Thankyou gin for giving me the courage
Not just to survive but to flourish
Twelve years is a long time
But it's officially over for wartime
Be at peace your heart and head say
Here comes a brand new brave day
A new sun brings a brand new warmth
You have conquered the storms
A calm sea lays ahead
Blue skies are widespread.
Jun 20, 2021
Jun 20, 2021 at 6:03 PM UTC
Here's a question.
Are you just using me for your own selfish pleasure?
They say another mans trash is another mans treasure.
Do i walk away?
Call it a day!
Or do i treasure you
And take that risk!!
Apr 30, 2021
Apr 30, 2021 at 6:59 PM UTC
There is a scar on my left wrist
But theres a twist!
Even though it's faded, it still causes me great pain
A pain of no amazing gain
It's like having your face on my wall
A little reminder that you never say hi or even call
I will carry it for the rest of my life
The scar of a knife reminding me i will never be your wife.
Apr 22, 2021
Apr 22, 2021 at 2:09 PM UTC
The final cold shoulder
The last time I ever run towards this
I have found the fire in me
The fire you tried to drown out
I never imagined I would get this far
I thought I would always need you
The only person I need is me
I stand tall, can look in a mirror and for the first time in a long time finally be free
Mar 13, 2021
Mar 13, 2021 at 2:35 PM UTC
Memories of us flicker through my mind
Like negatives under a lamp
Times we shared in peace
Times when I felt I was in a prison camp
Things are still fuzzy
My feelings are still not at ease
I have be left to deal with this alone
If I saw you i could only simply fall to my knees
Breakdown like a piece of technology
Glitch like a game
Beg you not to do this to me again
The next time I will see you will probably be through a shop window frame
You dissapear into the crowd
Gone like the wind
Never to share the same space again
Standing, leaving me alone and love blind.
Mar 11, 2021
Mar 11, 2021 at 2:31 PM UTC
The rain is easing
The sun shines through ever so slowly
I can see it peeling
All the dread from my skin
Fortune is changing
Lady luck for once might be on my side
I swam through my own dark ocean
Broke down all my haunting memories
I am going to bury them
Never to be dug up again
Lay my trauma to rest for the sun is shining
Burning you from my mind.
Mar 8, 2021
Mar 8, 2021 at 3:20 PM UTC
When you started to love me you created a monster
The devil inside
My demons on my shoulder
You promised we would always be bonnie and clyde
In the dark corners of my mind
There is a tealight of hope
Thats dimming by each passing day
My stomach feels like im walking on tightrope.
Feb 27, 2021
Feb 27, 2021 at 12:20 PM UTC
With eyes glazed
I think of you
Emotions inside raised
Tears dried in corners
Head pounding like a drum
I ache to move forwards
Heart snagged on a pinhead
Unable to love again
Wishing you were here in my bed
This is not my home
My place in this crazy world is with you
I would go wherever you may roam.
Feb 26, 2021
Feb 26, 2021 at 3:44 PM UTC
In a world of frustration I want peace
In a world of hurt I want love
In a world of confusion I want sense
In a world of silence I want a conversation
In a world of insomnia I want a rested head
In a world of disaster I want to howl with laughter
In a world of space I want cosy
In a world of my own brokenheart I want you to make it whole again.
Feb 21, 2021
Feb 21, 2021 at 4:14 PM UTC
I can still feel my light burn
I feel it in my chest
Im waiting for you to take your turn
I had everything then a little bit to nothing
Im here waiting for anything
Im hurting im longing to feel your breathe on my skin
I have never been good at taking pain on the chin.
Feb 20, 2021
Feb 20, 2021 at 11:44 AM UTC