Someone said, “Somewhere in the world there’s a tree that sprouted the same day you were born and has been growing along with you.”
When I first heard it, it made me wonder: what if I actually belong to the place where the tree sprouted?
How big is it?
What if every paper in it is actually a beautiful moment that I forgot, but kept there as a memory—
a memory that I won’t be able to remember in the future?
What should I call that tree? Maybe Franky.
Why? I don’t know. I’ve had this name in my mind growing up, I don’t know where it came from!
Maybe from the same place where my tree is.
Is my tree growing, or still trying to survive?
Is it around beautiful roses or in a big city?
Some questions don’t have an answer—like my beautiful Franky.
May 15, 2025
May 15, 2025 at 7:20 PM UTC
I wonder how true love can be,
Does it truly make your heart beat for me?
But have I ever felt its glow?
I don’t know…
I guess I wasn’t invited to the show.
The show of my heart and mind,
Where my eyes have turned blind.
The sound of my heart, trying to leap,
Fades into silence, buried deep.
Dec 26, 2024
Dec 26, 2024 at 6:46 PM UTC
She’s studying next to her grave,
We told her, “Be strong. Be brave.”
But nothing could help her be saved,
Her dreams faded, lost like a wave.
Behind the door, she hides in fear,
Afraid of death drawing near.
The future is frozen, unclear,
Her hopes vanish, year after year.
Bombs and screams fill up the night,
Fear’s sharp voice cuts like a knife.
Her past is gone, out of sight,
Childhood stolen in the fight.
With tangled hair and weary eyes,
She stands strong, though hope still dies.
Dec 18, 2024
Dec 18, 2024 at 3:05 PM UTC
I did it, I sent the message
Now, I need to take all my packages
Joy, happiness, respect,
And the darkness I reflect.
Tears and lonely days,
Just because you pushed me away.
All you said wasn’t even true,
I missed your affection and you.
I was a kid,
I didn’t mean what I did.
I didn’t know how to love,
You’re right to let me go.
Even though it’s hard with the flow,
And not changing your thoughts,
But you need to know,
I loved you.
Dec 4, 2024
Dec 4, 2024 at 3:45 PM UTC
Everyone gets the thing they want,
But I took a different boat.
I tried to get to the final destination,
But the past sent me an invitation.
“Everything is going to be okay,”
I said, to make my anxiety go away.
I loved you so much,
And that makes me sad.
Not for the moments we shared,
But for the final destination we did not share.
Dec 3, 2024
Dec 3, 2024 at 10:12 AM UTC
The Morning After I Took My Life
When my lungs released their final breath,
Silence embraced everything around me.
Clothes, makeup, bed, and phone—
All waited, unaware I had already left.
My dog wonders where I’ve gone,
But in paradise, I’ve begun.
A new life, away from it all.
My friends kept calling, kept checking,
Not realizing it was already too late.
The morning after I left,
The world started to notice me.
And in the quiet of this new dawn,
I don’t regret it.
Dec 2, 2024
Dec 2, 2024 at 2:12 PM UTC
It feels like yesterday
A dream that lingers, won’t fade away.
Behind my past, beyond my future,
A people that say is "over,"
I try to push it far from sight,
But in my mind, it clings so tight.
It won’t arrive today, but
My actions hold the key, even on the greyest day
Sep 17, 2024
Sep 17, 2024 at 11:18 AM UTC
You showed me what real love could be,
And I hung all my wishes on that tree—
The tree where we laughed,
Where face to face, we made love.
I said I was okay,
Tried to push my thoughts away,
Hoping you'd stay.
But now, all my messages
End up unseen
Sep 16, 2024
Sep 16, 2024 at 1:40 PM UTC
Days wasn’t enough to make me forget you face,
Or to make someone take your place
And then years full of tears has passed
But I couldn’t move on.
Sep 10, 2024
Sep 10, 2024 at 3:35 PM UTC