I lay me down, and shut my eyes,
And as I drift off, a voice doth arise,
He speaks in riddles and iambic lines, and strangely enough it makes sense
and rhymes.
I tell him to quiet, to go to sleep,
And from him, I ought not here another peep,
But he dares continue and all I can do, is write it all down
And post it for you.
May 7, 2014
May 7, 2014 at 7:48 AM UTC
Silent and Dark
Not sure if I'm breathing,
Are my eyes open?...
No one else is here...
No one I can see.
Darkness...
Nothing, but darkness,
No noises coming from elsewhere,
No noises coming from me...
Am I breathing?
I can't move to feel around...
Am I standing?
I try to sigh
To make a noise,
But I can't
I struggle and try to move,
But nothing happens...
My body tingles, but remains still...
I try to scream, but my mouth dares not utter,
As if thinks it ought not to.
Am I dying?
Am I already dead?
Try as I might, nothing happens...
I am not dreaming...
I know that I am awake
And I am afraid...
Finally,
I sit up with a start,
Nearly screaming,
Close to crying,
My body aching...
I've just escaped the terrible Grip,
That only by analogy,
Can be described:
Sleep Paralysis...
Is like
Oblivion...
Apr 30, 2014
Apr 30, 2014 at 8:29 AM UTC
You take me out,
and pull my strings,
and for you, I do a bunch of things,
when you get bored you lock me up,
with the rest of your things, like your old firetruck.
I'm all alone
in this box
my home
and I want to be free
I want someone with me.
I want to be taken out
my happiest time, no doubt,
playing,
laughing at my antics,
it sure beats that box, and all its Lego bricks
take me with you wherever you go
and know
through it all
I'll be there when you fall
because
your my owner
and I'm your doll.
Apr 15, 2014
Apr 15, 2014 at 11:24 AM UTC
On a cold, wet night, I wander through the city streets. I walk by the buildings whose lights illuminate me, only briefly, until I pass them and am thrown into the darkness again before I realise it.
It reminds me of my life: The buildings are my days; they pass without incident or delay and then the night comes stealing away my time.
The reoccuring alleyways are my weekends; I want to just run down them, laughing, splashing in the puddles, climbing the fence and jumping off. Discovering new things and adventuring...
And then I realise, I'm no longer a child; It's too late for my life to happen... I've blown it off, going to school, college, getting a job, working hours on end. I've wasted my life trying to get a life. Even the holidays are just other days now. And then I go to bed, exhausted, with nothing to look forward to, but doing it again tomorrow...
The alleyway ends... and the lights from the buildings illuminate me, again...
Mar 18, 2014
Mar 18, 2014 at 8:17 AM UTC
Sitting in the class...
The sterile, white, quiet, blank classroom...
Somehow it reminds me of home...
The wind;
It blows through the grass transforming it into an endless green sea...
The slow herds of sheep;
They bleat contently grazing and playing, care free under the watchful eyes of their Shepherd...
The river;
It flows through the valley, winding, turning, writhing like a snake, stalking an unsuspecting prey...
The roofs of the small houses;
They pepper the hillside like the ants, who crawl up their dirt mound and disappear into their underground home.
I lay back in the tall grass that hides me from the rest of world,
And it's just me and the never-ending sky...
Until the call for next class. My mind races back to me, I take a deep breath, and sigh,
Home...
Feb 21, 2014
Feb 21, 2014 at 3:27 PM UTC
I open my eyes to the green valley below, filled with light.
I am at the peak of the mountain,
I feel a strong, warm updraft under my, now outstretched wings.
I feel light and so I jump,
Soaring into the sky...
Or so I thought...
The air suddenly turns harsh and cold...
As I fall through.
"This can't be happening" I think
But I continue to fall.
I expect to fly at the last moment, or
get caught by someone, or
At least wake up...
But it doesn't happen.
The ground accelerates towards me...
and I hit it.
I feel everything,
Every ounce of pain.
I realise then...
I have broken my wings...
I wake in pain...
On the floor in my room,
gasping for the breath that falling out of bed has knocked out of me...
Dreams... sometimes I'm too scared to fall asleep because of what I may dream of...
Feb 19, 2014
Feb 19, 2014 at 8:49 AM UTC
A single light shines down on me...
I'm alone in my house while my grandmother works hard to make ends meet...
I can't blame her for this...
I'm trapped inside my OWN loneliness.
I guess when push comes to shove,
I don't mind it this way...
It's pretty much my home.
When I do the chores, waiting for her, I leave the TV off.
Even when I'm stirring up dust,
Being alone is like a breath of fresh air...
And when she comes home,
We'll breathe that air together...
Feb 19, 2014
Feb 19, 2014 at 7:53 AM UTC
Staring out the window as the bus travels,
The beautiful, deep, green Valley surrounds me,
I yearn to soar beyond that valley,
Touch the tip of the surrounding mountains
I dream of the day,
I escape this valley.
This large, barren, stone wall
cuts me off
from the rest of the world
Everyone else says:
"There's nothing for you out there"
"There is only pain and corruption out there"
"I don't want you spoiled by the outside world"
All of that...
It may be true, but...
There is something out there,
That's worth fighting the whole world for...
Feb 18, 2014
Feb 18, 2014 at 2:12 PM UTC
It's Valentine's day
I sit alone, watching TV
In the dark...
I flip through the channels...
Love...Love...Love
I see the people in the movies...
True Love...Happy endings...
On other days, I wouldn't care
But...
The day of Love...
Touches my heart, sort of
Stabbing...
I'm alone...
Family's gone to spend time with their Valentine's, so that I am
Truly alone...
I breathe in...
The air, manna from heaven...
I am alone...
And there's no other place I'd rather be...
Feb 18, 2014
Feb 18, 2014 at 1:51 PM UTC
The light from my window wakes me. Sunlight.
I never want the sun to come up, but...
If it doesn't I'll be afraid. I don't want the sun...
But I am afraid of not having it.
It shines on me, burning almost... but at night, I fear for my life.
I close out the sun with heavy curtains, but knowing that I can open them again and it's still there...
comforts me.
At night, I still sleep with lights.
I'm afraid of opening my eyes and seeing nothing...
Nothing but the cold, emotionless darkness
Surrounding me, choking me it seems, even though I know I can breathe...
Even though, I prefer the darkness...
I always want the light to be there...
In case it gets too dark...
And I get scared again...
Feb 18, 2014
Feb 18, 2014 at 11:00 AM UTC