affecti0nate - Hello Poetry

Your eyes hold me together like I'm your favorite painting, I'm a bit bruised and my hands are all scraped up. I've been trying to sculpt statues of my heart for you, I'm a bit rusty and my thoughts are matching the walls. Your fingers are wired into my skin like you're the electricity in my brain. You shock me like a thunder storm, the lightning burns so much. I'm a bit startled the dopamine in my veins scream your name, I wrap myself with my bed sheets wishing it was you, You hold me together better than this city i'm in.

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Mar 3, 2014

Mar 3, 2014 at 4:59 PM UTC

affecti0nate

you're my mermaid

Your eyes hold me together like I'm your favorite painting, I'm a bit bruised and my hands are all scraped up. I've been trying to sculpt statues of my heart for you, I'm a bit rusty and my thoughts are matching the walls. Your fingers are wired into my skin like you're the electricity in my brain. You shock me like a thunder storm, the lightning burns so much. I'm a bit startled the dopamine in my veins scream your name, I wrap myself with my bed sheets wishing it was you, You hold me together better than this city i'm in.

9

The sun is radiating on my pale skin, I'm smoking a cigarette wondering if this is my last one, The memory of all the pain is imprinted like old photographs, I have bags under my eyes like they've never witnessed rest, I have lips that match my blood, The sun is radiating on my pale skin, The voices haunt me they repeat your voice in my head, The moon is controlling the ocean inside my brain, I hope thing's start making sense for me.

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Feb 4, 2014

Feb 4, 2014 at 1:24 PM UTC

affecti0nate

my pale skin in sunlight

The sun is radiating on my pale skin, I'm smoking a cigarette wondering if this is my last one, The memory of all the pain is imprinted like old photographs, I have bags under my eyes like they've never witnessed rest, I have lips that match my blood, The sun is radiating on my pale skin, The voices haunt me they repeat your voice in my head, The moon is controlling the ocean inside my brain, I hope thing's start making sense for me.

9

my mind is scattered over the walls dripping words that my mouth couldn't speak, my thoughts are unraveled and they're sinking under the floor boards, my body is an abandoned structure but it's your favorite place, your lips stain my cheek after you tell me how awful I am to you, your words chew me up like I'm your favorite meal, I indulge myself into your nature, you are my favorite painting but the artist was sleepy when he created you, you are my favorite combination of sounds, you are my favorite human out of the 8 billion.

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Feb 3, 2014

Feb 3, 2014 at 4:55 PM UTC

affecti0nate

feeling less like a human and more like a painting

my mind is scattered over the walls dripping words that my mouth couldn't speak, my thoughts are unraveled and they're sinking under the floor boards, my body is an abandoned structure but it's your favorite place, your lips stain my cheek after you tell me how awful I am to you, your words chew me up like I'm your favorite meal, I indulge myself into your nature, you are my favorite painting but the artist was sleepy when he created you, you are my favorite combination of sounds, you are my favorite human out of the 8 billion.

9

I've become so deeply infatuated with you, I'm becoming paranoid to the idea of you unraveling me and finding nothing, I'm afraid of losing something that was never mine to begin with, I'm afraid of losing time that I wasn't rewarded with, You are my sea your waves brush my gentle skin, You are my home your eyes remind me of comfort, You are a mystery like another galaxy I'm willing to explore, Lay here with me while the rest of the world fades away, I love you so much.

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Jan 30, 2014

Jan 30, 2014 at 8:58 PM UTC

affecti0nate

I can't explain to you how much you mean to me

I've become so deeply infatuated with you, I'm becoming paranoid to the idea of you unraveling me and finding nothing, I'm afraid of losing something that was never mine to begin with, I'm afraid of losing time that I wasn't rewarded with, You are my sea your waves brush my gentle skin, You are my home your eyes remind me of comfort, You are a mystery like another galaxy I'm willing to explore, Lay here with me while the rest of the world fades away, I love you so much.

9

I’m surrounded by roses while I’m just a dandelion, The wind blows me away and I’m broken into pieces, I want to disappear into the atmosphere, The only trace left was my stem, Now I’m home.

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Jan 26, 2014

Jan 26, 2014 at 12:18 PM UTC

affecti0nate

Dandelion

I’m surrounded by roses while I’m just a dandelion, The wind blows me away and I’m broken into pieces, I want to disappear into the atmosphere, The only trace left was my stem, Now I’m home.

5

You've never felt loneliness until you've seen an x-ray of my bones, You’ve never felt pain until you’ve seen my flesh melting off my skin every time you forgot my birthday, You've never felt like a ghost until you fade like yesterday's news, I used to name my battle wounds after you, I used to spend long nights over you, I thought happiness was somewhere in your voice, You've never felt heartache until the only hope you had left you.

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Jan 24, 2014

Jan 24, 2014 at 9:54 PM UTC

affecti0nate

overdue letter

You've never felt loneliness until you've seen an x-ray of my bones, You’ve never felt pain until you’ve seen my flesh melting off my skin every time you forgot my birthday, You've never felt like a ghost until you fade like yesterday's news, I used to name my battle wounds after you, I used to spend long nights over you, I thought happiness was somewhere in your voice, You've never felt heartache until the only hope you had left you.

7

I realized that leaves have veins just like the ones under my skin, we are the same, I realized the horizon painted all my favorite colors, I wonder if I'm the inspiration, the sun's rays warm my cold body, we are the same, I realized the moon is as lonely as my insides, we are the same.

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Jan 24, 2014

Jan 24, 2014 at 6:32 PM UTC

affecti0nate

Untitled

I realized that leaves have veins just like the ones under my skin, we are the same, I realized the horizon painted all my favorite colors, I wonder if I'm the inspiration, the sun's rays warm my cold body, we are the same, I realized the moon is as lonely as my insides, we are the same.

8

I'm here to document all the pain, I'm here to write about the blood in my veins, I'm here to depart from all the loneliness, Please inhale me like you used to, Consume me as your deadliest addiction, Overdose on my affection, You are the air that I breathe, I am the dark side of the moon, I am the last cigarette in between your teeth, I am the scar tissue you regret, I am the blizzard warnings, I am the reason hurricanes are named after people like me, Please forgive me, Please appreciate me like you used to.

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Jan 21, 2014

Jan 21, 2014 at 5:02 PM UTC

affecti0nate

Untitled

I'm here to document all the pain, I'm here to write about the blood in my veins, I'm here to depart from all the loneliness, Please inhale me like you used to, Consume me as your deadliest addiction, Overdose on my affection, You are the air that I breathe, I am the dark side of the moon, I am the last cigarette in between your teeth, I am the scar tissue you regret, I am the blizzard warnings, I am the reason hurricanes are named after people like me, Please forgive me, Please appreciate me like you used to.

14

I want to live in the deepest parts of your mind, I want to be the reason behind it all, I want to be the passion in your eyes, Smother me, I want to be the aching feeling in your body, I want to be your muse, Smother me, I want to the touch in your finger tips, I want to be the waves that are sent away, I want to be the one that got away, Consume me before I'm just a memory, Smother me, Smother me, Confess your love for me.

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Jan 21, 2014

Jan 21, 2014 at 4:57 PM UTC

affecti0nate

Smother Me

I want to live in the deepest parts of your mind, I want to be the reason behind it all, I want to be the passion in your eyes, Smother me, I want to be the aching feeling in your body, I want to be your muse, Smother me, I want to the touch in your finger tips, I want to be the waves that are sent away, I want to be the one that got away, Consume me before I'm just a memory, Smother me, Smother me, Confess your love for me.

14

I can feel this insomnia digging into my bones, I can feel the walls laughing at me while I sink into my bed, I can feel comets falling into my skin, My brain is constructing the darkness into supernovae's, I'm becoming to realize my acquaintances are all in my head, I've had so little sleep that my grip on reality and emotions have left me, The planets are spinning and here I am still waiting, The nights become longer and my body has become weaker, If I had the ability to dream I would hope the sun rises, The darkness has imprinted me to believe that the light is fictional.

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Jan 19, 2014

Jan 19, 2014 at 7:03 PM UTC

affecti0nate

Better in the dark

I can feel this insomnia digging into my bones, I can feel the walls laughing at me while I sink into my bed, I can feel comets falling into my skin, My brain is constructing the darkness into supernovae's, I'm becoming to realize my acquaintances are all in my head, I've had so little sleep that my grip on reality and emotions have left me, The planets are spinning and here I am still waiting, The nights become longer and my body has become weaker, If I had the ability to dream I would hope the sun rises, The darkness has imprinted me to believe that the light is fictional.

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