aikin-the-deadman
American
♥ ABOUT MY POETRY / I won't speak of my past, I can't stand the hurt, SO I will open your eyes to the world of hurt. The feeling of death occurs in so many people and at least half of us don't care. My poetry is about the numb feeling of "feeling dead" and "seeking hope", its meant to show people how corrupted our world is. And this corruption starts with our children! Were all to blame and ain't nobody saying out of their hearts, "Yes this is my fault." As humans we cover up who we really are to seem better to society. / / Enjoy my poetry with my deep emotional bond and don't let darkness step in your lives. / / ACTUAL ABOUT ME: / ♥ Male / ♥ Gay / Taken / ♥ May 23rd 1995 / ♥ Suicide Survivor
Fireworks at dawn as I sit for assistance
This glass keeps me calm, it reflects back my bent image
Of someone who's lost, getting older by the minute
Laugh lines are like growing scars, someday they will be finished
I've got so many places that I wanna see
And I've got so many faces that I wanna be
So get on your feet, wipe the dirt off and get with it
Destiny waits at your door, all wrapped up with a reason
To move on 'cause the past can't be your passion
So what if you did something wrong? Find someone who hasn't
I've got so many places that I wanna see
I've got so many faces that I wanna be
Jul 2, 2014
Jul 2, 2014 at 11:12 AM UTC
I love pain,
Yes I do.
The man that I love,
Enjoys it too.
He ties me down,
As we make love,
He holds my neck,
in silent sound.
He tells me I’m bad,
I bite at his lips,
He pushes me down,
His hands on my hips.
Please pin me down,
Choke me some more,
Please make me beg,
Make me your *****
Jun 13, 2014
Jun 13, 2014 at 11:43 AM UTC
Met this new "kid"
He seems pretty cool
Have only known him for about...
Maybe 3-4 hours
Got great writing
At least I see
Seems a lil on the shy side
Think its kinda cute..
No im not crushing on him
He just seems like he could be a great friend
Maybe he will
We shall see
Its all up to him
And what he thinks of me
I know im not great
And **** being perfect
Im just someone that cares
And will tell you how it is
Im honest as I can be
~Devilgirlzdream~
Jun 13, 2014
Jun 13, 2014 at 11:30 AM UTC
Those who help you get up
Know what it's like to fall.
Jun 13, 2014
Jun 13, 2014 at 11:29 AM UTC
I love you.
Be good.
Those cuts will merely be like feathers on your skin.
I will fly you above the clouds.
Even though my wings have broken.
I will carry all the pain with you.
Just to see you smile again.
Jun 11, 2014
Jun 11, 2014 at 6:48 PM UTC
My little Dahlia,
My little Dahlia.
How fair you do bloom.
So pure white,
So pure white.
Brighter than the sun at noon.
Smile so bright,
Smile so bright.
The sight of you brings me joy.
So happy,
So happy.
Happier than I child with a toy.
My little Dahlia,
My little Dahlia.
So sun begins to set.
It is so late,
It is so late.
The moon brings us to bed.
Though a quiet scream,
Though a quiet scream.
My Dahlia for I cannot see you.
I am so scared,
I am so scared.
My Dahlia, where's the sky so blue?
What happened to you,
What happened to you.
Your white innocence had changed to dark.
Woe is me,
Woe is me.
My love is covered in red as blood.
Vengeance is mine,
Vengeance is mine.
V stands for Vendetta.
Your passion so red.
My red one to wed.
I'll paint you picture perfect in your grave.
With knife and blade.
May 13, 2014
May 13, 2014 at 1:24 PM UTC
I am not an anchor.
I cannot let myself sink.
I am not alone.
I cannot shun the world.
I will not be a hero.
Though I need one to save me.
I will get up on my own.
Because it’s what I’ve always done.
What I am is an individual.
I cannot follow the new trends.
But I can make my own.
I cannot force anyone to like me.
But I can make no one hate me.
I am not
I will never be weak.
But I can
And I will
Be the one to stand my ground.
I am not weak.
I cannot back down.
I am not strong.
I cannot be defeated.
I will not bow to your needs.
Though a mountain doesn’t bow to the wind.
I will never let your threats get to me.
Because I am headstrong.
What I am is an individual.
I cannot think like everyone else.
But I can think for my own good.
I cannot force anyone to like me.
But I can make no one hate me.
I am not weak.
I cannot back down.
I am not strong.
I cannot be defeated.
May 13, 2014
May 13, 2014 at 11:54 AM UTC
Every night you fall to pieces,
Wish you were someone else,
Whatever it is it freezes,
Watch them, the sandcastles.
Reflections in the mirrors tell lies,
Wish you were someone else,
Watch them all die as flies,
Watch them grow, the sandcastles.
I’m invisible to them,
Wish you were someone else,
You over power them,
Watch them rise the sandcastles.
You make the change,
Wish you weren't someone else,
Read your list to burn their names,
Watch it grow, your sandcastle.
With power comes force,
Thought you had known so well,
Can you feel any remorse,
As your sandcastle, it fell.
Aug 22, 2013
Aug 22, 2013 at 10:17 AM UTC
Know what I’m wanting? Nope.
Know where I’m going? Nope.
Know what I’m doing? Nope.
Know what I’m proving? Nope.
I’m such a Rookie in Life.
Know what you know? Nope.
Know what they know? Nope.
Know what they want me to know? Nope.
Know what I want to show? Nope.
I’m such a Rookie in Life.
Know what I need? Nope.
Know what to feed? Nope.
Know what to keep? Nope.
Know how to sleep? Nope.
Dude, I’m such a Rookie in Life.
Do I know you? Nope.
Do I know me? Nope.
Do I know my purpose? Nope.
Do I know what to do with me life? Nope.
GOD **** I’M SUCH A ROOKIE IN LIFE!!
Jun 7, 2013
Jun 7, 2013 at 10:10 AM UTC
Confessions,
what’s in my head,
The ballad plays,
Madness Is Genius.
Death of the hero,
Makes me wanna die,
Swimming home,
Madness Is Genius.
To the stage I go,
I follow the white rabbit,
I see what’s in my life,
Madness Is Genius.
Born like this,
I’m lost in the crowd,
Can I save you,
Madness Is Genius.
Something of value,
To the electrical chair they take me,
Wait for your turn,
With my madness they **** genius you see?
May 31, 2013
May 31, 2013 at 10:11 AM UTC