to evolve in cohesion is to be one
my brain evaporates beneath the glowing sun
my skull was destroyed when i was young
allowing my brain to become completely undone
some days ill revive
work my nine to five
no reason to be alive.
like the rest of the hive
i merely survive
some days im reviled
stuck in the skin of a child
small soul defiled
instincts running wild
injected into my eyes, dirt and germs
like the sun on my exposed amygdala, it burns and burns
ill never die on my own terms
alarms go off as my stomach churns
i throw up everything ive ever learned
Mar 12, 2021
Mar 12, 2021 at 3:49 PM UTC
purging will splatter
my guts and last nights dinner
all over the floor
Jun 13, 2020
Jun 13, 2020 at 1:02 AM UTC
tonight i will let the moon consume me
ill lay in bed and wait
as she devours me with glee
even though its painful
i want my blood to be her tea
i want my flesh to be her meal
and ill finally be free
Jun 3, 2020
Jun 3, 2020 at 9:42 PM UTC
through your head
i can feel your jaw
working its way through your meal
gnashing and crashing
your teeth like diamonds
your tongue like a red carpet
your mouth like the deepest, darkest cave
that i cant wait to walk through
then maybe someone will feel me
through the inner workings of your jaw
as i get destroyed by those diamonds
as i bleed out on that red carpet
as that cave becomes my grave
id love to be
that nourishment for you
May 16, 2020
May 16, 2020 at 1:06 AM UTC
My self imployed constraints
are destroying me
My ticking time bomb
imploring me
to do better
be better
feel better
and yet
all i can do is lay here
until i explode
Apr 22, 2020
Apr 22, 2020 at 1:40 AM UTC
i cant communicate
no matter the language
it gets lost and confused
gooey and languid
brain to mouth
the synapses are fried
thoughts all dried out
i couldnt talk if i tried
Apr 21, 2020
Apr 21, 2020 at 1:08 AM UTC