard
this tortured soul to meet
May 23, 2015
May 23, 2015 at 5:21 PM UTC
pieces of nothing
deadly wings
a desperate pleading
the pain of the sting
an assumption of benefit
causal distress
the pieces don’t fit
end up with less
potency of nightmare
tell-tale tang of poison
another empty stare
all lost all gone
May 17, 2015
May 17, 2015 at 9:42 AM UTC
nothing organic
barely human
the organs duly report (what they’re told)
disgust
nothing could be more free range
than a chemtrail
disinformation camps
with fences unseen
no concentration
in this wealth of the obscene
buried heads
scratching for the next thing
nowhere to hide
from this deathly poison
of ignorance
of intent
of idiocy
May 5, 2015
May 5, 2015 at 9:12 AM UTC
with each passing day
my space in this place
seems farther away
it’s become all too common
both real and surreal
just trying to press on
why did you place me in here
imprisoning me in this
dilapidated shell
with erroneous genes
and destruction
cell by cell
what is your purpose
why won’t you share the meaning
instead leaving me demeaned
crippled
broken
and bleeding
sometimes horizons don’t make a sound
sometimes horizons are not around
sometimes horizons can not be found
they’re so far away
sometimes horizons are not as one
despite the appearance of location
open your eyes
take your hands away
see the new day waiting
i am waiting too
May 2, 2015
May 2, 2015 at 6:27 PM UTC
where did you go
what forced you to leave
could you not feel the passion
were you so in thrall to the pain
now wracked by emotions
images painted on torn canvas
now cracked to collapse
there is no reason but you
there is no world without
my own foolishness scrapes like blackboard nails
digging into doubt
the answers lay in front of our faces
still we didn’t see
we held the elements
to set ourselves free
Apr 29, 2015
Apr 29, 2015 at 8:12 PM UTC
she took him there
as soon as she could drag him away
just a spell
now a season in hell
has broken him
for her it’s joy
so far apart
residency of the heart
discharge
with dishonour
respite still
a chance to recharge
break away
run away
and find the truth
hour by hour
the only way
the only chance
for happiness
Apr 22, 2015
Apr 22, 2015 at 6:31 PM UTC