Whisper my name
Maybe even a little whistle
Just a signal to call me out of this haze
Be discrete
and don’t cause a scene
Please.
I don’t want the attention but I want the help
I think.
Sep 3, 2020
Sep 3, 2020 at 4:01 AM UTC
The ruin in my mind is vast and predisposed.
No strategy in its plan to self destruct.
It is not needed within my trials,
For I myself dig the holes with no help.
Jul 30, 2020
Jul 30, 2020 at 1:27 AM UTC
It’s time to grow up little girl
It’s getting real now you can’t just run and hide
Your crying will only hurt you and make you realize how weak you actually are
That big head of yours, the one that you know is actually throbbing with uncontrollable wild fear, it’s pressuring you to cry run and submiss
Oh little girl
If only you knew how much potential you would have if you could only how to stand up for yourself and be brave
What happening to your faith? you know it’s always gonna be there if you decide to relax and open your hands for once.
Feb 13, 2020
Feb 13, 2020 at 11:37 PM UTC
Angels I am back again.
Miss me?
You know I’m messing, you are probably so sick of me by now.
I’m greatful and I hope you know that.
I hope you see that I am trying
But things aren’t working out and I need your presence
Wrap your wings around me
Snuggle me whole and fill all the empty holes with everlasting love,
I need alittle extra of that tonight
Feb 8, 2020
Feb 8, 2020 at 3:26 AM UTC
Gliding through the gates of the garden
Rustling her fingertips across rows of roses
Bethany brought balance.
From her delicate arms flowed endless life
Generosity poured and beauty rebirthed.
A butterfly that actually stayed.
Jan 8, 2020
Jan 8, 2020 at 2:39 AM UTC
My Angels
Tonight is like no other
I finally piece together the reality of my imperfect world
Is it hard to be assigned to me and watch my progressing downfall?
Ya, me too.
Oh Angels
You know I love you
But you also know I’m impatient and doubtful.
More than the typical teenager experiences. Or maybe not anymore in such a generation like mine.
Please Angels,
Come sit on my pillows
Wipe my tears.
Whisper your heavenly promises into my ears over and over until I can finally fall asleep.
Finally.
Jan 8, 2020
Jan 8, 2020 at 2:03 AM UTC
We trudge on shaky waters with no smiles;
A current wild and fierce with matchless bite.
So sick from loss that lungs are filled with bile.
We fight for land, yet fall from acts of smite.
Who blames the doubt when Capt’ is far on top?
For down the deck a cry is never lone.
How easy it seems for light to scram and stop,
When darkness strides in stealing fame, the throne.
But seas do set and waves do calm with age.
We know not how, yet never ask the chief,
“How’d this befall”, or learn his truths on stage.
As life degrades, we drift against belief.
This war we face has pain that cuts to bone,
How few of minds believe the world unknown.
Nov 17, 2019
Nov 17, 2019 at 10:47 PM UTC
The endless cycle never fluctuates
It always cries like child and yells as parent
no way to crack its code or intervene
we try to slow and grab with hands too full
unable to comprehend the force against
Nov 3, 2019
Nov 3, 2019 at 1:49 AM UTC
Lola laughed.
A light liberation that could conceal her throbbing throat.
It was easy to do when most people painted her with warm wine and black blood.
Sep 9, 2019
Sep 9, 2019 at 1:11 AM UTC
I feel like walking around a crowded place
Alone of course
It must be outside with lights
And filled with people of all ages
Dogs too of course
I will put in my songs of sorrow and regret
It will make people glance and wonder
But it will entrance me with such an illusion, that of course, I must be happier.
Aug 16, 2019
Aug 16, 2019 at 3:29 PM UTC