although i was the one to never believe in fate
somehow i knew you were my soulmate
and even before i could wish forever
you came and whispered in my ear "NEVER"
it hurts because the whole universe said yes but you said differently
Mar 30, 2019
Mar 30, 2019 at 6:34 AM UTC
i don't think fate ever wanted us to end
but we did
no you never loved me
you and i were never real
i'd say
we were just kids who played pretend.
Mar 29, 2019
Mar 29, 2019 at 3:00 AM UTC
i am sorry
i know i shouldn't be doing things like
searching for you in a crowd
mistaking someone to be you
missing the shade of your hazel eyes
longing for that hug
craving for your lips to attack mine
hearing your laughter resound everywhere
and a lot more things
i guess i am not really over you yet,am i?
Mar 27, 2019
Mar 27, 2019 at 1:00 AM UTC
if you knew i wrote for you
would you kiss me?
or
would you just clap for me?
Mar 26, 2019
Mar 26, 2019 at 2:42 AM UTC
I don masks to disguise the pain I carry
Because I need no one to worry
The pain is secure behind my eyes
I can never let out this darkness I hide
And when I am alone,I watch my blood slowly leak away
Atleast it helps keep life's true horrors at bay
I pull down my sleeves to cover up my hurt
I hear approaching footsteps,shouldn't I be alert?
However, the real me ends up buried inside where no one can see
When i can fool everyone else,why can't I fool me?
Jan 26, 2019
Jan 26, 2019 at 8:32 AM UTC
some may love you
some don't
some may say it
some just won't
but my darling, when asked
"who do you love?"
how long would it take to name yourself?
Jan 22, 2019
Jan 22, 2019 at 10:52 AM UTC
they say don't tie yourself with a rope
and that with life...there is always hope
but what if my thoughts are not so gold
rather they are sometimes very cold
and please don't say i am not alone
while my heart is just like stone
which is why i sit and ponder
what if i pull it a little harder?
Jan 21, 2019
Jan 21, 2019 at 9:07 AM UTC
You said you'd forever be there
Or were those words just pulled from thin air?
I loved you with all my heart
I felt nothing could keep us apart
Remember when you said you were home?
Little did I know you weren't alone
You said that it was for her you fell
I was your girlfriend!! what the hell?
I wanted to slap you,hit you on the head
All I wished for was you to be dead
I failed to realize it was all a lie
and that I had to face goodbye
The truth,the love,the loyal tears
The betrayal,hatred and all the fears
Feelings which we both failed to see
Well,it's a pity you lost me
And now my mind is at peace
so is my heavy heart at ease
I have friends in my life
who are ready to help when in a strife
Alas,there is nothing left for me to argue
It's better I go thus paying heed to my cue
Because,what would forever mean to you
if you couldn't even keep it true?
Jan 19, 2019
Jan 19, 2019 at 7:13 AM UTC