It’s like I’m there
It’s like I’m not
I’m air
You feel my presence
See my freshness
Ignore my effects
You discharge me
I hop on to your mind sometimes
Taking me as given
My being’s enough to satisfy
My lonely heart stays hidden
Crowds move along
Staring in vain
Some lucky strangers
Breathing air
Some look puzzled
Others have a vibe
But it no matters
For me, everyone dies
My sound is silent
My eyes are not seen
In every quarter
My presence is thin
I’m air
May 3
May 3, 2026 at 9:33 AM UTC
Tullips have grown over your head,
A mesmerizing yellow sunset.
Butterflies carry the heartache
Which my blurry image creates.
Ground me against this surface.
Be one with the flowers, the crickets.
As your shining hair goes windy,
My lips go dry just by staring.
Eternally looking with no thought;
The peacefulness screams and it echos.
You bring the spring back for my soul.
The stormy thoughts i had took a toll.
It's warm and it's sunny and it's fake,
A perfectly crafted lie I made.
I'd rather sunbathe in this greatness,
Umbrellas are always a nuisance.
May 12, 2025
May 12, 2025 at 5:33 AM UTC
Once it had slipped past midnight,
I haven't even noticed as I fell asleep
As I haven't noticed all your deceits.
The faces, cries and stupid lies,
The many ways you weren't mine.
My dream took me out again
To a place with a dry sun
Where music had no need for rhyme
And laughing was a paradigm.
One single look of miscontempt,
The shy disaster layed by thread;
I didn't get, I was confused
That you had stayed back with the moon.
There was perfection in your eyes,
A car which drove right through your heart,
And even if you prayed the Lord,
Yesterday was heaven, now you're bored.
May 12, 2025
May 12, 2025 at 2:30 AM UTC
The old is hazy,
The old is unwanted.
Such scrutiny and misery
May the old get from me
The new is welcomed,
The new is cherished.
How warming and fulfilling
Does the new feel
So you…
Eat pumpkin pie in spring,
Attend the next wedding,
Dress from a year further,
Destroy the recollection.
Survival’s nothing without peace.
Peace fades against luxury .
Money can’t buy you love.
Every relation has its mistress.
For every ray of light i catch
I miss three.
For every time I go and laugh
I cry endlessly.
And I chase…
Jan 28, 2025
Jan 28, 2025 at 6:37 PM UTC
Gazing to the left
When you don’t do the right thing.
Flickering your eyes,
Acting, looking so naive.
The high heels hit the stone
In greyish monotone.
My heart was not yet torn,
Decisions have been shown.
One lost little word,
Perhaps a face unwelcomed,
A gesture of some sort
I don’t even remember.
The wishing well got dry,
The gold began to melt,
The iron was still solid
Sharpened direct from hell.
No ruby handle needed,
Even dirtied with blood.
The dagger lurked within me,
Trembling at my sighs.
Oblivious, unpolished,
Devoid of any color .
From slumber to another
Your love made me eternal.
Jan 21, 2025
Jan 21, 2025 at 7:38 AM UTC
When the ravens gather
At the blood moon sky,
Moving up in a lather,
Ready to say goodbye,
I wander by the streets
Which the mists hug
Listening to their tweets,
Disguised by the fog.
My shadow’s hiding swiftly.
My mind is stiff as gold.
My heart is feeling filthy.
There’s no one else to hold.
For my path lost the counting,
Pavement is no more.
Aware of my surrounding,
I let my tears fall.
A single lamp's still flickering
Early arrived for death.
My pulse's no longer quickening
And all I hear's my breath.
Foul birds begin their mocking
Faring me from their world
With an ungrateful flocking
Like spears that'd been hurled.
Such fate is god forgiven
But also god entrusted.
The life that I was given,
The people I mistrusted.
Dec 24, 2024
Dec 24, 2024 at 12:42 PM UTC
Your wish is to love me
And mine's to stop.
Cause I've been longing
And it didn't cease one drop.
Build unreal feelings
While I bury my true ones.
And we both look somewhere else
But then we realise:
The night’s majestic,
The stars above shine,
They're pale to the memory
Which flicker much too high.
God, we both exist on Mars,
The war of deaf, the clash of souls.
It's an enticing paradise
Which only the two of us can walk
It's limbo, Dante called it
You run but you don't move.
And again we're chatting
The real meaning is mute.
Dec 18, 2024
Dec 18, 2024 at 5:06 PM UTC
I'm your poet, I'm your pain
I'm your forever never was
In the black chill lake
Right at moonlight
Listen as I hide my scream
Dressed as a ballad.
I'm your sculptor, I'm your sanity
I'm your always and forever
Colorless hallucinations
A nostalgia induced sight
Hold me gently in a second
Then vanish before I wake up
I'm your painter, I'm your dream
I'm your never looking back
Blinding lights of evermore
Baggy jeans and icy grins
Baby we were an eclipse
Ephemeral like my wish.
Dec 16, 2024
Dec 16, 2024 at 4:59 AM UTC
Obișnuiam să îți ascult fiece șoapte,
Credeam că suntem de aceeași parte,
Dădeam din cap la ochii tăi blânzi,
Îți zâmbeam până începeai să plângi.
Aveam un vis, o stea şi o credință,
Dar undeva adânc era și o tendință,
Faima nu vine cu loialitate,
O decizie în grabă, moralitate.
Un eco agale se aude ușor
Cuvinte goale şi spălate cu clor
Apus de trecut cu aromă amăruie
Chipul blând începe să se năruie.
Aleg al meu ritm pe grele cărări,
Decât scurtături false cu mari așteptări
Spune-ți povestea până în clar de noapte
Dar tot îți lipsește, moralitate.
Dec 13, 2024
Dec 13, 2024 at 3:19 AM UTC