Don't let it hurt
Don't let it consume you
Failing is a fear
It consumes us all
This place...
It's dark it's eating me
I've watched myself become the other
Everything I saw as broken
I am.
Feb 20, 2015
Feb 20, 2015 at 4:54 PM UTC
I'll get out of this hole
when I'm good and ready.
So say your goodbyes
I'm never coming home.
Feb 3, 2015
Feb 3, 2015 at 7:23 AM UTC
im to ****** up to function
chasing lives, high as hell knows why
but I'm having a ball
i may not be moving but the room sure is
**** girl in the corner asking if I'm fine
do some blow and i guess i am
functioning to well for this level of ******
was it just that line of angel dust
Oct 28, 2014
Oct 28, 2014 at 6:05 AM UTC
When wil I ever be better
Out shadowed out done
Words on a page
You give not a ****
So why the ****
Why am I here
Why shall I breathe
When I can beat my arms
With razors and blades
I can bleed
It's the feeling I have left
Paint my canvas red and my body ******
When will I not be out shadowed
When will I ever have something to my own
Oct 7, 2014
Oct 7, 2014 at 1:44 PM UTC
Heavy hearted human beings
They're souls weighing on they're mortality.
Death a slip a bash or a crash away
Looming, praying you ****** up.**
You lose your humanity
And pick up your insanity.
Those who lay in the path
Making life painful for us.
Oct 1, 2014
Oct 1, 2014 at 3:26 AM UTC
slip my hands around your throat
slip my blade though your vein,
Little monster.
Throw the first punch
you're already dead
why not die twice?
Theres already blood on my hands.
Guilty pleasures of the deviant mind
scratches down the spine,
Bite marks along your side,
Love bites across your collar bones.
my little monster,
Make a sound
leave your moans down the hallway.
Latex gloves against the skin,
Making his incision
victims lie screaming
eyes wide open
he looks down
for he found his little monster,
Within.
Sep 16, 2014
Sep 16, 2014 at 2:32 AM UTC
Contemplation of what is my reality ,
fascination within these four walls.
A mess ,mockery ,creation, desperation.
written across the four walls of my psyche ,
Push, Heave, Shove,
try all you like you wont get in.
Pressed against the wall
with all my capacity trying to create a door,
So someone, anyone can come in
i don't need saving
i need someone to publicize whats locked
all amongst these four walls.
Sep 10, 2014
Sep 10, 2014 at 11:43 AM UTC
Often to quickly we make decisions
This might be the case ,
We are only human
The decision to find yourself alone,
The realization
You cannot find yourself
Alone
You need your other half
You need support
You need the fall back
You need your love.
Sep 5, 2014
Sep 5, 2014 at 2:46 AM UTC
swindling the air of its delight
using Cannabis pipes,
i have never written high
i finally understand why,
pen to paper
all i can write "cigarette break",
cannabinoid receptors
putting my mind on brink,
My feet get heavy as i start to float
my stress anchors me down,
like a twinkling eye of a magpie
drawn to the red sparks of the spliff,
Grilled,
Baked,
chasing the magic dragon.
Aug 31, 2014
Aug 31, 2014 at 3:00 PM UTC