There are times when I don’t feel enough for this world.
There are times when I feel at my lowest and it’s something... I really can’t control, and people will ask what’s wrong.
I simply don’t know and I wish I could control this emptiness I feel within me. The loneliness washes over me and I feel depressed.
Empty.
But the times I feel like I’m on top of the world and you can see my contagious smile and you can feel my great energy ... are my favorite days.
Those are the days I’m so happy to feel alive. And how I wish that feeling could last forever.
I wish I could feel this chemical high for the rest of my life.
Feb 5, 2019
Feb 5, 2019 at 11:33 AM UTC
Was it the sunrise
When I stared into his eyes
It was to my surprise
That he was such a prize
My mind is a dark grey cloud
Claustrophobia in a crowd.
I run when it starts with affection
I've never felt a connection
I think I'm just scared of rejection
As if it were an infection
Maybe it's just depression
Or the view of imperfection...
Nov 29, 2018
Nov 29, 2018 at 10:06 PM UTC
Tonight,
I asked heaven to forgive me for my lust.
But the heat is taking control over me
I want more
Your heavy breathing
A sweet melody to my ears
Your touch drives me insane
You’re my desire
A sweet fantasy
The memories in the back of my mind send an angelic chill throughout my body
I want more of you
A desire for you mouth to trace every single inch of my skin.
I would be unholy for you.
Tonight
Heaven will hate me
Nov 20, 2018
Nov 20, 2018 at 5:40 PM UTC