Wonderthoughts - Hello Poetry

I fear being alone. The idea of dying without someone who cares about me, loves me, needs me, adores me, and tolerates me. Will I die alone? Without a ring? Without knowing me? What if my love just left this universe before I even met him? Will he be my love— or someone else? Will I be admired? I'm more scared to be alone than to be loved. Or if he's mine, I will love him eventually. Will I find… The One?

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Aug 29, 2025

Aug 29, 2025 at 10:14 PM UTC

Wonderthoughts

The One

I fear being alone. The idea of dying without someone who cares about me, loves me, needs me, adores me, and tolerates me. Will I die alone? Without a ring? Without knowing me? What if my love just left this universe before I even met him? Will he be my love— or someone else? Will I be admired? I'm more scared to be alone than to be loved. Or if he's mine, I will love him eventually. Will I find… The One?

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When i was with you You were water You were easy When i was distracted, just for a second You turned into a wood A strong big tree When I tried to water you To make you soften to me You shut me down When i was absent You turned again You turned into an iron When i tried to melt you So you can turn back Turn to the last time I felt happy with you Loved by you Then when i was having a trouble and became absent When I met you again You turned into a big diamond That I can’t melt or do anything with it You’ve changed , when I needed you the best From liquid to solid And I'm still trying to figure you out Still hoping

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Aug 16, 2025

Aug 16, 2025 at 10:01 PM UTC

Wonderthoughts

From liquid to solid

When i was with you You were water You were easy When i was distracted, just for a second You turned into a wood A strong big tree When I tried to water you To make you soften to me You shut me down When i was absent You turned again You turned into an iron When i tried to melt you So you can turn back Turn to the last time I felt happy with you Loved by you Then when i was having a trouble and became absent When I met you again You turned into a big diamond That I can’t melt or do anything with it You’ve changed , when I needed you the best From liquid to solid And I'm still trying to figure you out Still hoping

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The sky looks blue with blurry clouds, like my thoughts and my feelings without you. The grass looked greener than last time, when we met. The coffee is less bitter when we chat. My brain starts to bloom when you're here. You're the sun to my sunflower. You're warm like an oven. You're my oven.

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Jun 13, 2025

Jun 13, 2025 at 7:52 PM UTC

Wonderthoughts

Oven

The sky looks blue with blurry clouds, like my thoughts and my feelings without you. The grass looked greener than last time, when we met. The coffee is less bitter when we chat. My brain starts to bloom when you're here. You're the sun to my sunflower. You're warm like an oven. You're my oven.

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What if I die, and leave this universe — Will you still think of me? Will you feel my absence? Will you miss me? What if I never met you — Would you know? Would you feel? Would you care? What if I was never here, in this universe — Would it change anything? Would my place be taken? Would the world care? Would you care?

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Jun 13, 2025

Jun 13, 2025 at 7:39 PM UTC

Wonderthoughts

If I Was Never Here

What if I die, and leave this universe — Will you still think of me? Will you feel my absence? Will you miss me? What if I never met you — Would you know? Would you feel? Would you care? What if I was never here, in this universe — Would it change anything? Would my place be taken? Would the world care? Would you care?

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how could you leave me when I'm the one waiting? how could you abandon me when I'm the one hurting? I have been holding our memories, every chapter, every save of our journey I was holding. Are thirteen years — fifty-two seasons — not enough? For you to stay? For you to wait? But I guess you're still leaving, and I'm still holding, still waiting for just a glimpse. And knowing that I'm going to love you, even with your shadow.

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Jun 8, 2025

Jun 8, 2025 at 6:18 PM UTC

Wonderthoughts

L.

how could you leave me when I'm the one waiting? how could you abandon me when I'm the one hurting? I have been holding our memories, every chapter, every save of our journey I was holding. Are thirteen years — fifty-two seasons — not enough? For you to stay? For you to wait? But I guess you're still leaving, and I'm still holding, still waiting for just a glimpse. And knowing that I'm going to love you, even with your shadow.

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joking all day to make them laugh, to make them happy laughing at everything, just to be seen humoring them, to keep them entertained being full of energy, even when you're drained being the silly one, even when you're drowning inside and if the tears remove the makeup, you must put on another costume, a new one to make them feel the same happiness just like a clown, but without a paycheck

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Jun 3, 2025

Jun 3, 2025 at 6:56 PM UTC

Wonderthoughts

Just Like a Clown

joking all day to make them laugh, to make them happy laughing at everything, just to be seen humoring them, to keep them entertained being full of energy, even when you're drained being the silly one, even when you're drowning inside and if the tears remove the makeup, you must put on another costume, a new one to make them feel the same happiness just like a clown, but without a paycheck

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We share one garden, watering the plants together. But you stopped, left me in the garden, alone, to water it on my own. And I did— I watered the plant. But when I got tired and stopped, just like you, you came back and blamed me. The plants were gone, and the place turned into a lifeless desert— like our relationship. You left me, and want me to chase you, so you can blame me again.

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May 26, 2025

May 26, 2025 at 5:17 PM UTC

Wonderthoughts

Our Garden

We share one garden, watering the plants together. But you stopped, left me in the garden, alone, to water it on my own. And I did— I watered the plant. But when I got tired and stopped, just like you, you came back and blamed me. The plants were gone, and the place turned into a lifeless desert— like our relationship. You left me, and want me to chase you, so you can blame me again.

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i feel lost like i'm in a big forest and there is no light no map to guide me to show me where to go no one there to console me or help me to get to my destination is there even a destination? even when i'm lying in my bed i feel like i'm running my mind is running i feel lost even when i don't have anything to do i want to fly away away from all of this all of this thought all of those feelings i want to stop feeling feeling this

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May 9, 2025

May 9, 2025 at 3:19 PM UTC

Wonderthoughts

Lost in My Mind

i feel lost like i'm in a big forest and there is no light no map to guide me to show me where to go no one there to console me or help me to get to my destination is there even a destination? even when i'm lying in my bed i feel like i'm running my mind is running i feel lost even when i don't have anything to do i want to fly away away from all of this all of this thought all of those feelings i want to stop feeling feeling this

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I'm waiting for you.. I don't know who I don't know why I feel this way or even when I felt this way I miss you I don't even know you but I hope you're waiting for me too miss me need me more I don't know who how will we meet? when will we meet? what do you look like? are you older or younger? are you taller or shorter than me? will you think I'm funny or annoying? will you see me as fragile or just a crybaby? I want to see you I want to know you I don't know when or how we will meet but if it were up to me I'd fly to you immediately can't wait to see you my lovely soulmate.

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May 5, 2025

May 5, 2025 at 10:59 PM UTC

Wonderthoughts

To the One I Don't Know Yet

I'm waiting for you.. I don't know who I don't know why I feel this way or even when I felt this way I miss you I don't even know you but I hope you're waiting for me too miss me need me more I don't know who how will we meet? when will we meet? what do you look like? are you older or younger? are you taller or shorter than me? will you think I'm funny or annoying? will you see me as fragile or just a crybaby? I want to see you I want to know you I don't know when or how we will meet but if it were up to me I'd fly to you immediately can't wait to see you my lovely soulmate.

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a crack in the glass a moldy fruit in a fruit basket a torn page in a book a broken branch in a tree a difficult puzzle in a newspaper a high note in a quiet song we didn’t match we never did but i tried and i’m tired

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May 4, 2025

May 4, 2025 at 11:51 PM UTC

Wonderthoughts

Never a match

a crack in the glass a moldy fruit in a fruit basket a torn page in a book a broken branch in a tree a difficult puzzle in a newspaper a high note in a quiet song we didn’t match we never did but i tried and i’m tired

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