Please forgive me
My dear loveless
Broken hearted
Ember of the sun
I still love you
My dear loveless
Broken hearted
ember of the sun
When I was gone
And I lost you
I learned you’re the one
My dear loveless
Broken hearted
ember of the sun
I will love you
Now and forever
But I have foiled our love
Now you’ll hate me
I’ve forsaken thee
My dear loveless
Broken hearted
ember of the sun
My dear loveless
Broken hearted
Ember of the sun
I remember
how we felt there
In each others arms
So completely
So safely
Each other’s star
So as you go on
living and loving
Think of me the same
Your clumsy wallflower
Your Crazed albino
I am yours til the end.
I wish the best for
My dear loveless
broken hearted
Ember of the sun
Jan 30, 2019
Jan 30, 2019 at 6:08 AM UTC
You were hurting my heart,
deepening a hole,
while I was hurting your heart,
creating a hole.
They were right from the start:
We were toxic.
My love extends so far;
we hit the limit.
I left you alone now;
cried it out.
I had to break down,
to know how to build up.
You are amazing,
You're awful.
You are beastly,
You are beautiful.
No more will you hurt me,
nor blacken my injured heart.
No more will I hurt you,
nor injure your blackened heart.
From this moment onward,
I am immaculate,
a god among men.
Jan 30, 2019
Jan 30, 2019 at 6:03 AM UTC
You see me crying loud,
with my heart on my sleeve.
They see me crying loud,
easy pickings, wishing I'd leave.
You pick me up,
telling me to be proud.
They push me down,
unwelcoming, I'm not allowed.
You tell me that I'm perfect,
because I'm so unique.
They tell me I'm ugly,
that I'm a freak.
You love me, smiling,
say they're ignorant, and wrong.
They hate me, scowling,
say I'm trash and don't belong.
All the while, I ignore the hate
and welcome the love.
My heart sings proudly,
as I hold my beloved.
Jun 17, 2018
Jun 17, 2018 at 12:21 PM UTC
Forgive me mother,
for I have sinned.
Like most others,
I wish to make amends.
Forgive me mother.
Search your heart.
You are my maker.
How great thou art.
When I try to say what matters,
and everything goes south,
the heat of the moment makes me stutter.
I lose control of my mouth.
When everything falls silent,
and I realize what's been said,
I no longer can repent.
Instead I'm filled with dread.
When I try to say what matters,
and instead I'm overwhelmed,
I ignore the endless chatter.
I now just want to be held.
Once it's all said and done,
those words weigh heavy on my mind.
I feel empty and numb,
and simply wish I had been kind.
Forgive me mother,
for I have sinned.
Like most others,
I wish to make amends.
May 8, 2018
May 8, 2018 at 4:02 PM UTC
[enter the punk]
Walking outside,
My nails in black,
My hair a mess,
And oh so sad.
They stare,
They gaze,
They glare,
And they haze.
[enter the bohemian]
Walking outside,
My hair combed neat,
My headband on,
And Me Smoking my ****
They stare,
They gaze,
They glare,
And they judge me without compare.
[enter the muslim]
Walking outside,
My face concealed,
My body hidden,
And me heading to Mosque.
They stare,
They gaze,
They glare,
And they spit on my prayers.
[enter the free-thinker]
Walking outside,
My heart on my sleeve,
My opinion my own,
And my choices my own.
They stare,
I don't care.
The gaze,
I don't give them the time of day.
The glare,
I don't acknowledge that they are there.
Apr 29, 2018
Apr 29, 2018 at 12:20 AM UTC
There are times that I wish,
I hadn't been born.
Beneath the fake smiles,
I'm extremely forlorn.
When I'm in a crowd of people,
I feel like nobody can here me.
I've always clung to that ivory steeple.
Now, I am a lost soul not sure what to believe.
My body, a rotting shell, an empty sleeve.
Though my heart feels cold in these moments,
There is a sense of hope for the better days.
Love and it's presence,
Let me count the ways.
Even with the love I have,
Even with the love I feel,
In these moments, my heart isn't glad.
It feels cold like stone,
With a hardness to match.
Apr 29, 2018
Apr 29, 2018 at 12:19 AM UTC
Let the light find you,
and the dark find me.
Opposite stars,
in the skies we see.
Come to my call,
and fall with me.
Faith is unworthy,
and worthy are we.
Apr 27, 2018
Apr 27, 2018 at 3:35 PM UTC
I look into the eye of the man before me,
And see the soul of a man worth loving.
His irises twinkle as his hand reaches for mine.
As he smiles and makes me tremble,
sadness there is none to find.
I'm happy. I'm blissfully frozen.
Frozen in a moment in time
that seems to go on without end.
I am worthless. I have no dime.
Yet he looks at me,
and gives me all his time.
Is this obsession? Is this madness?
Nay, it is simply my heart
finding a soul worth loving.
And as this frozen moment continues,
I can tell he feels the same.
Should it last or should it fail,
in this moment it does not matter.
I'm in love and happy, and he is to blame.
Frozen in this moment, he is a god.
Frozen in this moment, I lay in awe.
Frozen in this moment, I find peace.
Apr 27, 2018
Apr 27, 2018 at 3:32 PM UTC
You have dark circles under your sunken eyes
You’re beautiful
You have pimples on your face
You’re beautiful
You are black, brown or white
You’re beautiful
You have scars on your body
You are beautiful
You have chapped and dry lips
You’re beautiful
You have overgrown eyebrows
You’re beautiful
The shape of your nose isn’t perfect
You’re beautiful
You have chubby cheeks and love handle
You’re beautiful
You ain’t beautiful
Despite of your flaws
But you’re beautiful
Because of them
Perfect with your imperfections
You’re beautiful
Apr 2, 2018
Apr 2, 2018 at 3:19 AM UTC
I'm just some tragedy
Who absentmindedly
Thinks of what could be
When truthfully
You probably want nothing
To do with me
Its just my fantasy
To dream of what cannot be
Cause darling you don't love me
So pardon me
If i take my leave
And let you continue living happily
Apr 2, 2018
Apr 2, 2018 at 3:17 AM UTC