I write and I write thinking it helps
It only distracts me from myself.
Jan 6, 2021
Jan 6, 2021 at 12:34 PM UTC
Awoken abruptly
It burns my brain like acid
I dissolve, absolute fear
I would rather die than feel this
Indescribable terror
Non-escapable
Dec 31, 2020
Dec 31, 2020 at 1:04 PM UTC
I think of you every minute of every day.
This has made me lose myself
I need to be me, if you are to ever love me.
Dec 16, 2020
Dec 16, 2020 at 12:37 PM UTC
Softly played music soothes
The wind howls as cars pass.
The fluorescent light shines on me.
Alone by myself, in a small room.
Paying for stress and work.
A slave of my own making.
I hope it will be worth it.
Dec 9, 2020
Dec 9, 2020 at 11:58 AM UTC
The burning continues, i'm on fire
Consuming me and growing, unceasingly.
I hope that you start on fire as well
if you throw water, I will die out.
Then glowing embers will fade away.
Dec 7, 2020
Dec 7, 2020 at 11:33 AM UTC
Outside air flirts with skin
numbing effect slowly creeping
gusting air, a soft assault
makes me grasp my jacket tight
Dec 4, 2020
Dec 4, 2020 at 12:06 PM UTC
O bitter tears!
wetting my face, stinging my eyes
The weight of life draws you out
All could go wrong, you would be lost
Weeping bitterly is painful healing
I am glad to heal, glad to hurt
O blessed healing!
Dec 2, 2020
Dec 2, 2020 at 12:01 PM UTC
I pour my emotions,
letting them flow.
They run and
pool in a safe place
purified and bottled,
then delivered back to me,
I drink them back up, invigorating life.
Dec 1, 2020
Dec 1, 2020 at 5:26 PM UTC
Elusive but everywhere
some live their lives seeking it,
"if it feels right, how can it be wrong?"
they say as they self-destruct,
The lord gives us free will, and we choose to die
who then can complain?
Nov 29, 2020
Nov 29, 2020 at 8:04 PM UTC
You laugh, then I
Our breath escaping
Inhaling deep as we catch it
I'm so glad I know you
Nov 28, 2020
Nov 28, 2020 at 1:52 PM UTC