Thank goodness we're back
We have a space to share
And all those times where the real work lacks
We battle through the frights and scares
Oct 9, 2025
Oct 9, 2025 at 11:46 PM UTC
I don't have the energy
To assure you that I'm fine
I don't have the energy
To analyze and figure what's wrong
Your concern makes it worse
Because i'm trying to be okay
And when you perceive i'm not
That's just one more thing
That I'm failing at
Aug 29, 2025
Aug 29, 2025 at 12:14 AM UTC
Your friendship has been the hardest
for me to lose.
But it's because there was so much
more to lose.
And a year later, you're about the
same as them.
But comparing
now to then
I can see
how far
you've
fallen.
Aug 12, 2025
Aug 12, 2025 at 2:05 PM UTC
I hate that I still do anything
Because of you
But I do
Aug 10, 2025
Aug 10, 2025 at 10:43 AM UTC
At what point should I worry
When the exhaustion
Continues day
After day
The worst malaise this year
Skipping activities
Laying in bed
No appetite
Don't feel
Right
It's back
And I don't
Have the motivation
To move through it again
Aug 5, 2025
Aug 5, 2025 at 11:15 PM UTC
I am not a scarlet letter
I am a crimson red enemy
you are a lavender scent
a mint for my mind
a canvas for my ideas
a freedom wall to my masterpiece
I am not a deer in the headlights
I am the cats and dogs gameplay
That is what I am
***** sit down and be humble
because even snakes listen to commands
Jul 9, 2025
Jul 9, 2025 at 12:02 AM UTC
I would say that I'm just treading water
But i enjoy swimming and this
Is so much worse
Jul 8, 2025
Jul 8, 2025 at 11:59 PM UTC
Im not going to pause my life
just to keep you in it
I've been watching our reruns on repeat
And it's not a comfort show anymore
Like the story was over and we shouldn't have been renewed for season four
Jun 15, 2025
Jun 15, 2025 at 11:33 PM UTC
I can make him a friend
And this isn't the end
It's a way forward for us
A way to maintain the trust
And the foundation and care
That has always been there
He's not the guy I fell in love with
But he's the best friend I've had
Even as I fought that feeling of
Being in a fairy tale or myth
It's a way forward for me
A way to forge my own path
To find my person at last
And still know him instead of flee
Apr 30, 2025
Apr 30, 2025 at 12:26 AM UTC
Sometimes I simply can't breathe
Or that's what it feels like to me
And he's not here anymore to point out
That if I can talk to him I'm breathing
That the loud noise in my ears is the air
Rushing in and punching out
He's not here anymore to remind me
It's my mind playing tricks and
Perception is key and its
Just my anxiety
Apr 27, 2025
Apr 27, 2025 at 10:30 PM UTC