Someone's in my head.
But it's not me.
They whisper sweet words that pierce my soul
and shatter my self-confidence.
I hate them, but I need them to stay.
They push me down when I'm already on the ground
and they spit in my face.
It hurts, but the pain is a familiar sensation.
They look the other way like I'm not even there
and I don't blame them.
I wouldn't want to be seen with me either.
Dec 9, 2016
Dec 9, 2016 at 10:38 PM UTC
Hate it.
Hate it.
Please make it all go away.
Thoughts make my head pound
like a hammer to a nail.
Make it stop.
Make it stop.
Please.
One moment of quiet.
That's all I ask.
But my head still aches.
Help me.
Help me.
Please,
please,
just make it stop.
Dec 9, 2016
Dec 9, 2016 at 10:33 PM UTC
He fought the demons,
but he lost.
He found his way,
into the darkness.
He feared the outcome,
trying to get help.
He was pulled back,
into the dangerous world.
He lay still,
a fatal accident.
Jun 3, 2015
Jun 3, 2015 at 2:39 PM UTC
Heart pounding,
sweat drips down your face.
Screams ring,
filling your ears.
Footsteps pound,
against the cold sidewalk.
A knife,
shines in the moonlight.
Blood pours,
as you gasp for air.
You awake,
for it was only a bad dream.
Jun 3, 2015
Jun 3, 2015 at 1:38 AM UTC
I wake up and look in the mirror,
To see the real me.
But that simply won't do for today,
So I plaster a fake smile onto my face.
May 26, 2015
May 26, 2015 at 7:54 PM UTC
He walked
With his head in the clouds,
Living in a fantasy,
Dreaming of flying.
He fell,
Back on the ground,
In real life,
Crashing into reality.
May 26, 2015
May 26, 2015 at 7:48 PM UTC
I wonder,
Why had he cared
When I hadn't eaten my food?
I wonder,
Why had he cared
When others made fun of me?
I wonder,
Why had he cared
When I was unusually quiet?
I wonder,
Why had he cared
When no one else had bothered to listen?
I wonder,
Why had he cared
When I cried?
I wonder,
Why had he been the only boy
To truly understand?
May 25, 2015
May 25, 2015 at 11:34 PM UTC
I wish nothing more
than to feel something,
anything, really.
Whether it be sorrow,
sinking in my stomach.
Or anger and rage,
my blood boiling.
Perhaps nervousness,
shaky hands and sweaty palms.
Even fear,
my heart beating rapidly.
Why not disgust,
how wrong and twisted.
Surprise me,
oh how unexpected.
Anticipation,
I really cannot wait.
Maybe even joy,
though I doubt such happiness
will fall upon me.
May 25, 2015
May 25, 2015 at 11:20 PM UTC
Something different
Something full of potential
Something unlike anything other
Something determined
Something strong
Flying through the sky,
Singing a soulless song.
Above the doubt of the world
Above the worries and pain
No more sadness and sorrow
That will wait for another day
Voice ringing,
Painting a tune,
Upon a azure sky.
Alone
Considering life
Had I followed the flock
Yet I regret nothing
I stand alone
Shining
I shine among the stars
Among the planets
Among the sun, the moon
I shine
Rising
Above the others
To a better future
To a better life
Rising above all the stars in the sky
I rise
May 25, 2015
May 25, 2015 at 11:18 PM UTC