i'll let you just ignore me,
if that's what you want to do;
you can sit there and abhor me
if it makes it easier for you
your kindness turned to anger,
your words no longer sweet;
so, please, tell me how you hate me,
if that makes you feel complete
your stares no longer caring,
your touch no longer warm;
so, tell me how i'm terrible
for ringing the alarm
but there's one request,
to which i cannot comply:
to hate you, i must protest -
i still don't think you're that bad a guy
Jul 18, 2020
Jul 18, 2020 at 5:19 AM UTC
She can walk
between
night and day
never letting either
get in her way.
She learned this trick
many moons ago
by
going deep within
and never letting it show.
Her soul is innocent
her heart is pure
she’s gone through more
than most could endure.
She’s an angel of light
an angel of dark
you never know
what you will spark.
You want to hurt her?
Please, go ahead and try
she’ll be the one to show you
just how well she can
f
l
y.
Her soul innocent
her heart pure
but never think for one minute
that she’s not secure.
Say what you will
please, do what you must
but your jealousy and hatred
won’t waver her trust!
~
Jul 18, 2020
Jul 18, 2020 at 5:04 AM UTC
~
*there are nights
most nights in fact
when i feel truly alone
in this existence
completely and utterly
disconnected to everything
and everyone else around me
on nights like these
i stare at the stars
and they remind me of you
sometimes, just sometimes
i wonder if you feel the same
and when you gaze out
into a midnight sky
do i still cross your mind*
~
Apr 24, 2020
Apr 24, 2020 at 11:30 PM UTC
You say you love me,
But love is what you didn't give me.
You were not love,
You were lust,
I was love.
I was supposed to be your light.
But you blew me out.
Now I'm all alone,
Asking myself,
If you were really the one,
If you were really love.
Jul 12, 2019
Jul 12, 2019 at 12:45 PM UTC
The best kind of sunsets I think,
Are the ones that turn the whole world pink.
The ones that seem to make my soul,
Feel like it's been dipped in gold.
The ones that I can watch for hours,
Staring at the sun as it cowers.
Nov 24, 2018
Nov 24, 2018 at 7:52 PM UTC
My beacon of hope,
Shining so brightly among darkness.
Beauty that brings me to tears,
Night after lonely night.
Sometimes she leaves
But she will always come back.
And one day,
I will reach up and hold her,
And all that was wrong, will be right
Sep 28, 2018
Sep 28, 2018 at 4:31 PM UTC
I find comfort in the stars
Because they do not hold
The ability to leave me
Like so many others have
Aug 10, 2018
Aug 10, 2018 at 12:45 PM UTC
I see you in the billions of stars
That make up the constellations in the night sky
And I no longer feel alone
But in the morning when I wake
You are no longer there
And I am alone once more
Alone with my thoughts
And one of these days
I think my thoughts might consume me
And I will join you in the stars
May 13, 2018
May 13, 2018 at 12:48 AM UTC
You were the type of person who loved dancing in the rain.
Laughter and the smell of daisies followed you everywhere
I don't think you owned a sweater that wasn't oversized
You would leave pressed flowers in all of my books, and I still find them today
I never would have imagined how terrible life without you is
If only life came back to people who deserved it, people like you.
No one except for me knew that behind the daisies and the oversized sweaters, you were hurting
You wore the sweaters to hide yourself
You were ashamed
You never wanted anyone else to hurt, so you spent your time fixing others instead of yourself
I tried to help you but I failed
And I hate myself for letting you hurt
I know I musn't dwell on the past, but it's hard when that's the only thing keeping you alive is my mind
Apr 8, 2018
Apr 8, 2018 at 12:21 AM UTC
I miss you
I know I shouldn't
But I do
There's been a storm in my head
Ever since you've left
I don't know what to do
I'm breaking without you
Please come back
And save me
From missing you
Mar 14, 2018
Mar 14, 2018 at 7:50 PM UTC