Where the **** you been
**** I don't know
Sitting here figuring out should write these notes
Should I trust god maybe not through all the pain, that I fought
I heard you got locked up in jail, because you were so thrilled
I thought I was your son but I guess not
You chose drugs over me that's what I thought
**** I even started smoking ****
to be just like you
That's all I ever ******* needed
You left before I was even born
**** that made me ****** torn
You couldn't even come see me
Because you where addicted to that green
You are a ******* loser
You left my mom
For some thots
Oh my ******* god
This makes me so mad
Because you got up and left
I just want to put a plastic bag And pull a trigger on your ******* head
She was only 14, you got her pregnant when she wasn't really a teen
I don't ever want to meet you now
Your nothing to me now
I bet your lab blew up
But you didn't and that's what *****
You're in jail trying to bust a nut
To all the guys in there
That's trying to ****
You don't know what my momma been through
Taking 7 years to go to school
Waking up every morning to a crying baby
Making me sandwiches, she couldn't be lazy
she was only 15 when he had me
My grandma and grandpa was next to her on the daily
Putting me through school when I was so lazy
And focused on that *****
Now it's time for me to grow up
This song is me trying to be tough
This is me speaking the truth
Because you are so rude
Im over here reminiscing
About what I'm missing
Now its time for me to go home and start the mission.
I was having a baby on my own
and I wasnt going to leave them alone
It was my choice
and ill stick to it
because because we gotta get through it
we gotta fight and we gotta make it
even if its putting all my money on it
Aug 27, 2017
Aug 27, 2017 at 11:07 PM UTC
Holiness, Holiness is denoting a Christian renewal among Methodists in the US,
emphasizing the Wesleyan doctrine
Holiness, The word "holy," in contemporary thinking, is closely akin to the term "nerd" which our children use.
Holiness, "For I say to you, that unless your righteousness surpasses that of the scribes and Pharisees, you shall not enter the kingdom of heaven"
Now Holiness means a lot but Holiness is not and can never be ankle-length skirts, purity rings, or immersion in Christian media to try to fight against the world.
Now you thought you had me didn't you?
You thought you had the answers
Jesus said it himself And so I will show my greatness and my holiness, and I will make myself known in the sight of many nations. Then they will know that I am the Lord.
Aug 27, 2017
Aug 27, 2017 at 11:06 PM UTC
Black and White
I am white
or am I Black?
what really confines that?
should I vote for Donald Trump, or Hillary Clinton
but the question is what really am I missing?
Should we build a wall and kick all the Mexicans out?
or what about isis? tell me, Do you think its right for them to **** the Americans?
We are home of the free, the land that will be
fighting for our safety and the right to flee
if I cannot walk outside without getting shot
then I might as well not walk up the block
African Americans say black lifes matter
but dont all lifes matter?
You complain about the KKK but what about the black panthers? are these really answers?
cant we all just get along? before we all die alone? This isn't about racism this is about fact
you cant delete history but you try that
you vandalize national monuments in hope to spread the word but all your doing is looking absurd.
Im not singling out anyone
even what the whites have done
with their tiki torches held up high
thinking that can get by
chanting chanting chanting words of disgust
one day they will all give up
Aug 27, 2017
Aug 27, 2017 at 11:05 PM UTC
Atheist, Atheist, Atheist now what does that mean?
you see that's someone who doesn't believe in god
you can say I'm caught up in the middle
See, is there a god, or is there not
I've never see this so call god
You say he's here, so where is he
he doesn't show his face to me?
you can say this is a poem
but I say this is a story
so, let's cut to the chase, shall we?
See I believe there is someone but then again, I don't
There is people all around us slitting their throat's
I have died 3 times let's not mention the rest
All those years sitting in those hospital beds
Treatment after treatment everyday
See god wouldn't treat me that way
I've seen to many people died from shootings
Why would he want that, now will he?
Sometimes I think if he's playing tricks on us
Like one day they will all wake up
Bottle after bottle drowning in my sorrows
Thinking to myself is there going to be a tomorrow?
You say this so-called god broke out of a tomb
With rocks and rocks piled up high trapped in like a womb
See that's hard to believe when your someone like me
you think and think and think how the world became one, this stuff here couldn't just evolve like the sun
People say this tattoo on my arm is the devil
What if it was, is that against the bible?
Does it really matter
If it was against the Bible?
Now my work here is done
Im gonna go get more work done
If I go to hell thats okay
Because I'll be there with all the gays
Let's not forget the *** smokers
Just because they are tokers
I'm done here
So let me grab a beer
Oh wait and kick you in the rear
Aug 27, 2017
Aug 27, 2017 at 11:04 PM UTC
Set a fire down in my soul
I live for you and that's all
I've done some thing I shouldn't have
but then again you see that
I've messed up and I apologize
do you forgive me?
please let me inside
let me be by your side
I cant do it alone
I need you god
I don't want to be alone
Aug 27, 2017
Aug 27, 2017 at 11:04 PM UTC
Sacrifice
NO! Sac-ri-fice
See the different between me and you
Is nothing less
I can make a sacrifice about life or death
I don't go to church
nor pray about situations
but I do believe in god
and live for his salvation
I might not do anything right
But I don't have to
I can throw away the pill bottle
Or even that Advil
Pop a couple in the morning or even at night
Like **** is this right?
I threw it all away
And stopped all the smoking
but one thing is
I will live for Jesus and people.
Aug 27, 2017
Aug 27, 2017 at 11:03 PM UTC
God said one time that he was done
now he sacrificed it all for his sons
he also told us that he loved us
See I'm a believer, but I don't go to church
they don't get it it really hurts
to go to church
then commit a sin
like *** that's really big
I don't get it
please help me in
before I go
and commit a sin
all I wanna do is smoke **** and rap
be free live life and also give some advice
grab my pipe and my bag
but see they call gay people ****
god said he would forgive but I don't see that
he tells us to not judge people but then he does that
I'm told I shouldn't have gay friends
who are you to tell me who I should let in
now this is the end of my poem
so here is some advice
turn around and go home
Aug 27, 2017
Aug 27, 2017 at 11:02 PM UTC
It's hard
It really is
The college life isn't so bad
The party's
the drinks
oh, and the ****
while I'm getting drunks at night
and high during the day
my grades are struggling
day by day
I bring them up
Then they go down
Like c'mon man
What's that frown?
I started at the bottom
I will make it to the top
Oh yeah one last thing
Don't tell me to stop
Aug 27, 2017
Aug 27, 2017 at 11:01 PM UTC
Religion or Truth?
Is it real?
God said he did
No he said it was done
He died on the cross
for his son?
I am taught, to always do right
see this isn't right
I'm told to push the people in my life away
because they might be gay
God doesn't want that
He wants to state the true facts
Maybe they aren't true
because he says I cant be with you?
should I listen or should I not
I'm going to listen to myself
because that's all I got
Aug 27, 2017
Aug 27, 2017 at 11:00 PM UTC
Life is a box of chocolates they are sometimes sweet, and good inside.
Life is riding a bike to keep your balance you must keep moving.
Everyone wants to be happy, nobody wants to be in pain, but you can not have a rainbow, without any rain.
Life is a roller coaster, you can either scream, every time you hit a bump, or you can throw your hands up in the air and enjoy it.
Problems are like machines, they twist around but after they can be clean.
When life puts you in tough situations don't say why me? say try me.
Sometimes you just gotta fight through things even when it gets hard.
Don't lets people put you down,
Turn to god he will lead you.
Life is underwear, they change all the time.
Life is a car, theirs cheap one, expensive ones, and even broken ones.
life is a phone, they break easy.
Aug 27, 2017
Aug 27, 2017 at 10:58 PM UTC