Vacuosity - Hello Poetry

Perfection doesn't exist It never has, never did Connection is a gift, a shift In the split-ting headache That dings. Rings in your ears Achin' sharp, steely, screamy Shakin' feverish. Mind reeling These devil's devour dealings In the hours of their screaming Lost in the Haunted dreaming Empty spaces, devoid feelings Grown up, upside down Never knowing what's right Always glowing, at night, Over-flowing, with fright These fears, demonic ears Never hearing the tears Just the cheers, when their jeers Taunt... Empty, vapid, insipid, ruined prose ache, deep where you truant Lucid dreams, where Lucifer leans Into these in betweens. My soul doesn't know what it means Ice screams, to not go ahead Go back to your pride and death Let it end. Play pretend That you dont need a friend In the end, everything ends So why not let this one suspend Over a cliff face, like the rest? What's wrong with your head Let it go, frozen icey blends .... You're taking up all my quiet The lies you told, I'm trying Not to fold and reach out Because each shout, bleeds now Your seeds of doubt, scream out So wrong, you don't real-eyes I was telling the truth, despite All your assumptions. Its like Pressing red buttons, on purpose Each word you ejected, worthless Your in my mind in surplus But creating a circuit that leads To a circus. Just to hurt us...

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Jul 4, 2025

Jul 4, 2025 at 6:59 PM UTC

Vacuosity

Evict

Perfection doesn't exist It never has, never did Connection is a gift, a shift In the split-ting headache That dings. Rings in your ears Achin' sharp, steely, screamy Shakin' feverish. Mind reeling These devil's devour dealings In the hours of their screaming Lost in the Haunted dreaming Empty spaces, devoid feelings Grown up, upside down Never knowing what's right Always glowing, at night, Over-flowing, with fright These fears, demonic ears Never hearing the tears Just the cheers, when their jeers Taunt... Empty, vapid, insipid, ruined prose ache, deep where you truant Lucid dreams, where Lucifer leans Into these in betweens. My soul doesn't know what it means Ice screams, to not go ahead Go back to your pride and death Let it end. Play pretend That you dont need a friend In the end, everything ends So why not let this one suspend Over a cliff face, like the rest? What's wrong with your head Let it go, frozen icey blends .... You're taking up all my quiet The lies you told, I'm trying Not to fold and reach out Because each shout, bleeds now Your seeds of doubt, scream out So wrong, you don't real-eyes I was telling the truth, despite All your assumptions. Its like Pressing red buttons, on purpose Each word you ejected, worthless Your in my mind in surplus But creating a circuit that leads To a circus. Just to hurt us...

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Unchained, base meant to claim Haste. Pasted your name In cemetery gates Where trauma ties lie Right to your face Retrace, the steps Back to unsafe. A warm embrace Is needed some days I wish, I could Hold you and tell you it'll be okay Come by your place Lay waste, to the taste Of the deciet that's depression Telling us defeat is a better weapon Yeah, forget it. I'll whip it into a submissive Torture upon and inflict it With rejection, So when you look at your Reflection. You'll see the exceptions That i see Review your true expression I'll lessen the burdens, no question Listen, and just be by your side As you spill the deception Chant "I cares" to its possession I wasn't stolen, my confession I want to leap into your arms Laugh, run, hunt, but all in fun So, get over your projections And be my best friend again.

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Jul 4, 2025

Jul 4, 2025 at 6:58 PM UTC

Vacuosity

Assumptions

Unchained, base meant to claim Haste. Pasted your name In cemetery gates Where trauma ties lie Right to your face Retrace, the steps Back to unsafe. A warm embrace Is needed some days I wish, I could Hold you and tell you it'll be okay Come by your place Lay waste, to the taste Of the deciet that's depression Telling us defeat is a better weapon Yeah, forget it. I'll whip it into a submissive Torture upon and inflict it With rejection, So when you look at your Reflection. You'll see the exceptions That i see Review your true expression I'll lessen the burdens, no question Listen, and just be by your side As you spill the deception Chant "I cares" to its possession I wasn't stolen, my confession I want to leap into your arms Laugh, run, hunt, but all in fun So, get over your projections And be my best friend again.

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You blame me for this but we both know the truth You can't handle that I'm not solely interested in you You want me to idolise you, while never moving forward You want me to despite you, can't handle what's important Always right? Yeah, I'm so tired and spent, we would be a train wreck And now I'm sitting here doubting, every single thing you've ever said Your projection is palpable, it has its own pulse, do you actually believe it? Do you gaslight yourself too? In your bubble of delusional deciet when I'd have helped you leave it. Nevermind then, I hope you learn from this I hope you don't dismiss the pain, I hope you understand all I ever did Was too soothe your ache. I miss you, but you said this is for the best Not for the reasons you stated though, we both know that's the test We both know, you'll lie to yourself, but your heart will confess However, you'll "bury that mess" on my day no less. I guess, I always knew, this would have it's end. I hope someday when You've reflected, when I've collected my self respect You'll actually be able to be that "friend" Without blurring boundaries like they don't exist for a reason, I'll just keep this car wreck active, so my veins keep bleedin' All the best in love and life ❤️

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Jun 17, 2025

Jun 17, 2025 at 6:25 PM UTC

Vacuosity

Goodbye 👋

You blame me for this but we both know the truth You can't handle that I'm not solely interested in you You want me to idolise you, while never moving forward You want me to despite you, can't handle what's important Always right? Yeah, I'm so tired and spent, we would be a train wreck And now I'm sitting here doubting, every single thing you've ever said Your projection is palpable, it has its own pulse, do you actually believe it? Do you gaslight yourself too? In your bubble of delusional deciet when I'd have helped you leave it. Nevermind then, I hope you learn from this I hope you don't dismiss the pain, I hope you understand all I ever did Was too soothe your ache. I miss you, but you said this is for the best Not for the reasons you stated though, we both know that's the test We both know, you'll lie to yourself, but your heart will confess However, you'll "bury that mess" on my day no less. I guess, I always knew, this would have it's end. I hope someday when You've reflected, when I've collected my self respect You'll actually be able to be that "friend" Without blurring boundaries like they don't exist for a reason, I'll just keep this car wreck active, so my veins keep bleedin' All the best in love and life ❤️

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Just like the Raven I'm stark mad. **** Thinking of things, I think you'd do. If you were in the room. Or in the mood. If alcohol consumed I'm doomed, but... Even without your touch **** or body above The connection is enough To light me up. I wish to remain stuck In this slippery platonic love...

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Mar 11, 2025

Mar 11, 2025 at 9:13 AM UTC

Vacuosity

Fragilily Friends

Just like the Raven I'm stark mad. **** Thinking of things, I think you'd do. If you were in the room. Or in the mood. If alcohol consumed I'm doomed, but... Even without your touch **** or body above The connection is enough To light me up. I wish to remain stuck In this slippery platonic love...

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Waves wade Washing our woes You promised purposely Pin pointed fingers Nail in. Prise pride, Apply pressure, The weather of your storm In the eye of your scorn Forlorn dawn, dawned upon us Swarmed by your tidal waves Whipping us around the place Sea bound, drowning in your gaze Breathless beneath the taste Of salted water ways... Then the slaughter sways Lonely daughter displayed Doing my best, not to drown In all the ways I was kept down The theft of life, by your hands A deathly price, a deadly stance In this reverie, remember me Because I'm bound, to forget everything Switch off the depth of me... Sick in this sea, lungs watered like a plant Drink it in, let the ocean, have its demands Sink in quicksand, while hauntings press Into your soul and taunt the adept... Inherited death by your hands Destined to breathe out of breath.

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Feb 6, 2025

Feb 6, 2025 at 10:06 AM UTC

Vacuosity

Drowning in you

Waves wade Washing our woes You promised purposely Pin pointed fingers Nail in. Prise pride, Apply pressure, The weather of your storm In the eye of your scorn Forlorn dawn, dawned upon us Swarmed by your tidal waves Whipping us around the place Sea bound, drowning in your gaze Breathless beneath the taste Of salted water ways... Then the slaughter sways Lonely daughter displayed Doing my best, not to drown In all the ways I was kept down The theft of life, by your hands A deathly price, a deadly stance In this reverie, remember me Because I'm bound, to forget everything Switch off the depth of me... Sick in this sea, lungs watered like a plant Drink it in, let the ocean, have its demands Sink in quicksand, while hauntings press Into your soul and taunt the adept... Inherited death by your hands Destined to breathe out of breath.

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