i'm trying to fight this.
i'm stuck in my own head, drowning in my thoughts.
letting them take control of my feelings and actions.
i'm sick of people trying to understand my "high school struggles"
because that's just it.
no one causes this.
it's within me.
Dec 2, 2016
Dec 2, 2016 at 11:02 AM UTC
how to love your body.
one of the most important things they dont teach you in school.
please remember to look in the mirror and smile everyday.
it may not be what you want but if someone else will love it, why can't you?
Nov 2, 2016
Nov 2, 2016 at 11:56 AM UTC
i want to go back to summer.
summer, with our sun kissed skin sitting out near the fire.
summer, with our sun bleached hair glinting in the moonlight.
summer, that one night in summer, where time stopped.
where we were the only people who could possibly be anywhere and everywhere at once, nothing could go wrong.
i miss our summer nights, but i miss you most.
Oct 19, 2016
Oct 19, 2016 at 5:10 PM UTC
you're in my rear view mirror, just barely visable.
with the one i care about in the passenger seat, with their caring words and warm heart.
i don't need to see if you're chasing after me anymore.
Oct 19, 2016
Oct 19, 2016 at 5:00 PM UTC
i said i love you
i said if you want out please leave before its too late
i even showed you where the door was
but you said no we can make it
you said i love you more
and i trusted every word you said
but then you got bored and found someone else to sleep in your bed
and you showed me love wasn't in your vocabulary
Sep 22, 2016
Sep 22, 2016 at 9:40 PM UTC
i wrote you nine pages,
you said four words
i ran a hundred miles to you,
you walked one
Sep 22, 2016
Sep 22, 2016 at 5:00 PM UTC
you are the song
i want to listen to
in that cliché and timeless
3am moment on the highway
windows rolled
down with the
potential-filled and empty
yet comforting indigo
sky blowing past,
only car on the road
just us, me with my
feet up on the dash,
fingers interlocked with
yours on my lap,
headlights illuminating
the road and trees
ahead, can’t think about
anything else except
for the pulse of the night
and cold air on my skin
and oh God
this is my life and
i feel so alive
Sep 22, 2016
Sep 22, 2016 at 4:51 PM UTC
im sad
and
all alone now
with my heart
in pieces
as you pass by
without even
batting an eyelash
at me
when i
want to
run and
give you
all of
my love
that you
dont deserve
but i would
anyway.
Sep 22, 2016
Sep 22, 2016 at 4:41 PM UTC
.
I saw autumn
reflecting in your
springtime eyes
and knew
as long as I was with you
summer would never end
Sep 15, 2016
Sep 15, 2016 at 12:12 PM UTC