scars conceal unhealed wounds filled with buried tragedies,
lifelong fears of judgement, abandonment and irrationality,
childhood protectors too self absorbed in their selfish desires,
disregarded the consequences of their actions and failures,
innocence stolen warping identity while shattering dreams,
destructive behaviors constant sabotage from no self esteem,
innocent influential mind molded by abusers and addictions,
everyday consumed with anxiety, insecurity and depression,
indecisive, untrusting, greedy, overthinker cannot commit,
deceitful outside shattered inside covering up an awful hypocrite,
ignorance abundant without proper authority and guidance,
suffocated by fear of everything unknown to take a chance,
exhausted from pretending existence has worthwhile meaning,
desperately searching for hidden strength to finally begin healing
Jul 2, 2020
Jul 2, 2020 at 11:02 PM UTC