I just went for a mountain bike ride
and remembered
we had always planned to do that
then i remembered
You hate me
Because i owed you something
But cant remember
What it was
Feb 11, 2019
Feb 11, 2019 at 8:32 PM UTC
i tried to colonize
your vast expanse
running low on oxygen
still took a chance
too long in deep space
living in zero g's
your bones became brittle
spine lost rigidity
screaming into the vacuum
but never heard your plea
the sad old tales
of self loathing and pity
or maybe you always knew
it would fall on deaf ears
your stronger than you think
but crippled by fear
still trying to colonize
your vast expanse
poised for the moment
given the chance
Jan 15, 2018
Jan 15, 2018 at 1:23 PM UTC
she told me to never question
things i don't understand
accept it for what it is
just take my hand
so i threw down the sword
gave up the fight
for a four year test of faith
and some dark *** nights
i was guided by doubt
feelings unexplained
this could destroy me
with nothing to gain
still i stayed true to course
with everything uncertain
there i had my first glimpse
when she peeled back the curtain
*now go write a sappy love poem
or better yet a song
how when you first saw my light
and it was there all along*
Dec 24, 2017
Dec 24, 2017 at 1:43 PM UTC
you were at once, both
cure for all that ailed
and ultimate destruction
my coffins last nail
you lived, didn't exist
in a conventional sense
when i caught you in the act
guilty of innocence
always, never
loyal and true
this can't be fixed
with duct tape
and crazy glue
all i ever needed
but so much more
until you asked me to stay
then showed me the door
Dec 21, 2017
Dec 21, 2017 at 11:21 PM UTC
i fell in love with a liar
and her itchy
trigger fingers
showing me her world
the brilliance within
elevating to extremes
then pulling the pin
i fell in love with a liar
and balanced there
for just a second
then one day she had a scratch
and i happened to be within range
she relieved my of my burdens
man i miss those chains
Nov 17, 2017
Nov 17, 2017 at 5:12 PM UTC
you've built quite the brand
hordes of rabid fans
amassed
frenzied awaiting
stalking
your instagram
impenetrable outer shell
created to protect
the fragile core
you'd love to forget
when it all comes undone
and leaves you stranded
alone with your truth
you'll be
re-branded
Nov 11, 2017
Nov 11, 2017 at 7:04 PM UTC
so many words
never enough action
almost closed the deal
then lost all traction
never saw the bottom
before it dropped out
navigation failed
north became south
so i dug in deep
the ultimate reward
felt the tips of your wings
and watched you soar
Oct 26, 2017
Oct 26, 2017 at 5:29 PM UTC
i tossed you a line
before you were consumed
but you kicked and screamed
and sank further
own your mess
live it for awhile
embrace the pain
walk the mile
i know it hurts
it always will
the next time
you're thrown a line
just be still
Oct 26, 2017
Oct 26, 2017 at 4:58 PM UTC
dreams can deceive
distort reality
exposing weakness
for all to see
dreams can inspire
if properly controlled
nurture with respect
a seed well sown
so follow your dreams
false promises bluffing
see how far it gets you
or end up with nothing
Oct 24, 2017
Oct 24, 2017 at 10:57 PM UTC
you never lost faith
bend never break
locate the center
you are my mentor
encouraged me
be true to self
pursue for passion
not material wealth
forced me to stare
become the reflection
take what is yours
create perfection
reeled me in
for your greatest lesson
what appears to be
always in question
mind never broken
body always sore
whisper goodbye
my sweet mentor
Oct 24, 2017
Oct 24, 2017 at 9:42 PM UTC