Veveve - Hello Poetry

I think I figured out why I hate myself so much. When people don't know about something or someone they fear it and when people fear things then that fear springs hatred. I think since I don't know exactly who I am or what I'm made of then I fear myself then hate myself.

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Apr 3, 2014

Apr 3, 2014 at 10:01 AM UTC

Veveve

theory

I think I figured out why I hate myself so much. When people don't know about something or someone they fear it and when people fear things then that fear springs hatred. I think since I don't know exactly who I am or what I'm made of then I fear myself then hate myself.

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You called me adorable I feel happy now I just want to grab the word and hug it You called me adorable

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Mar 31, 2014

Mar 31, 2014 at 9:51 PM UTC

Veveve

Firework sensation right now

You called me adorable I feel happy now I just want to grab the word and hug it You called me adorable

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If you could see my thoughts You would see images of me stabbing myself, Repeatedly

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Mar 21, 2014

Mar 21, 2014 at 6:00 PM UTC

Veveve

Mind reader

If you could see my thoughts You would see images of me stabbing myself, Repeatedly

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The sun rose today There is hope still left It's a new day There's hope for everyone, everywhere Someone, somewhere

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Mar 18, 2014

Mar 18, 2014 at 9:26 PM UTC

Veveve

Untitled

The sun rose today There is hope still left It's a new day There's hope for everyone, everywhere Someone, somewhere

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Stop bragging to your friends You didn't win anything I just hate myself more

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Mar 18, 2014

Mar 18, 2014 at 5:34 PM UTC

Veveve

Untitled

Stop bragging to your friends You didn't win anything I just hate myself more

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You might think you're putting your kids somewhere safe, But you're entirely wrong, Or maybe I'm not strong High school supports **** culture without even knowing it.

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Mar 18, 2014

Mar 18, 2014 at 5:21 PM UTC

Veveve

High school

You might think you're putting your kids somewhere safe, But you're entirely wrong, Or maybe I'm not strong High school supports **** culture without even knowing it.

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I hate how I let the way you objectify me control the way I think about myself I no longer feel worth I feel scared all the time You made me like this I was a kid How could you do such a thing It's a sick world I let the past control me I lost control a long time ago I can't stand up for myself I'm not an object I'm human, why don't I get treated like one You made me cry You made me hate myself I'm in a prison because of you I want to drown

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Mar 18, 2014

Mar 18, 2014 at 5:16 PM UTC

Veveve

I hate how I let the way you objectify me control the way I think about myself

I hate how I let the way you objectify me control the way I think about myself I no longer feel worth I feel scared all the time You made me like this I was a kid How could you do such a thing It's a sick world I let the past control me I lost control a long time ago I can't stand up for myself I'm not an object I'm human, why don't I get treated like one You made me cry You made me hate myself I'm in a prison because of you I want to drown

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I hate you Your ***** filthy hands I hate you I want to see you buried under six feet I hate you Don't ever touch me again I hate you You're sick and perverted I hate you You have a messed up mind I hate you *******

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Mar 18, 2014

Mar 18, 2014 at 3:27 PM UTC

Veveve

I hate you

I hate you Your ***** filthy hands I hate you I want to see you buried under six feet I hate you Don't ever touch me again I hate you You're sick and perverted I hate you You have a messed up mind I hate you *******

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I feel guilty. All the time, for everything. I don't know how to be normal. I think I feel too much. My heart beat has gotten louder and I hear it even in a loud room. It scares me because I don't know what I feel for. Or who I feel for. I didn't know sad people could feel so much. I mostly thought I was alone. Empty. But with such a strong heart then there must be something else, I think. If it's so loud, if it's so strong why am I so vulnerable but not only vulnerable but prone to pain. Shouldn't I be able to withstand myself and pain. I become sad. I confuse myself and contradict myself and then I feel stupid. I don't want to feel stupid I want to be smart. Not a fool, then I begin to worry. What can a fool with such a loud heart do. Nothing. A fool, one as vulnerable as me can be tricked so easily. It's quite embarassing. I'm embarrassed of myself and who I am. It shouldn't be like this. Why can't I be as confident in myself as other people. They know who they are. They know what they want to do. They are making changes in this world and going places. And me? I'm here talking like a fool about having a big, loud beating heart.

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Mar 18, 2014

Mar 18, 2014 at 12:03 AM UTC

Veveve

My loud heart

I feel guilty. All the time, for everything. I don't know how to be normal. I think I feel too much. My heart beat has gotten louder and I hear it even in a loud room. It scares me because I don't know what I feel for. Or who I feel for. I didn't know sad people could feel so much. I mostly thought I was alone. Empty. But with such a strong heart then there must be something else, I think. If it's so loud, if it's so strong why am I so vulnerable but not only vulnerable but prone to pain. Shouldn't I be able to withstand myself and pain. I become sad. I confuse myself and contradict myself and then I feel stupid. I don't want to feel stupid I want to be smart. Not a fool, then I begin to worry. What can a fool with such a loud heart do. Nothing. A fool, one as vulnerable as me can be tricked so easily. It's quite embarassing. I'm embarrassed of myself and who I am. It shouldn't be like this. Why can't I be as confident in myself as other people. They know who they are. They know what they want to do. They are making changes in this world and going places. And me? I'm here talking like a fool about having a big, loud beating heart.

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