A picture is worth a thousand words
But actions say it all
Jan 12, 2020
Jan 12, 2020 at 1:20 AM UTC
Love is fickle
Love is kind
Love makes you lose your mind
Love is sour
Love is sweet
Love makes your heart skip a beat
Love is special
Love is plain
Love isn't at all mundane
Love is something you can't explain
It's a feeling in your chest, your gut and brain
Jan 11, 2020
Jan 11, 2020 at 11:27 PM UTC
I still have my doubts but now I'm almost out
Of the dark in my mind and past the line
I drew in the sand. It's getting better again.
I'm happy now. I didn't think it was possible "wow..."
I'm happy now, yes, but I still have this twinge of guilt that is pressing against my chest
I haven't been unfaithful but my intentions weren't always just playful
I've had bad thoughts and now I feel like a robot
Going through the motions without any emotion
I'm trying to get on track but something keeps pulling me back
This isn't an attack or excuse, it's just a map showing this path I'm walking is not a cruise
May 30, 2018
May 30, 2018 at 11:55 AM UTC
Sometimes I wish I didn't rush into this marriage, like cinderella on her horse-drawn carriage
I wish I had more experiences with other people that I can look back and smile on, instead of a string of bad mempries which I continue to pile on
I wish I could mention a female vaguely without her giving me attitude; it just adds to my seemingly endless ineptitude
I wish I didn't, once again, feel incompetent during *** it started out great but now I can wait until it happens next.
I wish I could please her; I can't even make things easier
I wish I wasn't so lazy so that my goals didn't seems shrouded and hazy.
I wish we were well, and not playing this ****** hand of cards we were dealt.
I wish I didn't secretly hate myself, I'm not very smart, but that's why I don't date myself.
I wish I had a platform on which I could vent. I can't even destress without her getting upset; it feels she's hellbent.
I'm stressed out of my mind and she doesn't make it better, but I wouldn't wish to be with anyone else.
Mar 29, 2017
Mar 29, 2017 at 11:41 AM UTC
I don't want him to worry about me.
I know I write rather depressing things.
I just let the words come out.
It's as if I'm grabbing chips from a bowl.
So just know that when you read my words,
At times I'm not as sad as they point towards.
You have to really strive to find the sadness,
Behind my own eyes.
Sometimes I don't see it myself; until I break down.
So, just know that you have nothing to worry about.
At least not right now.
Jul 20, 2015
Jul 20, 2015 at 11:21 AM UTC
My body's not whole
My body has 2 holes
2 whole more holes
than any whole body should
My holes are holes
with them, I'm no less whole
but the whole idea of these holes
that leaves a hole in my whole
Holier than swiss
a whole lot of holes
2 ear holes
a whole nose
with 2 holes
A hole for my mouth
a hole for my ****
and another 2 holes
for my unwhole gut
What's the whole point?
Of the whole hole poem?
Well the whole point of the hole
is to make the hole whole
Jul 20, 2015
Jul 20, 2015 at 2:26 AM UTC
All of that time
All of that energy
I was there every night
I was getting stronger
My muscles grew
My doubts turned into hope
My uncertainty into determination
I could do it
I just need to push a little further
work a little harder
break the limits
Through everything, I never lost hope
I stuck through.
Every strain, every tweak
Every pulled muscle, Every cramp
Every ache and pain
it would mean nothing if I got there
if I reached my goal
But it's giving out
I can't use it
it hurts more each day
The brace doesn't help anymore
it clicks and grinds
Are My workouts are done.
are My dreams shattered
are My goals unobtainable
was My work for nothing
Is this it?
No more blood
No more seat
All I have are tears
Jul 2, 2015
Jul 2, 2015 at 7:36 PM UTC
The months of work
The gallons of sweat
The cups of blood
The liters of tears
This is it
The year of anticipation
Months of physical exhaustion
Weeks of soreness
Days of doubt
Hours of hope
Minutes of luck
Seconds of skill
This is it
This is it
it's up to me
I'm laying it down
And giving my all
This is it
This is my time
My time to shine
To shine like a star
This is it
Jul 2, 2015
Jul 2, 2015 at 7:28 PM UTC
It is a crazy thing.
It can make you do things,
You had no intention of doing.
It also can mess up your entire life,
Don't try to underestimate the strife
Trust me, I've learned the hard way.
You don't want to ride that train..
The results weren't at all fun.
But I can still see the sun.
I sometimes wonder,
If he still does?
I believe so
Yes.
May 29, 2015
May 29, 2015 at 2:05 AM UTC
I love being alone
I love the silence
Of all but my music
Just relaxing by myself
Alone.
By my lonesome
It's enthralling
I do what I want
I go where I please
When I'm by myself
Alone.
But it's not great
All the time
No, I want her
Here with me
To lay with her
Together
She brightens my day
Her messages intoxicating
I love hearing from her
I want to be with her
Together
I am alone
By myself
Please help me
I'm not just alone
I'm so lonely
Isolated
Dec 28, 2014
Dec 28, 2014 at 2:52 AM UTC