he told me once how he had this urge to **** himself, this feeling irking in his bones leaving him breathless and striving for something to hit him in the head and end it.
i asked him if he wanted to go out to eat
but he said no
i asked him why
he said because he was too good for me
and then i realized i was talking to myself
Feb 14, 2014
Feb 14, 2014 at 5:51 PM UTC
I felt like i had the world
When you gently held my hand for the first time
When you knocked on the door when it was 4 AM and the world was still asleep and you were holding a single beaten rose and said it meant love
I thought you was crazy but i couldn't stop smiling.
Then i never saw you again and i searched for you if you must know
I moved to a city far away from here because i didn't belong here anymore
yesterday i went back to that old little bridge that you used to twirl me around in, i had to because i felt like You were there but i couldn't reach you
but i'm leaving and i don't think i'll be coming back because i'm really tired now.
You came and gone like a cold breeze in death valley rare and impossible to last.
After too long i learned that i couldn't have the world and i was that single beaten rose. it's been 4 months but i'm back now and i still cant find you.
i miss you.
Feb 14, 2014
Feb 14, 2014 at 5:35 PM UTC