TruthfulWords - Hello Poetry

Dear love, If ever you come back into my life.. How am I to do this? How am I to tell the right man, that I gave my heart to the wrong man and he torn it apart? How do I try to love again?

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May 29, 2018

May 29, 2018 at 2:18 AM UTC

My Fear..

Dear love, If ever you come back into my life.. How am I to do this? How am I to tell the right man, that I gave my heart to the wrong man and he torn it apart? How do I try to love again?

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I wonder sometimes... If it's hit you yet..? If it'll ever hit you.. When you think back to me.. If you ever do.. I wonder if you'll ever think... She brought so much good and joy to my lonely life. Would it be hard for you to look into my eyes, and admit you're biggest regret? I imagine seeing the ocean of regret fill within your eyes and slip down your cheeks as you continue to speak. Would you go on to say.. You've learned the hard way? You've learned from your mistakes? That I was the only light in your corner of darkness? And letting me walk away was your biggest mistake? I wonder if... you'll ever think... Maybe I’ve always been destined to end up in this place? Alone... With Nothing But The Reflection Of Your Own Decisions. I wonder... if you'll ever realize... Love will always be your greatest lesson. Because you realize you had it all when you were with me. I wonder if... your eyes would show signs of being tired? Tired of searching. Tired of searching what cannot be found. Tired of coming up short with every girl in town. Tired of searching for the very thing you'd thought you'd forgotten. But then realizing, This entire time you'd been searching... You were actually searching for me in another person. If this were true.. This would mean.. You realized there is no such thing as finding me in another. So I can't help but wonder... If this would be your defining moment, when you realized.. That... You're a prisoner to your own pain? Because you hurt the ones most close to you. Who love you. Is this the moment when I'll hear you say... I’m a prisoner to my decisions. I wonder... if you'll feel the same emptiness I felt? Where you can feel your soul burning. Burning with such sadness. And how you sit in those hazy agonizing days filled with nothing but pain, because you cannot digest the loss you are faced with. I wonder... If like me, You'll actually contemplate handing it all over to the devil himself, Just so you could leave this place and once again see their face. I guess I'll never know... if you'll ever reach such a chapter... But I'll always... Always... Wonder.

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Apr 14, 2018

Apr 14, 2018 at 5:30 PM UTC

When you think of me

I wonder sometimes... If it's hit you yet..? If it'll ever hit you.. When you think back to me.. If you ever do.. I wonder if you'll ever think... She brought so much good and joy to my lonely life. Would it be hard for you to look into my eyes, and admit you're biggest regret? I imagine seeing the ocean of regret fill within your eyes and slip down your cheeks as you continue to speak. Would you go on to say.. You've learned the hard way? You've learned from your mistakes? That I was the only light in your corner of darkness? And letting me walk away was your biggest mistake? I wonder if... you'll ever think... Maybe I’ve always been destined to end up in this place? Alone... With Nothing But The Reflection Of Your Own Decisions. I wonder... if you'll ever realize... Love will always be your greatest lesson. Because you realize you had it all when you were with me. I wonder if... your eyes would show signs of being tired? Tired of searching. Tired of searching what cannot be found. Tired of coming up short with every girl in town. Tired of searching for the very thing you'd thought you'd forgotten. But then realizing, This entire time you'd been searching... You were actually searching for me in another person. If this were true.. This would mean.. You realized there is no such thing as finding me in another. So I can't help but wonder... If this would be your defining moment, when you realized.. That... You're a prisoner to your own pain? Because you hurt the ones most close to you. Who love you. Is this the moment when I'll hear you say... I’m a prisoner to my decisions. I wonder... if you'll feel the same emptiness I felt? Where you can feel your soul burning. Burning with such sadness. And how you sit in those hazy agonizing days filled with nothing but pain, because you cannot digest the loss you are faced with. I wonder... If like me, You'll actually contemplate handing it all over to the devil himself, Just so you could leave this place and once again see their face. I guess I'll never know... if you'll ever reach such a chapter... But I'll always... Always... Wonder.

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In your eyes. I sometimes saw a deep ocean of blue. One to love and one to lose. Sweet divide, our biggest fight. Walk away or stay, don't make me choose.... I wanna feel the way that we did that summer night. When we had our first kiss in the rain. Drunk on a feeling, just you and I. Couldn't get enough of you. I trusted you. I would of packed up my life and ran away with you. I gave you all the love I had inside of me. I loved you more than any one person could ever wish to be loved. Sadly I don't think you'll ever see it.

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Mar 24, 2018

Mar 24, 2018 at 11:49 PM UTC

Embers

In your eyes. I sometimes saw a deep ocean of blue. One to love and one to lose. Sweet divide, our biggest fight. Walk away or stay, don't make me choose.... I wanna feel the way that we did that summer night. When we had our first kiss in the rain. Drunk on a feeling, just you and I. Couldn't get enough of you. I trusted you. I would of packed up my life and ran away with you. I gave you all the love I had inside of me. I loved you more than any one person could ever wish to be loved. Sadly I don't think you'll ever see it.

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I didn't want to go out last night but here I am with my best friend and her man. It was interesting to watch them. Even from far away you could see it. They were just drunk. And this was before any beverage had been had. They were drunk off each other. The way they laughed. The way they kept sneaking glances at each other. It was so obvious. The way theyd get so close to each other, with a nervousness hidden behind some kind of subtle excitement. Even if I had been blind I could see that they found each other utterly intoxicating. I knew they'd had been trying to tone it down because of me, what divorcing the love of my life and being simply bitter. But the look in their eyes brought tears to my eyes as I could familiarize when I too felt the same way.

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Mar 23, 2018

Mar 23, 2018 at 2:32 PM UTC

Friends & Love

I didn't want to go out last night but here I am with my best friend and her man. It was interesting to watch them. Even from far away you could see it. They were just drunk. And this was before any beverage had been had. They were drunk off each other. The way they laughed. The way they kept sneaking glances at each other. It was so obvious. The way theyd get so close to each other, with a nervousness hidden behind some kind of subtle excitement. Even if I had been blind I could see that they found each other utterly intoxicating. I knew they'd had been trying to tone it down because of me, what divorcing the love of my life and being simply bitter. But the look in their eyes brought tears to my eyes as I could familiarize when I too felt the same way.

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One of the most devastating heart breaking things I ever had to go through as a woman... Was falling in love with a man that couldn't love and respect me... Because he simply hasent learned how to respect and love himself.

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Mar 23, 2018

Mar 23, 2018 at 5:16 AM UTC

Gut wrenching

One of the most devastating heart breaking things I ever had to go through as a woman... Was falling in love with a man that couldn't love and respect me... Because he simply hasent learned how to respect and love himself.

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What if I never stop loving you? I think that's what scares me the most. I had been doing just fine for months. No tears. No sadness. I accepted things. I thought I let go. But it's 3am in the morning and I miss you. I don't want to but I do. I shouldn't be crying but I am. It's pathetic that I'm still grieving as if you were dead. This isn't fair. While I'm stuck hating myself for loving you, you don't even care. You're not hurting. You're not broken over this. You're not feeling loss. I ******* hate this. How many times do I need to pray for God to take this away. Take this love that's hollowed me out. Take this sadness. Take the suffocating sorrow. Take away the memories of him that bring me to my knees. I don't want to love this man anymore that has broken me to my Very core.

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Mar 23, 2018

Mar 23, 2018 at 4:39 AM UTC

What if

What if I never stop loving you? I think that's what scares me the most. I had been doing just fine for months. No tears. No sadness. I accepted things. I thought I let go. But it's 3am in the morning and I miss you. I don't want to but I do. I shouldn't be crying but I am. It's pathetic that I'm still grieving as if you were dead. This isn't fair. While I'm stuck hating myself for loving you, you don't even care. You're not hurting. You're not broken over this. You're not feeling loss. I ******* hate this. How many times do I need to pray for God to take this away. Take this love that's hollowed me out. Take this sadness. Take the suffocating sorrow. Take away the memories of him that bring me to my knees. I don't want to love this man anymore that has broken me to my Very core.

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For the first time in a long time I saw you in my dreams. I remember running to you in a field of nothing but black roses. The sky was grey and so was the sun. When I finally reached you, I clutched onto you and I said nothing as I stood on my tip toes and welcomed you with a passionate kiss. I remember time slowing down and giving me this moment. I remember every single nerve in my body dancing as our lips reminisced how much we have missed each other. I also remember breaking our kiss. Telling you I loved you, but also saying I shouldn't be here and that I had to go. I'll never forget the look on your face as I started to fade right there in front of you.. Watching the sadness swirl in your eyes as you asked me why..... And how I simply replied... because you're going to destroy me.

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Mar 22, 2018

Mar 22, 2018 at 9:11 PM UTC

Dreams

For the first time in a long time I saw you in my dreams. I remember running to you in a field of nothing but black roses. The sky was grey and so was the sun. When I finally reached you, I clutched onto you and I said nothing as I stood on my tip toes and welcomed you with a passionate kiss. I remember time slowing down and giving me this moment. I remember every single nerve in my body dancing as our lips reminisced how much we have missed each other. I also remember breaking our kiss. Telling you I loved you, but also saying I shouldn't be here and that I had to go. I'll never forget the look on your face as I started to fade right there in front of you.. Watching the sadness swirl in your eyes as you asked me why..... And how I simply replied... because you're going to destroy me.

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Pain is my only reminder that I'm still alive. I lie awake most nights... Hold myself.. And.. Cry. What else would you have me do? I'm numb. Its been months. And my heart is still so broken. I've asked God many nights. Why do I still love him? Why... Why... And please take away these feelings inside. But each day passes and God never answers. The agony and sorrow I feel is so ******* crippling... Yea, this must be Hell.

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Mar 19, 2018

Mar 19, 2018 at 5:59 AM UTC

Pain.

Pain is my only reminder that I'm still alive. I lie awake most nights... Hold myself.. And.. Cry. What else would you have me do? I'm numb. Its been months. And my heart is still so broken. I've asked God many nights. Why do I still love him? Why... Why... And please take away these feelings inside. But each day passes and God never answers. The agony and sorrow I feel is so ******* crippling... Yea, this must be Hell.

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It happened again.. The tossing and turning. The can't sleep. Thinking of things you shouldn't. For the first time in months my mind found you. I was fine at first, Until I remembered how much I loved you, and the pain that came with it. I regretted entertaining the mere idea of you almost instantly. As I felt that familiar venomous sting of pure sadness and agony spread through me. I hate love.

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Mar 19, 2018

Mar 19, 2018 at 5:31 AM UTC

Stop Haunting Me

It happened again.. The tossing and turning. The can't sleep. Thinking of things you shouldn't. For the first time in months my mind found you. I was fine at first, Until I remembered how much I loved you, and the pain that came with it. I regretted entertaining the mere idea of you almost instantly. As I felt that familiar venomous sting of pure sadness and agony spread through me. I hate love.

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I have to confess something. As for me, this is like nails on a chalk board. It's like a sharp blade to my throat. I shouldn't feel this way but I do. I shouldn't write about this but I do. One can only gather, there's something very wrong with me this much I promise is true. I miss you... There i said it. I confessed it. This is beyond wrong to still love a man so untrue. You were my first love this much is true. But I was consumed by you. By loving you. By thinking you loved me too. I know now that; that none of that was true. That you never loved me, and this much I had to learn was true.

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Mar 16, 2018

Mar 16, 2018 at 1:29 AM UTC

Your The Devil In A Sunday Hat

I have to confess something. As for me, this is like nails on a chalk board. It's like a sharp blade to my throat. I shouldn't feel this way but I do. I shouldn't write about this but I do. One can only gather, there's something very wrong with me this much I promise is true. I miss you... There i said it. I confessed it. This is beyond wrong to still love a man so untrue. You were my first love this much is true. But I was consumed by you. By loving you. By thinking you loved me too. I know now that; that none of that was true. That you never loved me, and this much I had to learn was true.

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