I am from the falls of new hope
the buffer zone
from 15 minutes any direction
I am from the backroads
from the meeting of two hills
And cities, several others
I am from nowhere, yet I am close to everything
I am from the riverwalk, where the red wolves wander
From bare feet and wet clothes
From an acre, from a forest
I am from the chaos and unconditional welcoming
From mint chocolate chip ice cream and spaghettios
from doors that don’t lock
Large pots, lots of cars
and six of everything
I am from home, not a place but a feeling
I’m from the honeysuckle
I’m from coffee and tea
I am from separation and celebration
“each end is a new beginning”
I’m from the falls of new hope
The one with the cherry tree
the magnolia mailbox out front
Sep 20, 2019
Sep 20, 2019 at 9:52 PM UTC
I'm at a loss
but I'm not confused
for the stars are attached to too many truth's
I wanna look up
but can't bring myself to
what if I see something?
something other than you
Dec 9, 2018
Dec 9, 2018 at 3:07 PM UTC
I came back to a bag of clothes on my bed
that you left there for me while I was gone
they looked little and silly, the things;
once mine, then yours
now neither of us want to take credit for what belongs to us
you were giving back what you'd kept hold on to in the most material way you could
thought basically saying in less words than one
"I've made the choice to forget you"
Dec 9, 2018
Dec 9, 2018 at 2:47 PM UTC
I half expected half hoped that you'd walk back through that front door again
and it scares me knowing that I don't know when or if you ever will again
because at this point I won't be there when you do
Dec 7, 2018
Dec 7, 2018 at 10:57 AM UTC
I just said goodbye to us as we've known it
I don't feel like I did it right, the goodbye
It wasn't soft or spiritual
We never locked eyes
You just hugged me tight as we both pretended to be fine
Then you kissed me
and turned around and left
no glance back
it was a simple goodbye
Not five seconds out the door
it took me one moment to realize
that I had just said hello to the end of us without even looking you in the eyes once
Dec 7, 2018
Dec 7, 2018 at 10:51 AM UTC
I think that maybe
(maybe)
you mean more to me than I'd like to think
I'd like to think that it hit me
unexpectedly
but I don't
(I really don't)
think it did
Dec 6, 2018
Dec 6, 2018 at 10:05 PM UTC
I got home from work today
turned off my engine and just sat there
it was raining outside
a little cold
my knees hurt
I found myself thinking of you
thinking about how empty my car felt in this rain without you
/ / /
there is a kindness inside of you that I don't know how to explain
you carry yourself with an essence of unapology that makers itself known
gently
you don't care what people thing but you are by far the most caring
you make chaos something graceful
you strip away labels that do nothing but confuse
you navigate the world with truth, inspiring everything that surrounds you to become its best
if you want something you, you create it
you are purest form of spirit and the epitome of resilient
and I am so grateful for you
/ / /
I have no explanation other than the one sitting right here in this car in the rain but I hope it is enough because there is more love than can fit in my heart for you
too much not to know what to do with it
Dec 6, 2018
Dec 6, 2018 at 9:51 PM UTC
the two of cups
spoke for the two of us
what more is there to say?
what more is there to do than trust?
that the two of cups
is the two of us
Dec 6, 2018
Dec 6, 2018 at 9:41 PM UTC
I set your alarm for 9:00
hit the light on the TV
(it took me way too long to figure out how)
I threw a blanket over you and your limbs strength out of 3/4ths of the couch
your head tilted and arms wrapped around my vacant space as if you were still being held
I put your dishes in the sink
I folded your glasses and put them on the nightstand with your phone so they wouldn't break
I left a spot on the floor next to me in case you might decide to come down
the only thing I didn't do was kiss your check
11:30 I heard you get up for water
you set it by my feet and fell back asleep where I had last left you
as for the water, I must have kicked it
because when I woke up it was spilled all over the floor
reminding me that I always seem to be the one to make the mess
it was the only thing you noticed upon waking, the water glass
so after you left
I cleaned it, realizing as I did
that you never come down to me last night
so this time I cleaned until the room was spotless hoping this time you'd notice the difference I tried to create
but you didn't come home that night
Dec 6, 2018
Dec 6, 2018 at 9:24 PM UTC