You walked away with half of me
Half my breath
It is still beyond me how I breath without you
Half my smile
Left me with this crooked smile
Half my soul
Left me with this hollow hole
My whole heart
How will I love another
You hurt me
But like they say "better the devil you know"
Come back to me
Come back
Love me right just this last time
Let us give this love one last try
Sep 17, 2019
Sep 17, 2019 at 3:36 PM UTC
How does my heart beat for the same man that broke it
you bruised me so badly that I can't seem to imagine being anything without you
I miss you
come back one more time and pretend you love me
I am addicted to the pain YOU made me feel for 5 whole years
Come.back
I need my annual dose of pain.
May 2, 2019
May 2, 2019 at 4:20 PM UTC
I've become a reflection of the monster that broke my heart
Feb 2, 2019
Feb 2, 2019 at 5:32 PM UTC
Because of you I hurt another
Who could have been my first true lover
Jan 22, 2019
Jan 22, 2019 at 2:55 PM UTC
I tried to destroy every memory I have of you
But how could I possibly get rid of the air that I breathe
For so long every breathe I took was so I could spend my forever with you
Now I breathe in the hopes that one day fate will bring you back to me
So we can live happily ever after like you promised me we would
I will wait for you and if the wind doesn’t blow you back to me
I hope fate leads me to someone like you.
Oct 9, 2018
Oct 9, 2018 at 5:13 PM UTC
When you left I asked God to take my life, because I had lived mine for so long for you
He told me I would be fine
But how could I possibly carry on in this crazy world with half a heart and the half that I have beating and longing for the day you will come
back
knocking
I am a fool
your fool
how
am
I
still
BREATHING
without you here
GOD please.... I plea one.last.time
I don't want to have to take my own life.
Sep 21, 2018
Sep 21, 2018 at 5:47 PM UTC
It is beyond me how I am still breaking over losing a heart that was never mine to begin with.
Sep 21, 2018
Sep 21, 2018 at 5:38 PM UTC
No tears running down my eyes this time
I’m accustom to the pain these day
I know you’ll be back
I just hope I will have the strength to keep you out next time
Because though I am not crying as I watch you leave
This wound from years ago keeps getting cut deeper
It is way beyond skin deep
You’ve cut through all the way to my soul this time
Sadly you hold such power in my heart
You’re truly the only man I’ll probably ever love
And if you won’t have me, I won’t allow any other man to have a piece of me
I no longer believe in love
I’m way beyond bent
I’M BROKEN.
Aug 17, 2018
Aug 17, 2018 at 4:30 PM UTC
sometimes loving you feels like holding on to the sharp end of the knife
I'm waiting...
Waiting for it to cut through my hand
It feels like limbo
some crazy place between life and death
For some time I thought the problem was with you
Now I know it is with me
I keep crucifying you for the mistakes of the men in my past
Accompanied by some daddy issues
I've decided to let go of the knife
Giving you full control of the object that could end my life
It is up to you to decide
will you end my life or show me the love I believe I deserve?
Nov 7, 2017
Nov 7, 2017 at 2:37 PM UTC