Trying to jumpstart myself
To empty the emptiness inside me
Trying to jumpstart myself
My mind dismissing all that I hear and see
Trying to jumpstart myself
Feigning smiles and laughs and cheer
Trying to jumpstart myself
Though I'd much rather just not be here
Dec 1, 2019
Dec 1, 2019 at 8:48 PM UTC
Solemn and righteous
Alone and wandering
Many are looking
Under earth and up at stars
Ready for that moment
A single moment
In which their life blossoms
Dec 8, 2015
Dec 8, 2015 at 11:54 AM UTC
We're the kind of mess people see as art
We have flaws people see as curves and edges
We have scars that remind people of our defeat, pain and struggles
We're a map of everything we've been through
Nov 28, 2015
Nov 28, 2015 at 8:12 AM UTC
Great minds understand
Only fools see two entities
Overloading to one side
Destined to always shine
Again and again
Neither gaining or losing
Doubt always around
Everyday is a battle
Victory is impossible
Infinite dance
Love is the partner
Nov 27, 2015
Nov 27, 2015 at 6:42 PM UTC
Don't tell me I'm beautiful.
Look deep into my soul, past my scars, and tell me I have a beautiful heart.
Don't tell me you want to make love to me.
Let me in the place your demons live and make me love you in spite of them.
Don't tell me you want to love me the rest of our lives.
Make me believe it's possible to build a life with you.
Don't tell me you love me.
Show me in so many ways that there is no doubt in my mind and I just know it.
Nov 25, 2015
Nov 25, 2015 at 5:52 PM UTC
I'm the kind of girl
That you won't miss right away
But I'm the kind of girl
That will make you wish you'd stayed
Because I'm the kind of girl
That gets inside your head
And I'm the kind of girl
You'll remember til you're dead
And you're the kind of boy
That thought he wanted more
You're the kind of boy
Who was scared of what was in store
And you're the kind of boy
Who was too blind to see
That with this kind of girl
We could have been a perfect we
But I'm not the kind of girl
To let a coward back in
I'm not the kind of girl
A few simple words can win
I am the kind of girl
That draws strength from the tears
And I'm the kind of girl
Who faces all her fears
So be the kind of boy
That isn't scared to care
So the next girl you fall for
Won't leave you standing there
Nov 16, 2015
Nov 16, 2015 at 12:42 AM UTC
*When shall I see your face again
Or taste your crooked smile?
When shall I gaze in your hazel eyes
And drown in them for awhile?
There's something about you,
I'm not sure what.
But when you're not here,
My soul just feels cut.
When shall I breathe in your scent again
Or hold you in my arms?
When shall our story finally begin?
Perhaps when we're over past harms.
We both want to move on,
But we just can't let go,
So we cling to each other;
Claim we're taking it slow
Will we admit that we're more than friends?
Or will this end
Before it begins?*
Nov 1, 2015
Nov 1, 2015 at 9:15 PM UTC
I know...
I am not one of the pages of your book
or the words in your poem
But...
I will tirelessly watch over you from every nook.
I know I am your never
but you will forever be my always...
I know...
I am not the potrait you are painting
or the inspiration behind your masterpieces
But...
in my heart , it is your name I am engraving.
I know I am your never
but you will forever be my always...
I know...
I am not the reason for your smiles
or the tickles of your laughter
But...
for you, I would walk a thousand miles.
I know I am your never
but you will forever be my always...
I know...
I am not your shining star
or the light in your life
But...
till forever is through, I'll admire you from afar.
I know I am your never
but you will forever be my always...
I know...
I am not the one your heart beats for
or the one you desire
But...
my hearts says as long as it brings you happiness,
it wants nothing more.
I know I am your never
but you will forever be my always...
Oct 27, 2015
Oct 27, 2015 at 12:26 AM UTC
I hate the way I
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in love
With a whisper
That LOOK
you know the one I mean
Always with the one I know will leave.
Is it really love that I crave
Or an excuse to wallow in my misery?
Oct 27, 2015
Oct 27, 2015 at 12:16 AM UTC
How can we be so close,
And yet you don't feel the need to consume me, to touch me?
I begin creating constellations
Out of the freckles on your arm
And I take sips of bitter coffee,
As I remind myself,
That our love is temporary,
And that one day I will be waking up
To the empty cries of the wind,
Rather than your drowsy eyes.
You tell me that you'd do anything to make me smile,
But I doubt you'd wait long enough,
To see the crease around my eyes form.
I want your words to resonate across my whole body,
But do you?
Oct 27, 2015
Oct 27, 2015 at 12:11 AM UTC