I don't understand
how we are friends
I'm me
and well
you are
you,
you shine
and smile
and laugh
but i always feel
like i was something from the past
but i follow you
like a dog
not knowing where else to go.
Apr 19
Apr 19, 2026 at 1:04 PM UTC
Why do i always feel like i'll never amount to anything
around me people are successful
laughing
singing
smiling
im just...
there
in a corner
wanting to join
but too scared
and i see you
your hand waving me over
but i hesitate
and shake my head
not today
Apr 19
Apr 19, 2026 at 1:02 PM UTC
There once was a girl
who got swept out to sea
with no hope
just some flashlights and a rope
so she tried to paddle and failed
every time she was about to prevail,
she bailed,
and so she sat
on her boat
surrounded by water
and fears
longing to go home
but realizing that
her hope was being washed
away along with the sea foam.
Apr 19
Apr 19, 2026 at 12:40 PM UTC
I have a problem
i get too obsessive
and possessive
once i find something i like
i lose my filter
and say things
that shouldn't be said
people choose not to notice
when i slip on another mask
but i always do
and i cant stop myself
from obsessing
and being possessive
Apr 19
Apr 19, 2026 at 12:36 PM UTC
Why do I always feel left out.
Like I don't matter.
Like a ***** sock without a pair.
Why do I feel like I'm just caught in traffic,
never truly reaching my destination.
Sometimes I separate myself
Sometimes I talk too much
And think too little
Sometimes I have too much emotion
and sometimes I feel like a robot.
The truth is, I don't know how to act.
I know what normal is
I know how to act normal
But I never truly can
I'm like an actor, taking hundreds of faces
but now I no longer know which one is my own
and I lie
to myself
to my friends
to my family
and act different
in each and every place I go
since I have been wearing so many masks
I no longer know which one is my own
Apr 18
Apr 18, 2026 at 7:10 PM UTC