to love
Three two
We are one
Suited In mirrors
Reflect.
lower your weapons
Raise your word
Your earth
my earth
Our earth
soldier of war
Refract.
warrior of peace
Breathe.
Release.
Breathe
Release
Jul 29, 2016
Jul 29, 2016 at 6:26 AM UTC
I wake up at 3 am
Just to hate myself again
The loathing crawled in while I was asleep
but this is a story that I will not keep
This is a story that I will not tell
Rainy and cold
But she won't ring the bell
I try to love harder
than the thoughts that deplete
But if I don't accept them-
am I really complete?
For love does not fight
It is too soft and kind
It nurtures as is
Leaves no bits behind
So I'll try this on now
Zip it right up my spine
Applying the heart now
To the parts I don't find
To be easy to love
To be easy to see
The parts that burn my eyes out
Screaming
don't look at me
I will love them in distance
Space
And in time
I will love each vibration
Because it is mine
Jul 12, 2016
Jul 12, 2016 at 6:42 AM UTC
I beat within you
as you beat within me
I plant my love with the intention that it will grow flowers as yours has. That it will grow trees- enriching the breath of our people, the breath of your beat
Traveling to the rhythm of seasons.
And reasons.
To go and to stay
To move closer
To shiver and quiver
To love
To dance
To your beat
A beat that will bounce
From heart to eyes
Lips to dreams
listen
And taste me
Taste me in the salt of every tear I leak
Jul 11, 2016
Jul 11, 2016 at 4:11 PM UTC
Here in mountains haven
throned with gods of every star
I spend borrowed moments wishing lady death lived less than far
If she would worm her way
to wells of heart
Without a claim to time
I would rip these roots of sorrow
Watered knowing I'm not mine
I would empty all the ash trays
of this suitty soul -I keep
Tell her it will make her whole
she says a grave will best me keep
Jul 11, 2016
Jul 11, 2016 at 3:43 PM UTC
Tumbling through the rabbit hole
down sets of spiral stairs
You try to keep your candle lit
But darkness never scares
There are walls in place to separate
craft of your own hand;
Bricks of thoughts so heavy
Even dreams don't stand a chance
Poison heavy poison
works these walls from outside in
You slam doors that can't be opened
pinch your skin to wake again
You are trapped
Tick tick
Hunched in half
Tick tick
Lungs collapsed
Tick tick
Now the queen of your being
Cuts off her own head
The wrong Alice
Wrong alice
Wrong Alice
she said
Let me go
you beg the earless cease
Shrink and grow
Seek silence
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SLAY THE BEAST
Jul 11, 2016
Jul 11, 2016 at 12:42 PM UTC
Promised a life of sweetness
Said you wanted to take care
Feel better feel better feel better
For worse.
My soul says no to you
But body
she begs me
Always for more
I'm sick
I'm Tired
Of shoveling you in
putting you inside me
betraying all that I am
I am finished decaying
But sweet tooth wont stop panging
Oh, how desperate
always
for more
And I see that coat of yours fall to the floor... just a story the tongue
told to open a door
Now I find holes in my heart,
Cavities.
Galore
Jul 11, 2016
Jul 11, 2016 at 3:38 AM UTC