I feel empty inside
I feel a thousand oceans away
From the happiness you once gave me
My cheeks are wet
My lips are dry
Pain is the only thing that remains,
And I cry
For both of us
For everything beautiful we could have been
Apr 23, 2018
Apr 23, 2018 at 7:08 PM UTC
I used black ink
To cover the"I love you"'s
That I once wrote on the paper without thinking
Yet only thinking about you
Apr 15, 2018
Apr 15, 2018 at 7:21 PM UTC
I wanna run away
Not for me
But for you.
You need someone better than me
Not a crazy ***** like me,
Who does nothing good for you
I make you worry
I cause you pain
I am no good
You told me to write a love letter
And here it is,
If you're gonna cut me out
Do it now
Do it before it starts hurting
Don't be afraid
That I Will hurt myself
I propably Will.
Forget about me
Burn every last memory of me
Let me run away
I won't look back
I won't say goodbye
I Will do it for you
Don't waste your tears
I am not worth
Any drop of water
Except the water that Will drown me
Let me sink into the depth
Of a long forgotten memory
Feb 13, 2018
Feb 13, 2018 at 2:24 PM UTC
Time, ticking life away
Soon it'll leave us old and grey
Silenced and cold in the grave
"Flaws, flaws, flaws" they said
And the little child tried to be flawless
"Perfect" rang in her head
Screamed in her veins
Boiled in her blood
As she stood there soaked in the rain
Trying to become flawless
Like a siren
Eating up the brain mass
Licking her body
While she screamed
Silently
Time, ticking life away
It left her old and grey
Silenced and cold in the grave
Time took her
The wind blew her away
Left was all the water from her once so beautiful eyes
A sarcastic comment from her once so clever mind
And a sad song in her once so beautiful voice
And she never smiled
Once she had been perfect
Oct 3, 2017
Oct 3, 2017 at 2:11 PM UTC
Pain:
A long forgotten memory.
A distant cry.
A question.
Why.
A deep hollow laughter.
A snap in the brain.
Warm and heavy breathing.
I was always insane.
A slith in your wrist.
A very dark day.
It's stands in the garden,
and shall never decay.
Oct 3, 2017
Oct 3, 2017 at 2:09 PM UTC
Life is an illusion
Breath is naught but a game
Stealing thoughts to the manipulated mind
Exploring misery through coins
Taping madness so it runs in circles
Faking importance through copy and paste
Loathe for the humanity of pity taste
Losing faith and building fences
Picking choices from blurring nonsense
[Chorus:]
High above likes monarchy
Saving thoughts for industry
Society challenged euthanasia
Piece by piece owned by Wikipedia
Reality gave birth to stupidity
Education equals lunacy
Halo for heaven
They smiled down on you
Like the pieces of glas you're stepping on
Remember those you never heard
Laugh out your common phrase
Reputation of the guilty
Never destroy those unfilthy
Lunatic minds rules the world
Ignorance keeps the fools curled
[Chorus:]
High above likes monarchy
Saving thoughts for industry
Society challenged euthanasia
Piece by piece owned by Wikipedia
Reality gave birth to stupidity
Education equals lunacy
Justice fed by cannibals
News delivered from hungry animals
Cracking up the disobedience
Praying their lust for bigger audience
Coughing, bleeding, losing touch
Asylum is open for those prejudged
[Chorus:]
High above likes monarchy
Saving thoughts for industry
Society challenged euthanasia
Piece by piece owned by Wikipedia
Reality gave birth to stupidity
Education equals lunacy
Sep 24, 2017
Sep 24, 2017 at 3:15 PM UTC
I lost it all when I met you
Why did I fall for it?
Why did I care?
I fell for you
But noone's here
I thought my heart had grown too cold
I thought my soul was too hurt
**** you for melting it
**** you for mending it
Now I will miss you forever
You're half a world away
Your silence is turning me grey
Did we have something?
Was it enough?
I don't understand love
Weeks have past without your smile
I was darkness you were light
I saw you a thousand dreams ago
It's all lost now
And I miss everything about you
Sep 15, 2017
Sep 15, 2017 at 1:12 PM UTC
This world is on fire,
And I know love is a liar
With a snake as its tongue
In a big heartshaped mouth
Unblessed like the rain
I'll hang you in the noose
I made for myself¨
That filthy normal day
Where you looked the other way
People of the earth,
Here you are forever
Future is next
Moral's the guest
Inside your brain
Pain, tearing bricks apart
Oh, I don't want to hear about you heart
The stars shined bright
That filthy normal night
The werewolf howled again
Next comes the rain
Full moon shining at the well
Lunar ticks, tick, tick.
Forever is the farewell
Feel free to drown
All the flowers in the garden
Mournful is the day
She screamed all the way down
Aug 31, 2017
Aug 31, 2017 at 1:51 PM UTC
I am not afraid of dying
Life has put me through hell a thousand times
Or more
I am not afraid
I am not afraid
Make me bleed
Listen,
So you never saw it coming?
Even though I told you a thousand times
Or more
I want to die
I want to die
Make me bleed
Listen,
I want to die
May death do us part
May hell take us all
While hope burns to the ground
Let us end it all
See me bleed
End my suffering
My last breath will be a blessing
Thank you all for listening
May 6, 2017
May 6, 2017 at 3:41 PM UTC
Her hate feeds my anger
Boils in my mind
Always repelled
Of every deed I do
Every word I speak
Why does everything have to go her way?
As she steals my achievements
And label them hers
I see him in her eyes
The man who ruined my life
She grew up only to become
The person I tried so hard to escape
I hate her
Because she hates me
My halfsister
The daughter of Satan
Aug 27, 2016
Aug 27, 2016 at 1:17 PM UTC