Bring me back to the days,
When I could pop a pill,
And feel alright.
Bring me back to the,
Good ol' days when,
****** was real.
Bring me back that rush,
That feeling that God,
Had laid his hands on me.
Bring me back to times,
When I could hide behind,
A needle and a few bags.
Though life is far better,
I miss it like a drunk,
Misses his seat at the bar.
Oct 23, 2024
Oct 23, 2024 at 4:42 AM UTC
It's funny how,
At the greatest point in my life,
I wish for the taste of,
Gunpowder, steel and my blood on my lips.
Jun 6, 2024
Jun 6, 2024 at 3:24 AM UTC
It's funny how the taste of,
******
Reminds me of,
You.
Jun 6, 2024
Jun 6, 2024 at 3:01 AM UTC
Eight years without you,
Bed so cold without you here,
Please come back to me.
Dec 9, 2023
Dec 9, 2023 at 7:05 PM UTC
I don't know why I,
Think to try to,
Find someone new when my,
Heart keeps on beating,
Only for you.
Dec 9, 2023
Dec 9, 2023 at 6:56 PM UTC
I know now,
That it is finally time,
To move on.
Oct 23, 2022
Oct 23, 2022 at 10:46 PM UTC
May I lay my life to fate,
For golden curls on a girl,
Named Kate.
Accidents happen,
Injuries arise,
May I staunch your wound,
As I stare into your eyes?
How did this happen,
Punishment gone awry.
Mayhaps my luck,
May have risen high.
How do I approach this,
To try and gain,
Your heart and your smile,
While I stave off my pain.
Perhaps she'll enfold me,
And I'll find my way,
Into her heart,
Where I may just stay.
Oct 23, 2022
Oct 23, 2022 at 7:45 PM UTC
There were old pictures,
In the box with my effects,
From a time just before,
I left to pay off my debts.
I was gone for years,
Haunted by dreams of your lips,
And the memory of,
Felonious hands upon your hips.
I never thought that the,
***** pictures you sent,
Could bring back my heart,
So broken and bent.
Flaming hair from a bottle,
Your soul from the same,
But in the end can I really,
Be the only one to blame?
I don't know if I lost you,
Or if I even loved you before,
Still my heart beats in wonder,
If your heart may want more.
Jan 26, 2022
Jan 26, 2022 at 8:19 PM UTC
I found Heaven,
From first I kissed her lips,
But I lost myself,
In a needle and a bag.
A little pill drove the pain away,
And a bag brought me false paradise,
And these four walls held me tightly,
As I sweat it all out inside.
And steel bars and concrete walls,
Kept me away from you,
When the ****** finally,
Left my veins.
Now it's been four months,
And I've held Heaven in my arms again,
But I can't yet call her mine,
Though I haunt her dreams at night.
And it'll be four more months,
Before I might fall asleep with her by my side,
And repeatedly I dream of memories,
That make me want to run, to hide.
Mar 23, 2017
Mar 23, 2017 at 11:37 AM UTC
I know not,
The word defeat,
Though I comfortably use,
The term tactical retreat.
I know it sounds awfully proud,
Of me to say I rarely lose,
But know I mean only,
In terms I care to use.
I've lost games of chance,
Or sports at play,
But know of the things I care for,
I'll never see a defeated day.
Few things on earth keep my attention,
And fewer still do I hold close,
But darling know if love is truly a game,
I surely will not lose.
For when it comes to you,
I know not the word defeat.
And I certainly will never employ,
A tactical retreat.
Mar 18, 2017
Mar 18, 2017 at 10:29 PM UTC