Maybe,
if I was smarter,
braver,
cursed by everyone.
If I was:
taller, stronger, better,
than the silent song you sang.
You would heat my frozen soul,
you would be the one I want.
I could stay till you feel better,
you could hide between my arms.
But the end of all my dreaming,
lies in someone elses hand,
we will break up all our stories,
I was not the man I am.
Feb 14, 2016
Feb 14, 2016 at 10:17 AM UTC
The ever peaceful wallowing sea
It sings a broken song to me
The waves they carry me ashore
I am at peace
I drift no more
For just that fleeting bit of time
My mind was still
The truth seemed mine
All the knowledge and held beliefs
Were soon forgotten
A fast relief.
Watch it return
As the world denied
Our search for God
In our bloodshot eyes
The horizon seems so close to us
A call to fullfill our every lust
As soon as our blurred vision breaks
We are crashing through those pearly gates
The winds are forceful, blowing hard
They shout the name of confused hearts
Its echo burns the reddish sands
I know this song
I stride this land.
Watch it return
As the world denied
Our search for God
In our bloodshot eyes.
Nov 21, 2014
Nov 21, 2014 at 11:15 AM UTC
I'm not sure where I left it...
Did I lose it on that warm evening?
Where we stared into each others soul,
and there were no words left to be spoken?
Maybe,
it slipped through my fingers.
As we walked through the park,
hand in hand,
decisively,
acting out the script of a play.
I'm pretty sure it was me.
I let it fall and extinguish.
I let it glide towards the ground,
and it perished.
But you.
You, did absolutely nothing.
To relight it.
May 7, 2014
May 7, 2014 at 2:08 PM UTC
The color of fire?
Bottomless blue
Your eyes.
The color of fire?
Mad red
Your lips.
You are raging fire.
Jan 18, 2014
Jan 18, 2014 at 7:42 PM UTC
But in my dreams you are always,
present,
softly stroking my hair,
while I dive into your bussom.
While I drown between your arms.
In my dreams,
you hold my heart close to yours,
and we exchange the fire.
We both turn ourselves to ashes.
Burn down, together, till nothing is left.
In my dreams.
I forget you when awake.
Jan 10, 2014
Jan 10, 2014 at 8:55 PM UTC
There is no drink strong enough to forget you
No wine sweet enough to fill my heart
I am lost in the limbo of your love
Unable to separate up and down
My only support point was you
Without you I fall into the unknown
Without you I am lost in eternity
Forever yours.
Nov 17, 2013
Nov 17, 2013 at 7:53 PM UTC
She tells me that i have no feelings
That I'm like a stone
With no heart
Cold as granite.
Even though I tell her that I love her,
she does not care.
I am ice
She says.
And it's true.
You are not like a burning fire
That throws sparks in every direction.
You are more like an oven,
Dark, heavy and with thick walls.
Cold as steel
As she reminds you.
You can not see the fire.
But it is in there.
You listen to it slowly chip away at each branch that is thrown into it.
And you can feel the warmth.
You know that there is something in there.
Something that, is going up in flames.
It will never burn you
But it will carry you through each cold winter
Nov 14, 2013
Nov 14, 2013 at 8:35 PM UTC
With clubs and stones you walk through the streets
To demand,
what you are entitled to.
The heat
The adrenaline
It corrodes your whole body
Determination flows through you like thunder
Sweat covers you forehead like rain
You want to scream
You are alive!!!
But then,
You remember
Gray walls in front of you
That old clock ticking away
And the television running.
It's throwing rainbows on your face
And that hate you had
All of a sudden,
vanished
Oct 4, 2013
Oct 4, 2013 at 9:48 AM UTC
Time
You cannot stop it.
There is nothing scarier,
than watching it pass
That moment is forever gone
That's why we have jobs
That's why we watch TV
To ignore
How it fades
It cannot be caught
Or saved in a wooden box
You cannot see or hear it
And you will not find it anywhere.
Looming in a corner
Or hiding beneath your bed.
It has left you for a better lover
It has joined
The past.
Oct 1, 2013
Oct 1, 2013 at 10:33 PM UTC
Trying to understand
is harder than understanding.
Trying to love
is harder than loving.
The effort vanishes
And what is left
Is emptiness.
I gave up seeking
And through change
Found it all
Sep 28, 2013
Sep 28, 2013 at 10:51 PM UTC