In that moment...
When they see you cry and just tell you to stop.
In that moment...
When those sweet words change into contempt.
In that moment...
You know it will hurt like nothing ever before.
Jan 2, 2021
Jan 2, 2021 at 10:23 PM UTC
Storms are coming,
they try to ruin my roots.
I'm always fighting,
but can not anymore.
Risking it all, with hope
to find myself.
I've got all I could dreamt of,
so, why am I not happy?
Still, I am here, lost and insecure,
trying to find a place where I belong.
Nov 9, 2019
Nov 9, 2019 at 5:43 PM UTC
Stay tonight,
Stay every night.
Fight what kills me,
when the darkness comes.
Take me to places,
Unknown,
Unseen.
Where just I would be your queen.
Look me in the
eyes, hold my hand,
Take me to neverland.
Where my heart can fly,
Beautifully upon the sky.
The crushing reality
stops in time.
And finally, your love is mine.
My little star,
shinning so bright.
You're my everything,
My only light.
So please... Just stay tonight.
Jun 29, 2019
Jun 29, 2019 at 3:49 AM UTC
I don't write with words.
I write with feelings.
Apr 25, 2019
Apr 25, 2019 at 2:31 PM UTC
We have always been told, that once you did the thing, you will do it again.
We have been told, that people
will never change. But it is
not true. You can change
in one minute.
All it takes
is one
decision.
In the minute
you change your
view, your mind. If you
regret your faults and forgive
yourself it will be forgiven you.
Every one of us makes mistakes, but still we are precious. Every person in this world makes a difference, may
be not for the whole world,
but you can mean the
world for even just
one person.
Every
little thing
you hate on yourself
people love on you, because
it makes you unique and beautiful.
Jan 13, 2019
Jan 13, 2019 at 4:15 PM UTC
They don't see
angel hiding inside of you,
they see
just your scars,
but you
will bring beauty from pain.
Dec 13, 2018
Dec 13, 2018 at 4:35 PM UTC
It
is so
scary that
even everything
is not enough, you
can give everything and
receive nothing. You can be
hurt milion times and still wear
a smile and have open arms. You
can love with all your heart, with knowing that you are the only
one who loves. It's scary
how much you can
hide behind blue
eyes. And after
all, you will
never be
enough
...
Dec 9, 2018
Dec 9, 2018 at 4:34 PM UTC
It hurts so much to lose someone.
Hot, sharpen knife stabs you right to the chest. It freezes your muscles, burns your breath. Alone, paralyzed, scared.
You don't eat for days, don't sleep for a while. You fade away like a ghost without flame. Pieces of your broken heart turned into ash and left empty hole without any hope.
What was the thing that kept you alive? Nothing stays the same, everything changes. People leave you, the world, things are temporary like the rainbow after rain.
You are here just for the most painful second. And then you will be gone too.
When you can't move nor breath, tears are falling from your eyes, your soul is tearing apart, you're looking right to the eyes of devil.
His smile promises lovely end.
For the moment, it's the best idea.
You close your eyes, whisper weak request as your body falls apart, lying on the ground.
It hurts so much to lose everything.
It breaks you more and more
day after day.
You are left empty, with knowing...
... That you will never be good enough.
Dec 6, 2018
Dec 6, 2018 at 1:52 AM UTC
After all what happened
After all breaks what life brought
After nights full of pain
And days covered with darkness
I learned something, when I fell at the rock bottom and hit so hard I almost died.
I learned that you are everything you will ever need, not fake friends, not people who are with you just in good times, not family who doesn't understand, not lovers who don't accept you for who you are, not work where you aren't happy and neither strangers who judge
All what matters it's your own self, your mind, your view, your heart, it's all beautiful and unique and just yours, the thing nobody can copy, or steal and even break
Nobody said it will be easy nor quick
But it is fine not to be fine
You don't need to be perfect all the time
You don't need to be always happy
You have every right to be sad, angry, exhausted or have your opinion
Let's change the bad to something what makes you stronger and even more beautiful
After all you will see how much you have done.
Dec 3, 2018
Dec 3, 2018 at 2:40 PM UTC
It's cold here, I don't see anything
I am drowning, I can't breath
I am afraid, I don't know what's happenin'
I can't move, I don't feel my heart beating.
They are talking
I don't understand those words
They are calming me down
I am terrified
They are all around me, looking at me with empty black eyes
I don't see their souls.
I feel my body burning
It hurts more and more
I can't hear anything now
I start to understand
Everything makes sense now
I am dead, I am gone
My soul, my life everything is gone
Everything I lived for...
But isn't this what I ask for?
Did I come to heaven or hell?
Where are my friends now?
Where is my family?
Everybody's gone, who'll have mercy on my soul?
Couldn't you wait to take me another day?
You took all and left my body cold.
I came here to be free, I came here to rest in peace
You told me sweet lies like you always do
You told me to trust you
You ******* liar!
I will take the souls, I will hunt you in your dreams
I will turn them into nightmares
My ice cold hands will take your hope
I have fire in my chest, revenge on my mind.
I became darkness you always loved
I became demon you always feared
I will take you all from this stage
No mercy just pain, feel fire in your veins
Fall to the depths, try lovely torture
I will be there laughing at your suffering
I swear...
Nov 28, 2018
Nov 28, 2018 at 1:47 PM UTC