a-l-p - Hello Poetry

get up brush your hair, brush your teeth go to work get home and sleep get up brush your hair, brush your teeth go to work get home and sleep get up brush your hair, brush your teeth go to work get home and sleep get up brush your hair, brush your teeth go to work get home and sleep when will the pattern end? all i want is to not get up lie down and just, lay not be responsible to go to work not have to put effort in the way i look i just want to barely exist

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Aug 16, 2022

Aug 16, 2022 at 1:41 AM UTC

a-l-p

barely exist

get up brush your hair, brush your teeth go to work get home and sleep get up brush your hair, brush your teeth go to work get home and sleep get up brush your hair, brush your teeth go to work get home and sleep get up brush your hair, brush your teeth go to work get home and sleep when will the pattern end? all i want is to not get up lie down and just, lay not be responsible to go to work not have to put effort in the way i look i just want to barely exist

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there was a girl, surrounded by others, laughing and joking with them everyday. until one day, they left her. now she laughs and makes jokes alone, but it isn’t the same.

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Nov 2, 2020

Nov 2, 2020 at 11:00 PM UTC

a-l-p

Alone

there was a girl, surrounded by others, laughing and joking with them everyday. until one day, they left her. now she laughs and makes jokes alone, but it isn’t the same.

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I miss you. I miss your eyes, the way they crinkled when you laughed. I miss your lips, the smile that was always on them. I miss your hands, the way they fit perfectly with mine. I miss your nose, the way it scrunched. I miss you, so, so, so much. Do you miss me?

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Apr 6, 2018

Apr 6, 2018 at 3:00 AM UTC

a-l-p

I Miss

I miss you. I miss your eyes, the way they crinkled when you laughed. I miss your lips, the smile that was always on them. I miss your hands, the way they fit perfectly with mine. I miss your nose, the way it scrunched. I miss you, so, so, so much. Do you miss me?

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I once knew a girl, A girl who loved to write, she'd write poems, books, anything. She's loved to write, soon though she realized she wasn't a good writer, so she started writing in red. Red ink on the page, the page that was her wrist, her thighs, her stomach. I miss the girl who wouldn't write in red.

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Apr 6, 2018

Apr 6, 2018 at 2:54 AM UTC

a-l-p

Write In Red

I once knew a girl, A girl who loved to write, she'd write poems, books, anything. She's loved to write, soon though she realized she wasn't a good writer, so she started writing in red. Red ink on the page, the page that was her wrist, her thighs, her stomach. I miss the girl who wouldn't write in red.

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Emotions are as consistent as the ocean's waves You won't survive unless you learn to go with them If you try to fight the waves You'll end up drowning Drowning in the ocean The ocean of sadness, depression, anger, I'm not going to drown I'm going to swim, I'm going to survive

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Apr 4, 2018

Apr 4, 2018 at 2:17 AM UTC

a-l-p

Ocean

Emotions are as consistent as the ocean's waves You won't survive unless you learn to go with them If you try to fight the waves You'll end up drowning Drowning in the ocean The ocean of sadness, depression, anger, I'm not going to drown I'm going to swim, I'm going to survive

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I remember your eyes, How they sparkled when I made a joke, How they crinkled around the edges when you laughed. I remember your laugh, How happy it made me, How you'd slowly stop laughing then abruptly start laughing again. I remember your hands, How they molded with mine perfectly, How you'd wring them together when you were nervous. I remember you, I hope you remember me.

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Feb 9, 2018

Feb 9, 2018 at 2:09 PM UTC

a-l-p

I Remember

I remember your eyes, How they sparkled when I made a joke, How they crinkled around the edges when you laughed. I remember your laugh, How happy it made me, How you'd slowly stop laughing then abruptly start laughing again. I remember your hands, How they molded with mine perfectly, How you'd wring them together when you were nervous. I remember you, I hope you remember me.

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I'm saying goodbye, goodbye to the pain, goodbye to the anger, goodbye to the hate. I'm not going to **** myself, I'm going to change, for the better maybe. All I know is that I hate the way I am, and I don't know how to change, Can you help me?

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Nov 24, 2017

Nov 24, 2017 at 10:54 PM UTC

a-l-p

Change

I'm saying goodbye, goodbye to the pain, goodbye to the anger, goodbye to the hate. I'm not going to **** myself, I'm going to change, for the better maybe. All I know is that I hate the way I am, and I don't know how to change, Can you help me?

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Am I always going to be in her shadow? Am I always going to be somebody's second choice? Am I always going to feel this way? Am I always going to make mistakes? Am I always going to do stuff so that my parents don't trust me? What did I do to deserve this? To feel this way? I don't like this feeling. I hate feeling this way. I hate feeling like I want to **** myself, or that I don't deserve anything, or that I am a mistake. I hate it.

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Nov 5, 2017

Nov 5, 2017 at 7:58 PM UTC

a-l-p

I Hate It

Am I always going to be in her shadow? Am I always going to be somebody's second choice? Am I always going to feel this way? Am I always going to make mistakes? Am I always going to do stuff so that my parents don't trust me? What did I do to deserve this? To feel this way? I don't like this feeling. I hate feeling this way. I hate feeling like I want to **** myself, or that I don't deserve anything, or that I am a mistake. I hate it.

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I really want to **** myself, do you know what I want more? For somebody to notice that I'm feeling this way, For somebody to do something. For somebody to actually care about me.

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Oct 24, 2017

Oct 24, 2017 at 11:34 PM UTC

a-l-p

**** Myself

I really want to **** myself, do you know what I want more? For somebody to notice that I'm feeling this way, For somebody to do something. For somebody to actually care about me.

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