TheSkyWriter - Hello Poetry

Death death all i see All i ever want for me is.. Death **** me God Let him take me Show my guts Let the blood go flow Watch me puke up blood And watch that faithful dove Fall... Hurdle down towards earth Watch it crash and explode Blood flies in your mouth And you smile You aren't a freak Just scared But they call you one **** them all Not a freak just mad Watch them burn Not a freak Just likes fire **** yourself Watch your guts spill And tell him so Your nothing to me I hope he takes your life Because you only have one thing.. You only have.. Death

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May 10, 2018

May 10, 2018 at 6:18 AM UTC

TheSkyWriter

Death..

Death death all i see All i ever want for me is.. Death **** me God Let him take me Show my guts Let the blood go flow Watch me puke up blood And watch that faithful dove Fall... Hurdle down towards earth Watch it crash and explode Blood flies in your mouth And you smile You aren't a freak Just scared But they call you one **** them all Not a freak just mad Watch them burn Not a freak Just likes fire **** yourself Watch your guts spill And tell him so Your nothing to me I hope he takes your life Because you only have one thing.. You only have.. Death

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Wind When you blow so vigorously Are you mad? When you don't blow Are you upset? And when you blow as soft as the lions mane We all know your happy...

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May 4, 2018

May 4, 2018 at 11:00 PM UTC

TheSkyWriter

Wind

Wind When you blow so vigorously Are you mad? When you don't blow Are you upset? And when you blow as soft as the lions mane We all know your happy...

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H... the word I can't say because every time I try to say the word H... I stutter and stop because when I try to say it I can't even think my mouth goes numb from me getting to caught up in this stupid word H... Hmph who needs it not me I don't need this pitiful word H... I never need it but I try to say it H... I just try... H... H... H... What is wrong with me.? H... Is just a saying H... Is just something you say to someone who's made you mad but you don't ever mean it... H... Is something you would say to your parents when they won't let you go to a party or date a girl H... Something I have to agree to disagree with it gets me every time I will say I have to H... Something myself I totally do not like myself one bit H... Is a strong word... But that's okay because we use it in everyday life H... I can't H... It right I can't H... A word I can't even say right... Although I can't H... The word I can mildly dislike it We can all go with out H...in life we all make mistakes some make more than others but it's not right to H... For the mistakes they have made For all mistakes ive made people look to me and H... I can't stand them for the H... They give me it is hard to cope in a world of H.. For it makes use feel dark deep down hiding the H.. We feel for others I just.. I just... I just don't... I JUST CANT STAND THE FACT OF THIS WORD H... THE WORLD CAN TAKE MY H... AND PUT IT ASIDE H... H... Why do we have to H... Why can't we just have peace and love why is H... The only thing we think about is the constant H..... we feel for this world yea I said it this world this world is filled with constant H... We as people are full of ourselves relying on H... To satisfy our lives But as I stand here I try and try again to say the word i cannot udder H... H... H... H... Why can't i say it? I AM STARTING TO FEEL H.... I AM JUst not okay with the H... I am feeling right now.... Oh I see what is happening I am feeling it the word the H... I feel from the word H... But I will walk on and leave that word alone for a bit.. Well that's a lie and I'm sorry I am trying to stop and get rid of all my H... For that STUPID WORD H... how do I stop it how do I say this stupid word how do I say H... I just want to say it only if it means saying it once how do I say H... I am starting to H... This word Did I ever mention my problem with the dumb things people do? I just H... The stupid things they do... Oh yes now you probably think I H... People no I just H... The stupid things they do I H... It very much so I can't stand it at all and yes going back to this people H... The stupid things I do i can say I am different from the rest yes I may be dumb I may be annoying I may be me but that gives no one the right to H... Me for being who I am... Its so dumb to live in a world that judges you for who you are I H... This place I ******* H... IT GOD **** IT WHY CANT I SAY IT H... H... (ahhhhh) H... H... H... I don't know what to do it kills me that I am the only one who can't say this word... I am afraid of this word I can't stand to hear it so as I go on and on I live in fear that I may one day say the word and when that day comes I will run I don't know where but I will *** from the H... I see and as I run I will H... Myself for all my life I will never forgive myself for saying this word.. If we didn't have H... We would would all live in peace, if we didn't have H... We would have no war, we have to see H... In our lives or we will all not survive... As you see no one is truly happy... Not even me I am sometimes depressed but... ...but we can't live life with H... All our lives ... This word H... Means feel intense or passionate dislike for (someone or something). So as you see you you can H... But you just can't H... Something that loves you... Because of you h... The one who loves you, you just... ... You just Hate yourself...

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Apr 18, 2018

Apr 18, 2018 at 11:10 AM UTC

TheSkyWriter

H...

H... the word I can't say because every time I try to say the word H... I stutter and stop because when I try to say it I can't even think my mouth goes numb from me getting to caught up in this stupid word H... Hmph who needs it not me I don't need this pitiful word H... I never need it but I try to say it H... I just try... H... H... H... What is wrong with me.? H... Is just a saying H... Is just something you say to someone who's made you mad but you don't ever mean it... H... Is something you would say to your parents when they won't let you go to a party or date a girl H... Something I have to agree to disagree with it gets me every time I will say I have to H... Something myself I totally do not like myself one bit H... Is a strong word... But that's okay because we use it in everyday life H... I can't H... It right I can't H... A word I can't even say right... Although I can't H... The word I can mildly dislike it We can all go with out H...in life we all make mistakes some make more than others but it's not right to H... For the mistakes they have made For all mistakes ive made people look to me and H... I can't stand them for the H... They give me it is hard to cope in a world of H.. For it makes use feel dark deep down hiding the H.. We feel for others I just.. I just... I just don't... I JUST CANT STAND THE FACT OF THIS WORD H... THE WORLD CAN TAKE MY H... AND PUT IT ASIDE H... H... Why do we have to H... Why can't we just have peace and love why is H... The only thing we think about is the constant H..... we feel for this world yea I said it this world this world is filled with constant H... We as people are full of ourselves relying on H... To satisfy our lives But as I stand here I try and try again to say the word i cannot udder H... H... H... H... Why can't i say it? I AM STARTING TO FEEL H.... I AM JUst not okay with the H... I am feeling right now.... Oh I see what is happening I am feeling it the word the H... I feel from the word H... But I will walk on and leave that word alone for a bit.. Well that's a lie and I'm sorry I am trying to stop and get rid of all my H... For that STUPID WORD H... how do I stop it how do I say this stupid word how do I say H... I just want to say it only if it means saying it once how do I say H... I am starting to H... This word Did I ever mention my problem with the dumb things people do? I just H... The stupid things they do... Oh yes now you probably think I H... People no I just H... The stupid things they do I H... It very much so I can't stand it at all and yes going back to this people H... The stupid things I do i can say I am different from the rest yes I may be dumb I may be annoying I may be me but that gives no one the right to H... Me for being who I am... Its so dumb to live in a world that judges you for who you are I H... This place I ******* H... IT GOD **** IT WHY CANT I SAY IT H... H... (ahhhhh) H... H... H... I don't know what to do it kills me that I am the only one who can't say this word... I am afraid of this word I can't stand to hear it so as I go on and on I live in fear that I may one day say the word and when that day comes I will run I don't know where but I will *** from the H... I see and as I run I will H... Myself for all my life I will never forgive myself for saying this word.. If we didn't have H... We would would all live in peace, if we didn't have H... We would have no war, we have to see H... In our lives or we will all not survive... As you see no one is truly happy... Not even me I am sometimes depressed but... ...but we can't live life with H... All our lives ... This word H... Means feel intense or passionate dislike for (someone or something). So as you see you you can H... But you just can't H... Something that loves you... Because of you h... The one who loves you, you just... ... You just Hate yourself...

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Army Army here I come Got my pistol got my gun Watch my brothers die in combat I just wish we'd all go back To the days of old when we first met But now we are all in regret We understand the battle is home And some are just left there alone We fight for what our freedom To some thats truly dumb To most its not fun And I am here just holding my gun We leave the ones we love at home Just sitting there all alone Waiting for us to return to our camp Waiting for us to return as a man Althhough we are traumatised by killing Some of us are even willing To go out and take a life Even though I want use my knife My gun is what keeps me safe Although I don't feel so great I take my gun and charge And into battle to stop the harm So Army Army here I come Got my pistol got my gun I got my family got my friends But its really nice that we always win

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Apr 18, 2018

Apr 18, 2018 at 10:48 AM UTC

TheSkyWriter

Army Army Here I Come..

Army Army here I come Got my pistol got my gun Watch my brothers die in combat I just wish we'd all go back To the days of old when we first met But now we are all in regret We understand the battle is home And some are just left there alone We fight for what our freedom To some thats truly dumb To most its not fun And I am here just holding my gun We leave the ones we love at home Just sitting there all alone Waiting for us to return to our camp Waiting for us to return as a man Althhough we are traumatised by killing Some of us are even willing To go out and take a life Even though I want use my knife My gun is what keeps me safe Although I don't feel so great I take my gun and charge And into battle to stop the harm So Army Army here I come Got my pistol got my gun I got my family got my friends But its really nice that we always win

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By Daniel Watson I try. I try so hard to do what is right but everyone makes it hard. They say life is like a box of chocolates but what if my box is empty? What if I say I'm done? What then? You see, when I was four months old my mom and dad split up and it mentally and physically scared me. They say fifteen is a difficult age, but what if my whole life has been my fifteen. When I was four years old a very bad thing happened to me and my brothers. Something that has been haunting me ever since despite the fact that I already forgave the people who caused it. But what if I hadn't? What then? When I was merely five years old, my dads apartment burnt down due to the neighbor falling asleep with a cigarette in his hand. My dad woke my brothers and I up and we got out. But what if we hadn't? What then? When I was six years old I rode my first roller coaster. The first and the last roller coaster I will ever go on. But what if I was older? Would I have been scared? When I was eight years old my mom got drunk and crashed the car and lost us. The funny thing is, the car was crashed a block away from our house. When I was ten years old I broke my dads window. My brother and I were wrestling and I fell into the chair and the chair went through the window. But what if it hadn't went through the window? What then? When I was twelve years old I got lost in Walmart. I was so scared and I went to customer service. My mom came and got me. But what if I hadn't? When I was fifteen, my dad sat down and talked with me about loss. It made me realize something. It made me realize how much people really do care. But. What. If. They. Didn't. You see, I'm going to have two words sketched on my tombstone. What. If.

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Apr 18, 2018

Apr 18, 2018 at 9:30 AM UTC

TheSkyWriter

What if...

By Daniel Watson I try. I try so hard to do what is right but everyone makes it hard. They say life is like a box of chocolates but what if my box is empty? What if I say I'm done? What then? You see, when I was four months old my mom and dad split up and it mentally and physically scared me. They say fifteen is a difficult age, but what if my whole life has been my fifteen. When I was four years old a very bad thing happened to me and my brothers. Something that has been haunting me ever since despite the fact that I already forgave the people who caused it. But what if I hadn't? What then? When I was merely five years old, my dads apartment burnt down due to the neighbor falling asleep with a cigarette in his hand. My dad woke my brothers and I up and we got out. But what if we hadn't? What then? When I was six years old I rode my first roller coaster. The first and the last roller coaster I will ever go on. But what if I was older? Would I have been scared? When I was eight years old my mom got drunk and crashed the car and lost us. The funny thing is, the car was crashed a block away from our house. When I was ten years old I broke my dads window. My brother and I were wrestling and I fell into the chair and the chair went through the window. But what if it hadn't went through the window? What then? When I was twelve years old I got lost in Walmart. I was so scared and I went to customer service. My mom came and got me. But what if I hadn't? When I was fifteen, my dad sat down and talked with me about loss. It made me realize something. It made me realize how much people really do care. But. What. If. They. Didn't. You see, I'm going to have two words sketched on my tombstone. What. If.

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Im a ticking timebomb... Beep beep beep Any minute the emotions go... Causing disturbance and watching it.....flow... Beep beep beep Each second the time goes down... 20...19...18... Im a ticking timebomb... Beep beep beep On one point ready to blow... 17... 16... 15... The time slowly ticking down... I fear as though my time is short... Im a ticking timebomb... Beep beep beep Any minute the emotions go... 14... 13... 12... My time is almost up... I fear I won't say goodbye... 11... 10... 9... I am a ticking time bomb... Beep beep beep Trying to stop my fuse.... 8... 7... 6... To find my life was a blast... Time to sit back and give up... 5... 4... 3... Its time for me to say my final goodbye.... 2... 1... I am a ticking time bomb... Beep beep beep On an endless trail of death although my life is short it was worth it... I am a ticking time bomb... Here to say I'm sorry...

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Apr 18, 2018

Apr 18, 2018 at 9:25 AM UTC

TheSkyWriter

I am a ticking timebomb..

Im a ticking timebomb... Beep beep beep Any minute the emotions go... Causing disturbance and watching it.....flow... Beep beep beep Each second the time goes down... 20...19...18... Im a ticking timebomb... Beep beep beep On one point ready to blow... 17... 16... 15... The time slowly ticking down... I fear as though my time is short... Im a ticking timebomb... Beep beep beep Any minute the emotions go... 14... 13... 12... My time is almost up... I fear I won't say goodbye... 11... 10... 9... I am a ticking time bomb... Beep beep beep Trying to stop my fuse.... 8... 7... 6... To find my life was a blast... Time to sit back and give up... 5... 4... 3... Its time for me to say my final goodbye.... 2... 1... I am a ticking time bomb... Beep beep beep On an endless trail of death although my life is short it was worth it... I am a ticking time bomb... Here to say I'm sorry...

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Im dying inside... Im afraid Im losing her... Im sad when she's gone... So what do I do... Do I tell her how I feel... Or do I keep it a secret forever... Do I cry like always... Or do I walk away... Idk what to do anymore... Im on the verge of giving up... Im dying inside... My heart isn't fully healed... I love her... And when she's gone Im in pain... Im afraid... Im afraid Im going to hurt her... It kills me to watch her go... Im... Im... Im... Done... I give up... All I do is hurt the one I love... I don't deserve her... I don't want to hurt her... I don't deserve her if all I do is hurt her... I want her to know I'm sorry... I want to tell her Im hurt... I want to tell her... I want to tell her... I...Wan... I... ...Im...sorry... This is where I say goodbye... For this is where I leave my final cry... My pain goes away today... This is where I take my... K-knife... And drift away...

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Apr 18, 2018

Apr 18, 2018 at 9:19 AM UTC

TheSkyWriter

The Losing Smile...

Im dying inside... Im afraid Im losing her... Im sad when she's gone... So what do I do... Do I tell her how I feel... Or do I keep it a secret forever... Do I cry like always... Or do I walk away... Idk what to do anymore... Im on the verge of giving up... Im dying inside... My heart isn't fully healed... I love her... And when she's gone Im in pain... Im afraid... Im afraid Im going to hurt her... It kills me to watch her go... Im... Im... Im... Done... I give up... All I do is hurt the one I love... I don't deserve her... I don't want to hurt her... I don't deserve her if all I do is hurt her... I want her to know I'm sorry... I want to tell her Im hurt... I want to tell her... I want to tell her... I...Wan... I... ...Im...sorry... This is where I say goodbye... For this is where I leave my final cry... My pain goes away today... This is where I take my... K-knife... And drift away...

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I drift away.... I try to pray... I take my knife and say I'm okay... But I'm not... Im in pain... But its hard to say... The fact that I go insane... I hear voices... They are yelling at me... I see a demon... Staring over me... He drags me down... Hurts me more... Makes me cry... Makes me mad... Stabs my side... Chest... Arm... Leg... Sides... Gives me scars... Gives me wounds that will not heal... Makes me bleed... Makes me give... Makes me fall... The voices tell me to go... Go... Go... All I have to do... Is just say no... But I don't... I just look down and cry.. I just give up... I just give up and... Die...

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Apr 17, 2018

Apr 17, 2018 at 11:03 PM UTC

TheSkyWriter

The pain i feel...

I drift away.... I try to pray... I take my knife and say I'm okay... But I'm not... Im in pain... But its hard to say... The fact that I go insane... I hear voices... They are yelling at me... I see a demon... Staring over me... He drags me down... Hurts me more... Makes me cry... Makes me mad... Stabs my side... Chest... Arm... Leg... Sides... Gives me scars... Gives me wounds that will not heal... Makes me bleed... Makes me give... Makes me fall... The voices tell me to go... Go... Go... All I have to do... Is just say no... But I don't... I just look down and cry.. I just give up... I just give up and... Die...

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Growing up I saw a lot... I saw pain and misery... I lost my mind and went insane... I killed my best friend die... Watched my grandma pass away... Saw my friend get hurt... Saw her... Fall before me.... I cried and cried... Cried for hours cried for days... I was dropped on my head 3 times... I was born a month early... When I was told... When... She told me... My brother is going to prison... I cried and cried... I make my promise... Not to lie... Not to die... Not to give up... I hold one person close... As he is my happiness... I want to hold her close... But I can't... I just cry and cry... I want her in my life... But they say no... They say no... They say... I say yes... She makes me complete... Makes me whole... Makes me smile... Makes me happy... If only I could hold her close... I wouldn't cry... I would smile... They say I'm not in love.. But they don't know... I found out some crucial news... My stepdad... He is cheating on my mom... I cried and cried... I hate him I really do... I don't understand why.... He is bad... Blames me for things that I don't do... He turns my own mom against me... He hurts me... He... There is a line you draw... When your done... I drew that line today... Im not dealing with it... He can leave... I don't care... Get out of my life... Ruin someone else's life... Just don't ruin ours... Now you see I love my mom... I don't want to see her hurt... And when she is I cry... Like last night... I cried and I cried... It was all because of him... I give up... Im letting go of the rope... Im falling... Lower... And lower... Deeper and deeper... Into a void... Where I can't escape... It droves me to tears... It makes me cry... I'm okay... I lie... I just cry... Cry... Cry... Age 17... Dating a girl... Love her so... Dad... Mom... Find out... Dad... Pins me down... I can't breath... All I see... Is my life... Early childhood... Age of 2... Rock hits me in the head... Suprisingly not... Dead... Age 3 fall bust my face... Still in pain... Age 4... Starting school... Rivalary for a girl... Another Zachary... One girl... Two Zachs... Yea I lost... I smiled... Age 5... Got hit in the head... It bled... And bled... Age 6 through 7... ...got hit in the head again... Lost my memory... Age 8 through 12... I lost my childhood... Worked in a restraunt... Age 13 through 16... I...don't wanna talk about that... Age 17.. Went through depression.. Hit rock bottom... Felt it all... Hit a wall... Died a bit... Cut my wrist... Almost died... Met a girl... Made me smile... A lot... A lot... Made me smile A lot... Took the pain... Now its gone... Made me whole... Made me feel compete... Feel in love... Again and again... Now... We are one... Im complete... Happy forever... In love... Met my... Other half...

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Apr 17, 2018

Apr 17, 2018 at 10:53 PM UTC

TheSkyWriter

Life of The Child...

Growing up I saw a lot... I saw pain and misery... I lost my mind and went insane... I killed my best friend die... Watched my grandma pass away... Saw my friend get hurt... Saw her... Fall before me.... I cried and cried... Cried for hours cried for days... I was dropped on my head 3 times... I was born a month early... When I was told... When... She told me... My brother is going to prison... I cried and cried... I make my promise... Not to lie... Not to die... Not to give up... I hold one person close... As he is my happiness... I want to hold her close... But I can't... I just cry and cry... I want her in my life... But they say no... They say no... They say... I say yes... She makes me complete... Makes me whole... Makes me smile... Makes me happy... If only I could hold her close... I wouldn't cry... I would smile... They say I'm not in love.. But they don't know... I found out some crucial news... My stepdad... He is cheating on my mom... I cried and cried... I hate him I really do... I don't understand why.... He is bad... Blames me for things that I don't do... He turns my own mom against me... He hurts me... He... There is a line you draw... When your done... I drew that line today... Im not dealing with it... He can leave... I don't care... Get out of my life... Ruin someone else's life... Just don't ruin ours... Now you see I love my mom... I don't want to see her hurt... And when she is I cry... Like last night... I cried and I cried... It was all because of him... I give up... Im letting go of the rope... Im falling... Lower... And lower... Deeper and deeper... Into a void... Where I can't escape... It droves me to tears... It makes me cry... I'm okay... I lie... I just cry... Cry... Cry... Age 17... Dating a girl... Love her so... Dad... Mom... Find out... Dad... Pins me down... I can't breath... All I see... Is my life... Early childhood... Age of 2... Rock hits me in the head... Suprisingly not... Dead... Age 3 fall bust my face... Still in pain... Age 4... Starting school... Rivalary for a girl... Another Zachary... One girl... Two Zachs... Yea I lost... I smiled... Age 5... Got hit in the head... It bled... And bled... Age 6 through 7... ...got hit in the head again... Lost my memory... Age 8 through 12... I lost my childhood... Worked in a restraunt... Age 13 through 16... I...don't wanna talk about that... Age 17.. Went through depression.. Hit rock bottom... Felt it all... Hit a wall... Died a bit... Cut my wrist... Almost died... Met a girl... Made me smile... A lot... A lot... Made me smile A lot... Took the pain... Now its gone... Made me whole... Made me feel compete... Feel in love... Again and again... Now... We are one... Im complete... Happy forever... In love... Met my... Other half...

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You say you love her more well I say that's a lie... My love beats yours and I don't even have to say a word you may say you love her for who she is but no you only love the thought of having her she is an angel sent by the gods and you as the sinner you are wish to drain her life force and make her sad I say no you don't love her at all you just love her to use her to take advantage of her and I will say no you need to give up on the fact of her and move on... Now you ask me if I love her... I say Hell yea I love her I would give her the care she needs while she's sick I would be by her side whenever I can my brain turns to mush but I don't care I love her everyday my love meter goes higher and higher it has no limit while you and only you fall and bring her down not realising the true beauty that stands in front of you the way her eyes look around the room the way she walks like she's a kid the way she talks is yet funny but I love it and you look at her like she's garbage like she is the dirt beneath your feet well in fact she isn't she is the most wonderful thing in the world an absolute beaut yet so cute I sometimes wonder how I got so lucky although we have our little fights we still love each other in the end so if you say you love this girl you better think again. Now as I said don't speak you know you have lost but won't accept defeat now imma tell you one more time if you are going to love a girl like her you must treat her like she's the most special girl in the whole world.

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Apr 1, 2018

Apr 1, 2018 at 5:10 PM UTC

TheSkyWriter

Your love is a lie...

You say you love her more well I say that's a lie... My love beats yours and I don't even have to say a word you may say you love her for who she is but no you only love the thought of having her she is an angel sent by the gods and you as the sinner you are wish to drain her life force and make her sad I say no you don't love her at all you just love her to use her to take advantage of her and I will say no you need to give up on the fact of her and move on... Now you ask me if I love her... I say Hell yea I love her I would give her the care she needs while she's sick I would be by her side whenever I can my brain turns to mush but I don't care I love her everyday my love meter goes higher and higher it has no limit while you and only you fall and bring her down not realising the true beauty that stands in front of you the way her eyes look around the room the way she walks like she's a kid the way she talks is yet funny but I love it and you look at her like she's garbage like she is the dirt beneath your feet well in fact she isn't she is the most wonderful thing in the world an absolute beaut yet so cute I sometimes wonder how I got so lucky although we have our little fights we still love each other in the end so if you say you love this girl you better think again. Now as I said don't speak you know you have lost but won't accept defeat now imma tell you one more time if you are going to love a girl like her you must treat her like she's the most special girl in the whole world.

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