All I can do is pray for a better day,
But recently all these days just feel the same,
Lost and helpless you might say,
Will make everyone near me ashamed ,
Negative thoughts that need to be pushed away,
All in order to keep my head in the game,
All I can do is pray for a better day,
But recently all these days just make me insane,
Stressed and hurting you might say,
Will make everyone put me up for blame,
Negative thoughts that need to decay,
All in order to keep them tame,
But All I can do, is pray for a better day.
Jun 15, 2022
Jun 15, 2022 at 5:26 AM UTC
Lately I’ve been pushing away
Leaving you for what seems too far away
I want you so bad I want you to stay
The clouds are a dark gray
But I don’t know how so it brings me pain
Knowing you’re not okay and I can’t help you drives me insane
I don’t know what type of love is that I feel
But the only thing I know is it’s real
Or so I think
As I ponder this late night not being able to catch a wink
I certainly love you, is it platonic or not?
Sometimes I question it,
But one things for certain…
I miss you.
Jun 29, 2021
Jun 29, 2021 at 4:39 AM UTC
Why do we love?
Why do we lie?
Why do I feel this emptiness inside?
I wish I could just tell you the truth, but I’m filled with lies
I love you? Or is that just a lie
Saying I love you too much just feels like a lie
But why?
Sep 9, 2020
Sep 9, 2020 at 1:53 AM UTC
Sometimes
Sometimes my mind is just crowded
All these pessimistic thoughts, I’m enshrouded
Bounded by these thoughts, as they shouted
In the end all I am is wounded.
Sometimes my heart is just vacant
It all just seems so blatant
I am the type who is very inpatient
Because it feels like I will not make it
Sometimes
It really feels like that
Sometimes
It’s all that I feel
But I have to look at the other times, and keep sprinting till that wound finally heals
Aug 9, 2020
Aug 9, 2020 at 1:03 AM UTC